The last,

DAY OF THE YEAR!!!

THE LAST AND ONLY ONE!!!

The end of my first year of college,

The end of the year where i look back and think of the challenges or small steps i've taken that i'm glad i did. Looking forward to more, starting, tomorrow!!!!!

God, thank you!!!!!!! so much!!!!! You have been awesome and blessing me with new experiences and meeting more friends. I'm so hyped for more!! *WIDE SMILE into the sky above*

 

Books stir emotions people!!!!

Another novel i read by Karen Kingsbury. One word for it, Whoa. It's amazing how people can write books while crying and then cause the readers to feel the same. So real!!! Everytime i finish her books, the story lingers in my head...Two lines i picked up in the section 'Author's note to reader' were "No God, no Peace, Know God, Know Peace" and "Love cannot be without Sacrifice and Sacrifice cannot be without Love". 

So touched by another of her books.....

In a blink of an eye....

Christmas is over.

Just like that...

'Everlasting night' on the 24th was great!!! The colours, the ambiance, the people, the music, the jokes, the dance, the singing. Not everything went perfectly as we hoped but it doesn't matter. We all put in our effort =). Thank God the accidents weren't that serious. At least to a certain extend. I think whenever i make mistakes is because maybe, just maybe, God wants me to focus on Him again and fall back into a humble state. I realize that a lot. Things that happen that night : my belt pin came off while playing around with friends, my front pin on attire came off probably during worship since my friend realized it after (i'm glad i didn't earlier cause i really enjoyed the dance and it felt soo peaceful and that would save me from being too conscious about the people staring), my 'CAPE' as a friend called it actually got tangled to a stroller which cause me to jerk...ah that was soo not cool....it scared me. And i practically tripped on my too-long skirt while getting up from sitting down. Man i felt like i had all the accidents. terrible. But all in all, it was alright. I managed to pull through...clumsy me...pfft.

haha! For the fun of it! And see?? obvious how it can get caught anywhere. =)

Surprise!! Shok chen came with Pei chern and Victor!!! haha i wondered what would they think seeing the attire we wore. Not something you see anywhere for dances. haha. But i'm glad they did. Somehow i really hoped that events like this would become opportunities to all those out there who want to have a glimpse of what church events are like. Meeting new friends or just simply enjoying the fellowship.

Sad, the turkey is so far away

On Christmas day, My siblings and i went to aunt's place for LUNCH. Which we had at 5.30pm when we actually reached there at 3pm. haha. It was awesome food!!! though the company was erm...oh well..hehe...We enjoy popping crackers and of course, took pictures to past time.

 

Awesome couch eh??

See this?? it's not an orange voodoo okay?? It's cinnamon poked into the orange. Part of the recipe to make a warm kinda wine. Which the THREE of us drank. Man..it was HOT..

For dinner, Shok Chen and I went to colin's house for a christmas dinner. Again, the company. haha..But i got to talk to Colin a lil' more at least. Was surprised on how much he's grown. haha..

So that was what i did for christmas. Not the best, but different..=)

Sometimes, like this year....i feel that Christmas wasn't so much of a hyped up passion thing. I was excited about it but to me, the things and events didn't so much. Shopping with mum definitely yes. But....maybe because my parents weren't around for christmas, or maybe because i was Involved in the presentation and not those actually watching and getting surprised or maybe because there wasn't much of a christmas message or sermon. I'm not sure. It just seems thin to me this year. My siblings were saying that they got less presents this year. haha. Well i guess i feel something like that too. At home, there's nothing held here this year and so the christmas tree isn't as lively as it has ALWAYS been. The deco isn't much and i haven't really sat down to arrange the gifts under the tree. So different this year...partly due to the reason i've shifted and can't seem to find the ornaments. 

There, i think i let it all out already....been having that sorta thought. 

Nevertheless, Christmas was christmas. 

I told a friend after having a sudden thought of the name. CHRISTMAS...or christ-mas. It was a pretty name for an event...that's what i think. Not a name like, Chinese New Year or Hari Raya or Easter even. It just sounds like a beautiful word. And i love it. hmmm. And i'm sad it had just left like that. 

Right now, i'm waiting for my parents to return after dinner. The presents are still under the tree waiting to be released. About presents, i told my mum i was upset when i knew what i will be getting. When we went shopping, certain things my mum said she would wrap as presents. Of course i agreed because no way i would take them as shopping items out of the blue only. As she paid at the counter, i moaned saying it wasn't fun that i knew already. I just didn't like it. I liked surprises, i liked to be shown something i didn't expect. But then, my mum said "at least they are things you know you need." Which was true but i guess it's just kinda, UN-fun already. oh well, There's ONE present by Ash and Mum that i have no idea what it is. Which i shall find out tonight!!!!! yays!!!!  

I'm so blessed with friends who think of me...AWWWW ...hahahahahaha!!! But really. And the effort just to find something to give for any reason at all. The wrapping, or even a D.I.Y. card which i love so much everytime i get them. The writing, the colours and the meaning.  Love you all!!!!

So here's the end end....it's boxing day. A day after christmas. Tomorrow would just be another day...january is coming. College. And what have i accomplished????  *deep breath*  

Christmas eve!!!!

It is finally here! The day many have been looking forward to when it comes to December. The shopping, the awesome music played in malls, the decorations, the trees, presents, snow, lights and the feeling of joy during this season. There goes another year!!!

Parents left for Singapore this morning. After going to bed at 2am yesterday, man...what a tiring day i'll have today. Presentation's tonight and everything just isn't perfected yet. I just hope it will tonight...somehow, a kind of miracle? =) Oh well....

One thing about tonight Ash and I are grumbling about would be a tv series we're gonna miss..OMG right?? haha...super nonsense. All these Chinese, Japanese and Korean drama really gets people stuck to them. Terrible. haha. So now we started watching this PRETTY boy japanese tv series...my goodness...mou tak kau already lah...so emotional man....no crying so far la...its just the "aahhh so sweeeet" moments. =)

Can't wait to have an enjoyable time for Christmas!!!! Have been so fascinated with christmas colours this year. The two scarves Victor and I picked out for a friend's present were red and green, the clothing i tried to put together for christmas ocasions, mum's new top was green (though i wanted to get a red scarf but the shop didn't have it), tags i made for christmas presents-green with red borders or vice versa and i realized the traffic lights too!!!! red and green!!! mum was laughing when she realized that too.. awesome! I LOVE CHRISTMAS!!!! The time of giving and joy!! =)

Happy birthday Jesus!!!

The start of Christmas events!!!

Cell harvest went alright. The day didn't start right though. I woke up late since my alarm didn't ring cos my phone battery died. hehe. Supposed to help sort out attires in church. ooops. But anyway, the night went well....with lots of laughter, colours, lights and pictures!!!  

Thank God i managed to play fairly well for the songs. phew. It's really scary to play when i can't hear what i'm playing. A thousand thank Yous, God!!! 

 

I finished by 10pm and went to join GHM caroling but then it was raining so i just met everyone at Aunty Gwen's house. They had done two streets. Pretty upset i couldn't be part of it but i'm glad i went anyway for the fellowship and seeing everybody in the dress code was soo cool!!! The christmas feeling was there, the deco was beautiful and cozy. mmmm. I love this family of mine. 

My cough is still here to stay but thank God there's hardly any high temperature. I can enjoy my Christmas!!!!!!  =)))))

*cough cough* *ahem*

I am not feeling well. Borderline of getting a fever already. sighs. But i'm sure i'll get well soon. =)

Went to college to finalize some stuff for American Flyer. When i got there, Fuh i see all the lecturers in the staff room syok sendiri-ing singing Christmas carols and making noise!! What a great moment to see they have fun too. The deco was all put up nicely, shiny shiny lights everywhere...aahhh the nice cozy chrismassy feeling. *smiles*
Then, i was dreading to do work cos my throat just felt bad. Drank down two bottles of water already and still...
About 5pm, friends picked me up for a movie since i agreed and had already turned down a few invitations cos i wasn't free. I didnt know it was a 2hour 45mins movie at first...i needed to be at church for practice tonight too. And i have no excuse not to go although i'm sick since i went out for a movie. hehe.

Okay so i took the scariest picture online. But i would say, it was a different kinda thing. A lil' bit of pocahontas, a touch of transformers(robots) and matrix (connection thingy to the head). All in all, interesting. For 2, almost 3 hours....my goodness..haha. I think it's promoting a size 0 female body shape too...scaryy...haha
For me, i like all the glowy, shiny stuff...heyy it's really pretty kay?? imagine neon light purple and green.."wooooo"...=)

Anyways, i did go for practice at 9.30pm. An hour more of practice. I felt like leaving in pyjamas since i felt sick enough to do so...but i didn't. Not really. =)

Just hope i'll be better tomorrow, less coughing as there's gonna be night carolling and harvest event for my parents' cell. *deep breaths*

I wanna have a joyful, jumpy Christ-mas!!!!!

-GY Camp 2009-

This year, has been another amazing one. A four days of making new friends, experiencing God and get away from reality and unfocus-ness.

There's so much to say. haha.

The day i got there, we were all told the guys' dorm were DIRECTLY in front of the swimming pool!!! (where's the sense in that?). Then, i had to search for my dorm. 112. And where did i find it? secluded area. Not where all the girls' ones were but it was where the meeting place was, hidden at a corner. WOW. hmm i guess i should have taken a picture but i guess this time round, i didn't really bothered much to take out my camera. i wonder why.
So anyway, i got to make lotsa new friends and also got to mix more with those i knew by name but not personally. And that's always the part i look forward to during camps. =)

I won't talk about so much here. Too much and some kinda unexplainable in words.

GG-ed faces!

For GG.COM,
I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!!! oh my gosh we actually got first place!!!!!!!!!!! We had an awesome cheer followed by an awesome song! My group leader was awesome and i knew i wouldn't trade him for another for the group. The excitement he put in all of us and the hype we had that went with the group name, just fit perfectly. Couldn't imagine for a better one. The devotion we did together, the game sessions and the nonsense we did. The cheer we did at the top of our voices and the teamwork was just awesome as if i knew these people all along. The yougest, Yang Ziang was the source of all hype-ness. That lil' chubby member was the noisiest, most excited and the all out guy. Ps Daniel was soo fascinated by his excitement that he gave the lil' guy tons of currency just to enjoy seeing his response. hahaha.

Captain ball was awesome!!!! Though most of us had heavy muscles and aches till the end of camp, that was the craziest session of games that we had. The cheering, the non-stop laughter and the SWEAT felt great! Got to play frisbee too and a friend i met actually goes for training which made it even more fun. The pastor threw it so awesomely that the girls just melted away. hahaha kidding kidding. Some guys played american football too. Looks painful the way they wrestle and pile on top one another. my goodness. The huge pool there looked so tempting but i didn't go in at all. haha. I spent time with my dorm girls during siesta time, played a lil' bit of ping pong (which wasn't bad actually). Frisbee throwing, taking pictures (duh!) and just talking to God. I knew that i needed to boost myself. That's what camps are for. Give a boost especially at an artificial surrounding kinda place. It always feels good to get away from home to stay focus on God.

Worship sessions were the best. The passion, the surrounding voices and the music just going on and on like we never could get enough of it. Worship leaders were all fired up, God's presence was sooo HOT. My heart was soo weak for God i just felt the words i sang took my heart away. I prayed so hard for what i wanted. Some prayers answered, some not yet. There's still a lot for me. =) . God is just awesome. He lets things happen at His perfect timing. Everything fell into place and it wasn't coincidences.

The best part of camps are always being able to make more friends! More from grace klang to be specific...haha...awesome. Being stuck in a dorm with a bunch of gurls i didn't know. We had a blast! We took lots of pictures together, did a small presentation kinda thing on a memory verse we were all supposed to memorize and recite. That was just crazily fun!! the silly actions with the emotions were just so nonsense stuff but it was worth it!!! I thank God that He put me with one friends from grace pj whom i haven't been talking to for a long time, one i didn't even know attended the same church, four from klang i got to know and a friend i brought whom i have not been close enough to. These girls were such a blessing to me.

Next!! my awesome GA i never ever ever would have guessed. I thought i kinda knew when a lil' slip happened but i was wrong. So far, this has been the best one i've had!!! Why? here's what i got : Whole packet of choclairs, few pieces of assorted dentyne gum, pretty lil' notebook, packet of cadbury choco, a cup of hot teh tarik (which i didn't knew was being served for breakfast so that was awesome!), glass of cool water during dinner...i think that's about it. It was a lot. And i felt kinda guilty cos i didn't give my mortal that much. Receiving gifts is one thing, receiving gifts which u know costs a lot is another thing. He really made my everyday...was a lil' upset cos i didn't get like messages or D.I.Y. stuff but when i found out who my GA was, it was totally understandable. haha i'm sure whoever is reading this must think i got like some cool Hot guy, but....NO.

Instead, i think i got the cutest! chubby-est! most talkative! GA! (was in the same group too). When he came and told me "eh, i'm your GA you know", i went "really ah really ah?? aaaahhh!!!! sooo cute!!!!!!!" hahaha...and i'm so GLAD for it

Well, as usual, all camps come to an end. There were pictures being taken everywhere and people exchanging hugs saying "we'll keep in touch", "tag me on facebook!", "it was great getting to know you" "will definitely meet up when i visit your church" and many many more. sighs. Soon, everyone will be missing camp and all the fun we had and the prayers we got.

I really thank God for absolutely everything. The main one, for SHOK CHEN. I just didn't know what to say or do but God was there. God had given her something to take home and hold on to. And like Zlwin said, although it's no boost for life, at least till the next GY camp. =)

And yes, i bet every single one there had an awesome time.

FREE!!!!

YES!!!! finals are over! I'm not that overjoyed about that most but the plans coming up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  can't wait can't wait!!!! It's gonna be an awesome holiday with awesome schedules!!! Feel like going out right now!! But, no car. *groan* 

When i wake up tomorrow, i will feel even closer to the awesome holidays!!

Camp this weekend....THIS weekend!! dying to syok sendiri since i have a VERY syok sendiri group leader. And i'll be adding a new word to my dictionary,  

"GG.COM"

(God's Grace. com)

So ngam right Victor?? haha...awesome lah...will be GG.com-ing lots in camp. 

LOOKING FORWARD TO HAVE ANOTHER

REFRESHMENT FROM GOD!!!!! 

WHEEEE!!!!!!!!

Last paper tomorrow!!! awesome awesome!!!! 

smileeyyyss!!!

I'm so hyped for camp!!!

EXPECT NOTHING BUT DESIRE SOMETHING

I shall post the humour for the day :

"I hate exercise. To me, getting up in the morning is a moving violation, the only exercise i get is pushing my luck, stretching the truth and jumping to conclusions, although, I have been known to carry a grudge."

Finals' week. Final week.

Yesterday, i had a spicy dinner...my grandma cooked...fuh...it was good, but my tummy didn't doesn't like the heat during the night...every dish cooked had chili in it. Asam fish, spicy curry tasting marinated chicken, paku veggie in coconut milk curry sauce, lala in spicy sauce...
Crazy. And it was just grandma, uncle and I...come to think of it, i have not eaten a lot of spicy food lately. Oh no, i'm loosing it...

Finals started today. Hoping for the best. There's so much to cover...*deep breaths*...need to maintain a consistent grade. Everytime i think about my CGPA, i remember Dr Goh saying "don't aim for mediocracy". It feels like a tough challenge. And it's haunting me..haha
Oh well...after this thursday I WILL BE FREE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! woohoo i can't wait for :
1. Shopping!!!
2. GY camp
3. Movies!!!! (so left behind)
4. EXERCISE
5. Reunion!!!!
6. Housecleaning (still many boxes)
7. Putting up christmas tree
8. CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! carolling, presentation, presents to open!!
9. Meet up with many many friends
10. More driving?
11. almost forgot....Computer games!!!! and L4Dead 2 if i can =)
12. My own Photo scrapbook if I still have time
13. Story books (calling out to me)
14. Photo shoot with coll friends

Oh and i want to go to Pavilion to see the awesome Christmas deco!!!!

wooo there's more to the list....hehehe

Ah...week's not even passed yet so...dream later...

God, bless me with a good week kay?? i need it... =)

Orang yang tidak bermoral-lah yang dapat keputusan baik??

No idea why i put the title in BM. But i just found out today i got the highest for MORAL STUDIES!!! haha...no idea how i managed to get that since i remember writing my essays in a not orderly manner and always not wanting to check my paper since my head spins trying to understand moral statements and questions.
Thank God for the result anyways. I guess God tries to brighten up my day with lil' things here and there. They're like commas in sentences. Many words are typed in the beginning then, A COMMA for the sentence to continue on. Like a breather. =)

My new blue baby has arrived!!!!!!

YES!!!!!!!!!!! was pretty upset i couldn't find one here. Well i didn't really know where to find one.
So mum got one from aus!!! wheeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!
Been sometime i played frisbee so i HAD to try it! Mum, bro, sis and I had a great time at the park (of a hot-warm-non-windy-dry-day). My mum can throw it better than i could when i first did! fuh! *claps*...i think i was pretty noisy at the park...Why? i said a lot of(s):

"ouch ouch"
"aaaa GG!!!"
"noooo!!!!!!"
"catch it catch it!!!"
"sobsob"
"yerrr i see blue plastic sitcking out"
*just pouting*
*pouting*
"ooohhh that was painful..."

and maybe a few more......
was a LIL' paranoid...but....wouldn't anyone be?? it's BRAND new...sobs

Not cool....well i guess i already expected it...and i know i wanted it to play with and not to pai leng..but it was sad...i use it once and it already has scratches, i don't know how would it be the second time...and third...fourth, fifth,six....so on...*faints*
It soooooooo smooth when it's new...such a nice feeling...(okay i'm not 'harrasing' it)..but it's just soo beautiful *tear*...maybe i should get that pink cheap WOMBAT one i saw that day so my heart wouldn't hurt that bad....hmm

So here it is!!!!

SEE??? prettyyyy???

I DROVE TO COLLEGE TODAY AND I MADE IT BACK......ALIVE!!!!!!!!!!!! THANK YOU LORD!!!! =)

FA LA LA LA LA, LA LA LA LA!!!!

Anyone interested in joining a choir which consists of TWO people now??
Current singers : Amanda Chua(singer/piano?) & Lynette Tan("guitar"/piano)
What do we do : Sing Christmas songs (duh!)

Our first attempt was a blast!!! we managed to cover at least 5 songs!!!!

So, whoever is interested......call Amanda at : 03-save-the-trees-this-christmas-#

*speechless*

GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! this ain't laughing matter wei!!! *deep breath*

WORST WEEK OF THE SEM..........

I shall just leave this pretty much blank. Don't want a blog of Complains and grumbling.. =)
And yes, i'll get through this week.

With tons of work in the way, i'm looking pass it to...HOLIDAYS!!!

"Strass et Paillettes"

Love this amazing colourful shot!!

I attended my first prom in college. In Impiana KLCC.

It was a busy day. Class in the morning, Cf and meeting up with Jas and Manda...to both of them : "Really really wish you both could have come over to to me up for the night...sobs...next year maybe???". Then, went to a saloon to do up some curls. It looked great as i was staring at myself in the mirror when each curl was done...and THEN, she BRUSHED HER FINGERS THROUGH IT ALLL!!!!! i could have broken the mirror with the sudden change of feeling i had...it looked 'natural' to her but kinda messy to me...=(...i guess next time i'll get a friend to do it, or no more curls for me thank you..

Went to Angeline's place to do touch up and all that stuff girls enjoy doing on events when we get to have fun dressing up..haha

My first thought that came to me when we reached the hotel, ‘the thin red carpet’…

As the ‘singles’ gave way to the two couples, the thought actually came, like, “aww I have no BOYFRIEND to go arm in arm with”.. ((not that I’m desperate okay, people don’t get funny ideas))haha…but yea it did hit me. Oh well…I’m glad I had friends who were walking one by one too.

Overall, it was alright. The food was pretty good, especially the bread pudding. Mmmm. There were 20+ tables. The hall was quite small, the ‘dance floor’ was small.

What was the best part of the whole event??

The pictures!!!!!! Duh…hahaha…especially with Choo’s awesome new SLR camera..whoooaaaa…the pictures looked amazing. And the best part of it was he actually enjoyed and was obliged to snap almost everything, everywhere. Soooo wanna get one of those expensive-heavy-super cool-device…one day one day when I feel I really deserve it.

So, we spent time eating, listening to lucky draw winners, clapping, cheering for friends who were voted for best dressed and prom queen and all, smiling so much to cameras and loosening up with

college friends more.

Prom queen!!!

There were lots of lucky draws and of course, choosing prom queen and king and best dressed...

So, this year's prom queen title went to ANGELINE!!!! woooo!!!! for all the preparation she did...nails,make up,hair...fuh.....it paid off!!

The craziest thing I did that night?? DANCE. Seriously. Not the couple dance since there were none and no slow music. At the end of prom, it was announced that the dance floor is open to anyone, and I thought “WHAT dance floor?? I don’t really see a dance floor”. Anyway, I went to a friend’s table,grabbed her wrist and pulled her to the front. No idea why I did that but yea I did that.

oooohhh there was this colourful spotlight on the stage....i could actually see the coloured rays coming out...sooo coool!!!! *wishing i had a super cool camera to catch that*

So, i reached home sooo close to midnight. Mum asked "so did the carriage turn into a pumpkin yet??"..haha...i love my mummyyyy...she made my night end so sweetly...*yawns*

What's up this week?

It's week 10 in college. Soo many things piling up...last minute me.

This week has been one of those 'many quizzes' week. Two today and one tomorrow. I guess i haven't been doing extremely well as usual but im getting there...(huh we shall see how finals go)..always grumble about political science...reminding myself there's no time to cover my textbooks for finals...and there's soo much to do. *screams in pillow*

Yesterday night, i attended the meeting for cf's worship team. Glad i decided to go since i would be missing soo much if i didn't. If people were to ask me why i agreed to be involved in the team? i would say......IT'S A CHALLENGE FOR ME..since i'll be in college for a few years, i should do something i don't usually do and learn to built and improve on it as time goes.

Before i start regretting of not doing it.

The main thing that's in my mind right now : PROM IS TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!! not in a jumpy, screamy way but more like: tomorrow??? the day i have a quiz? same day i plan to meet my Jas and Manda (wheee so excited!!)...hmm.. how will i plan everything out so that i can do ALL of them excitingly and at the same time trying not to sweat so much?? my mind is unsettled. But i think i'll have a great friday, having to spend lotsa time with many friends!!! a tiring day too i can tell. (God, thanks for my fun week i love you!!!!)
Then, on Saturday my parents may decide to go to college for the parents day thing. Will see what they are actually gonna do. i wonder. haha. Need to spend time studying for moral quiz on monday as well as go for dinner with Lydia!!!! wheeeee!!! can't wait....

With such a busy weekend, it's gonna pass so fast. There goes. pffft. And hope again for another great week ahead...=)


-smiles-

USS New York

When the World Trade Center collapsed, what happened to the remnants??

TA-DA!!!!!!!!!!

Made up of 24 tons of scrap steel from the WTC. Deisgned for operations against terrorists (obviously the purpose). It can carry a crew of 360 sailors and 700 combat-ready Marines to be delivered ashore by helicopters and assault craft.

The ship's motto :


"NEVER FORGET"

Awesome isn't it? now that ship holds tons of memories and worth(not just financially)

My head...oww

Woke up this morning, head hurt....ahh brain cells had a 'brain attack' yesterday..of ALL buses at campus, the HELP college one that looks cool since it was HELP's white and red gave me a bad experience...while the bus was moving, i walked all the way to the back and *duush* hit my head hard on the 'simen-feeling thingy'. not cool. sooo not cool. =( worse, it Still hurts today...sobs.

A great week of college

God is my Provider. It's so odd. Turned out, i only needed to take the bus ONCE this week!!! and i had a great time before too. On Monday, i tagged along with some friends to give Victor another birthday makan. Just nice since i had only one class. On tuesday, met Jessie in college! the event she mentioned few weeks ago. Usually i have a friend who gives me a lift but he couldn't today so Jessie did!! yays!! Wednesday, it rained...bad..=( didn't like the rain especially when it added to the bus ride i dread to take most of the time. Victor sent me home then...i'm terrible...friends sending me home when i have my license already. Today, during the day i realized my sim card became inactive because of the uth club switch thing..crap..wouldn't be able to call my dad or recieve any for that matter..with a guilty feeling i asked Jess to drop me off at the lrt on the way back. So i stayed there, studied psych for quiz tomorrow and watch students pose for the camera. It was crazy crazy hectic today. For the past 2 days, there were quiet and noisy sessions but today it was as if there were no classes during the day man. noise noise noise. People had to scream and laugh So loud that i could hear them even when i had my earphones on. *exchange stares with Jess*. haha. Then i got to see how her friend did the editing and designs for the shots. This is my conclusion :

PHOTOSHOP IS AWESOME-NESS
AND
I WILL LEARN HOW TO USE IT ONE DAY.
I WILL. I WILL.

Soooo cool and how amazing it is that clicking and colouring can fix things up perfectly!! Fuh!!!

Okay okay so anyway, as usual, last day is the craziest. And there was only ONE DESIGNER! siao ah????!!!!! goodness. She had to swing her wrist around due to holding the mouse and fingers on keyboard for hours and her neck was hurting. Poor thing. And now that i'm home blogging, she has many many more faces to deal with..all to be done by tomorrow at her workplace. *exhale*
We left college at about 6.20pm...and it started to drizzle. I took a light nap in the car and again, some one sent me home. I feel horrible-terrible-vegetable. I'm glad God provided for me. Not so much the transport, but good friends who didn't grumble out Loud about sending me home. yup. =)

And so, i came home with 3 posters. Didn't do the notebook because i didn't really like writing notes on lines much and it's A4, don't think i wanna carry that around getting doggy-ears. hehe. Got Jessie to pose with me on Wednesday...and there Had to be people i know walk past. lalala. oh well. No regrets. It was fun yet hard to give a proper pose. Camera man was like

"chin up abit, no no down...side, eh not too much, ok ok"
"like that like that...ok?"
"smile, don't smile....smile abit, abit more"
"smile with teeth now"
"now action wan, show the face"

haha..fun...yet tiring...and he doesn't actually count 1,2,3 so i blinked twice when he clicked and my friend and i were trying to hol our smiles till it kinda felt, unanatural already. But it was fun..=)

Yay! tomorrow is friday!!!! then it's weekends...*deep breaths*

Rumah Kanak-kanak Ini DiSayangi

What a tiring day.

The visit to Rumah K.I.D.S was great. Apparently, the have visitors every week.
So we started about 3pm and left at 6pm. The games went well and they had fun too although it was tiring for them. Found out that many of them actually went for Camporama. haha. And will see 3 of them during gy camp this year! Looking forward to it...

During our time there, we got to see how their lifestyle is. There were about 11 of them in the house we went to ; youngest-5years old and oldest, 15 years..they go to school, get tuition and some for music lessons. According to the house parent, they are really blessed children. They practically have almost everything they need except loving parents. Mr George and his wife are so dedicated to the children there...24/7 they are there.

The children were wonderful. They got along with us so easily. The little boys ; Ian and Joshua were sooo cute. Ian's smile makes me wanna MELT..hahaha...Michael, as described by the house parent, behaves like a girl. He talks and talks...haha..he would be the first to volunteer and voice out...we all remember him for that.

Really was an amazing experience...the 6 of us had a great time being with the children. They see visitors after visitors so i think it is actually them who become blessings to those who visit them. They have been to sunway lagoon countless times that they're bored of going there..Genting Highlands, Frasers Hill and Bird Park...who would've guessed they were THAT blessed?? haha...i even asked them what was the latest movie they've watched and turned out, even i haven't watched it!!!! man...

Hmm i'm thinking i might go back again....just for the 2 or 3 hours, really is something good to do during the weekend...=) Shall recruit people to tag along..hehehe...

There goes my weekend...

Saturday was busy busy. Woke up early and went for a swim for an hour...realized how much exercise my muscles needed as my legs got super itchy underwater. haha. It was a good time of stretching..the only freaky thing was the earthworm!!! the dead earthworm at the bottom of the pool...eeeuuuwww...pale-brown-long-stretchy-rubber-looking-....THING!!!! yuck yuck yuck...

Then, went for lunch....tried searching for a box/bag to put Victor's present in. Of ALL bags, i reached for one and looked in to see how big the space was and....a dead cockroach was in there!!!! aaaahhh....euw euw...not cool..it was upside down some more...*pengsan*...don't know what's with dead insects today.
Went to church at 3.30pm and after that rushed to midvalley for

Victor's surprise birthday!!!!!

It was great! Just a few of us and his family. He didn't look 'surprised' (victor, why la spoil the FUN??)..haha..we ate, A LOT...laughed A LOT...made noise A LOT as usual..and victor had collected A LOT of ping pong balls!!!!!!!! such fun...haha..

What a night...=) God has blessed us with another great time of fellowship..needed that...felt so good to let out laughter at EVERYTHING we did..

Tomorrow will be another busy day. Visit to Rumah K.I.D.S for moral assignment. So many last minute planning...*deep breath*

Give in to temptation when it involves sugar and cream!!!

Went grocery shopping with mum last week and i grabbed a can of peaches!!! loooove peaches!!
So anyway, i also grabbed a tub...okay TWO tubs of ice cream.

Yesterday, i went into the kitchen to search for dessert. Grandma and mum were talking about how sweet and crunchy the apple was so i chopped some and added them into my bowl of ice cream, together with peaches and kiwi (mum made me)..hehe...then i walked out of the kitchen, past the area where my dad was watching TV and started picking which fruits to eat first. Then dad faced me and said "eat eat....fat la fat"..hahahaha...i knew something was coming..then i showed him my bowl of ice cream with lotsa fruits in it! but oh well...i just grinned and kept eating my awesome dessert while laughing within me as the phrase kept repeating in my head...haha
When my dad was served his bowl,

Dad:Eh, daddy don't want..(maid walks away with bowl)...you know, sugar is the most can.....
((I cut him off))
Me:it's almond and something

Dad: oh, almond ah? ok ok (accepts the bowl)

hahaha....my dad and nuts...

At the end of the day, we watched an Australian movie on the Australian channel and i went to study..

So how did my day go today? Maths was alright...political science quiz, well i guess i did fairly well since it was MCQs. English.....whoa i didnt expect the quiz to be NINE pages!!!! oh tuesday, we did an exercise of what we were to expect for the quiz and it turned out to be many pages...sick, truly sick of topic sentences and paraphrasing already....haha...
And there goes.......dragged my presentation for ANOTHER WEEK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i think my full *umph* for the topic had died already..sobs....

And yes i have decided to go for prom. Dateline is tomorrow. Have to talk to mum about it tonight on where the money is gonna come from...thought of saving for certain things i've been wanting to get but...i guess i gotta sacrifice and be patient....hmmm

Blogging again?

Not studying? > supposed to
Bored? > nah just distracted
So stop now? > nope, i just read my notes and i'm afraid i twisted everything
Sleep then?> hmm...soon..feel guilty....sooo guilty...my body has lack of sleep and exercise and there's more to come

I read and read moral studies notes. I turn to my notebook and felt a jump within me when i saw the word 'totalitarian' and i think "sigh i have political science quiz this thurs, and english presentation and english quiz"...*pengsan*..

Lynette ah Lynette.....why la? why last minute? Journal for psych and seminar isn't that far away...so is moral studies presentation and english assignment and moral studies assignment which involves visitation to special home and interview and papers to doooo....................O God, is this normal?? yes??....*exhale*

My mind's been disturbed these past few days and i can't seem to concentrate fully while studying....i hope it's just a passing grey cloud...

Another issue....PROM.
Do i go for it?? Ange and Nadira have been begging me and i know i need to go because i need to go but i don't know if it's worth going...i think i should...table's been booked...sigh. What am i to do? raise funds for myself???????? aww man....never thought i would have to actually Consider going for prom...oh well...

"I can't live without you" what does it mean?

Since i can't study, i'll recall last friday's message in cf. Dr Goh spoke about "A Romance Pleasing to God". One thing i thought about his message was that it wasn't the usual "what is needed in a relationship??" with answers like "trust, honesty, commitment, bla bla bla" but he touched on little keywords like "companion". I managed to remember his steps which were
1. Pathways
2. Overdependence
3. Sex
4. Disagreement

Simple words.

He raised a very good phrase during his message ; "I can't live without you"
Which to him means, "like it or not, i'm stuck anyway...i just cannot live without you". After giving thought about it, it really seems funny....the same goes for oxygen...living things cannot live without it and it's not something we Love. haha. So, imagine one telling to another that. Seems silly now...hehe


Alright i should go and study somehow...gonna watch Fireproof with family and parents' friends tonight...yays...=)

Patience pays off right??

No captain ball for me today...so i'm supposed to be doing what i need to do ; Study for coming quizzes. Which isn't working. I read a few lines and my mind is off somewhere.

O God, please clear my head please.....there's so much to study and usually i concentrate when i'm alone and when the dateline is coming but this time, i can't. I have taken an hour of nap and right now i still can't concentrate. What do i do next?

A breather for me...

*inhale*

*Exhale*

Today i finally get to sit down and rest abit..play games and ps2??haha...

Well, i didn't get to do my presentation today...not cool...dragging it to another week...man i wanna get it over with. The reason i didn't get to wasn't just because i wore flops. Lecturer told me in a lazy tone that i couldn't because of the flops but no one else was picked to do theirs so i guess he just wanted to let us out early...hehe

During political science, fuh...my first time i'm actually Voicing out what I WANT TO SAY. for once lah. We were discussing about feminism and what it is and viewing it in terms of social, economic and one more i can't remember. BUT, we went on and on about girls and guys and their 'roles' they were 'supposed' to do that cause all the hevoc and debate. haha. Lecturer brought up saying that religion was one of the main issues that contributes to gender issues. Then, he turned to me and said "huh? correct anot?" *huh?what?me?since when you bother asking me?*..i was in shock for a second and said yes. I remembered something from moral studies and brought it up. A friend of mine confirmed it and phew! that was close.
So anyway, we shifted to a long, noisy debate about gender roles and why divorce happens and all. And i decided to throw my view since it was soo hot and i couldn't help but say it. What satisfaction to throw words around like that in the class of the DEAN of ADP...hahahaha...at least this time, i didn't feel bored and sleepy...it was a nice warm up for my presentation later. (just that i found out later i didn't get to)

Yay! tomorrow is friday!!!! will be playing the keys for cf (i hope i will get used to this) and after that mum's gonna take me get my face done since i've been sleeping late and all, its in a terrible condition(haha no no not plastic surgery) and my hair trimmed. Friday would be good. Though i have quizzes next week i really need to sit and breathe abit...been sleeping so late this week i actually had a thougt "this is normal time"...tsk tsk tsk...i'm not want-ing to be panda-ing more...

Hoping for a great weekend....

(still trying to wonder where my dance attire went to and it's my turn this sunday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) grrrr

What's a 'good' marriage??

"Fireproof doesn't mean the fire won't come"

This is the awesome-mest movie that reminds me of 'A walk to remember' (the adult version)...not just cause its a CHRISTIAN movie but it really is good. I learnt a whole lot of values, good lines too...like there's a part where a guy was talking about salt and pepper being sooo different, different appearance, taste and all..but they're always put together...pretty cool.
Also, after reading a book awhile ago mainly about firemen, watching this movie made me recall about it and wow, just awesome lah..

After the movie, it got me thinking....what else would i put on my list of 'My future....husband'??hahaha....sounds odd since im only 18 man...haha...

Not only that....the second thing that came to mind was, 'What makes children and unmarried people KNOW what a good marriage is?'. It's not like they can speak from experience but somehow when we watch movies of hear stories we say things like "yea, that's a really good husband" or "in future, i want that to happen to me too" or "*sighs* why can't most couples be that way?". How are people who are not married know what a good one is?? kinda weird when i thought about it..hehe...

Well, i kinda told myself "Noo, no virtual lists of my future guy wei"..just incase Something goes wrong...hahaha...

Oh well...what a post this is...hahaha

Stress for the week is ending

My internet is Back!!! yes!!!!

okay so my crazy week is ending. Except i have to study for Psych mid-term next week but it doesn't require my stress and worry. phew.
Maths quiz went alright but i know i take too much time. I tembak two MCQs. And it was weird i got a negative number for a profit...hmmm cham la sure wrong already. oh well. I'm glad i managed to do most of them without cracking my head so much. Political science quiz was lousy today. Was doing the first few and "eh, these weren't in the notes...aww man".
During english, when my lecturer asked me to do my presentation, i actually told him i wouldn't. haha. Well i knew i wanted to do it up a lil' more. Until i got my internet, my slides were just plain words..borriiiiing. hehe. Lecturer bla bla he usual stuff...another student couldn't present because his powerpoint didn't work when he tried and the lecturer said "cannot work, then brain also cannot work ah?"...ouch....it's his way of speaking...later in the lift the guys were releasing 'words' to express...hmm

So i got home about 3pm and started on my assignment...took my sweet sweet time. Quite. Thank God my mind is working today. I hope it turns out alright. I know i regret taking this subject but there's nothing i can do but just go along with it though i always feel i don't belong in class when i'm there. Then, God provides a nice person to sit next to me sometimes...she explains what i don't know and talks to me freely. I guess i still come out alive after each class. =)

Well.....i am gonna smile all i want tomorrow. No more sudden stress, Cf to look forward to, meeting with Jas and Manda maybe, and for a great weekend apart from studying psych.

*deep breaths* i can do this. Just a lil' more. God, thank you...

Tough week....

I'm still deprived of internet at home. sad sad.

I have my first maths quiz this thurs and i am not prepared. Political science quiz on thurs too. English tutorial presentation to prepare and political science assignment to hand in this friday and still can't seem to get ideas on what to write. aaahh so many things.

House still filled with boxes. Mess mess. shifting was nuts man. Have to search for my lost stuff and unpacking is crazy to do.
Looks like i won't write much in shifting since...its just..lots and lots of stairs to climb, lots of boxes to carry and lotsa driving to and fro...haha..really good exercise for that two days.

My room stuff


Clothes...into....

The car...Sis looks tired

Deprived of internet!!!!

Maaaannn....new house doesnt have internet connection yet...ppffftt!!!

oh well...will update on the moving of my house and everything else soon when i get the internet at home....

sobs...miss my bloggy...haha

K.F.C, cf camp 09

My first cf camp and it was awesome!!!
When we arrived, the surrounding was familiar to me. Same place where gy camp was in 2007. That made me even more excited!! haha...

The sessions were good. They were reminders to me of who and what God is. God the awesome God, the Comforter. But one thing that was interesting was that we learnt new songs before each session. Uncle Sam taught us hyms from long ago. From the 80s...wow..and he even conducted a choir!!! which were us campers. Pretty cool. Singing in parts, it sounded really cool like we were really a choir...the 'Cf Philharmonic Orchestra'!!! hahaha..we had so much fun

Turned out TWICE the length!!! "whooaa"

The games were awesome! Cordon Bleu had the bestest hamster wheel man!!! really was a joke how it 'accidently' turned out so huge..we were laughing the whole time as we raced. Another game was to find the key in the huge garbage bag. It wasn't easy...it felt as if my hands were aimlessly searching for ONE key. And i DID!!! so cool!!!! another team found the key on his 1st try!!! we were all like "whaaaaatt??!!"..hahaha
Then came the 2nd last game....the buckets full of sticky stuff that released a stench...yuck....it was a mixture of yeast, water, garlic, onions and what else...euuww...
For that game, only Alvin diped his hands in there...gross, but hats off for him since he willingly went first..

Cordon bleu!!!

During sports, we played captain ball and frisbee!!! it was crazy fun! it's been so long since i seriously played sports...the best part was that Camerons was cool and breezy so we all had lots of energy and less sweat..it felt so nice...mmmm..

I got to play the keyboard twice for worship. It went fairly well i would say. Thank God. Another challenge i have fulfilled. =) Worship sessions were great and it was just soo peaceful and comfortable. Where we were, the air was quiet outside, the cool breeze....*inhale*

Doing devo during camp was something new for me. Was pretty shocked when i was informed that i had to do it...i mean, i'm one of the youngest there and i'm still pretty new to cf and i just don't think i'm 'capable' enough to conduct a devotion for my group members. I felt the responsiblity i had to carry which was to be able to provide a good time of devo for them, give them things to reflect on. I did my best. And i hope i did well. Prepared a lil' earlier so that i would understand the topic before sharing. I thank God for giving me the opportunity and the understanding of Hid word. To share during devo in the mornings really got me to open up and talk to my group memebers. I got to listen to their views and opinions. It was amazing. I enjoyed spending that time with them in the morning and also during group reflection on the last day. It was great to hear each of them sharing openly and to also gain advice from some of them. The fellowship was something i really really enjoyed throughout camp and especially during games. Their enthusiasm and cheers just brought so much joy!!! I'm glad for each and everyone if them.

Tradi-Dern night was interesting. The girls were rushing to get dressed in their mixture of interesting outfits. It was pretty exciting. Especially the part where we were all curious on who our 'date' was gonna be. As each of the girls were called for their date, we cheered and peeped out the door to see who the guy was. It was hilarious. haha.
My date was really nice. Pretty quiet but it was good that i got to know him better since i was in the same group as him for the 'crime scene' game. After the pairs were seated, the guys had to serve the girls dinner. Of course, we girls were quite worried on the Portion that was gonna come. And surprisingly, my portion was perfect! I was surprised as he brought my plate and whoa, i had no complaints whatsoever...haha...thumbs up! The 3 other girls at my table were commenting about whether the guys would 'make it' in the future regarding the portions they serve. hahaha. Not bad la. So after dinner, we had FUN night which includes our act on the 'crime scene' and Venus vs. Mars which was the battle between sexes. Turns out, the guys won by 1. sheesh...haha..we all had so much fun...really interesting game...what a great night.

On the last night....something special happened. God used me in such a way i never felt before. Before worship started, Jamie, Deborah and i were praying...so i got to know them a lil' more and about their needs. At the end of the session, Uncle Sam opened a time of praying. After awhile, i suddenly had the urge to pray for Jamie. Without hesitation i just got up and went to kneel in front of her...i didn't even think for a moment what to do or what to say. Everything just flowed. The words i said to her just came...over and over. The way i prayed for her was the way i prayed when i'm alone. I was surprised myself.
She, Jamie and i sat down with her to talk...glad Jamie was there too cos i was afraid i wouldn't know what to say. I felt i'm not 'mature' or 'wise' enough...but i'm glad i was there. Things she said pierced my heart...it hurt for her and i wished i could be her REAL guardian angel. Really glad God goes wherever we go...can't imagine if we were left to do things alone in life...full of darkness...
Today i have experienced what it's like to have a session of somewhat seemed like a 'counselling' session. It wasn't easy. Obviously. Being there to listen is really important. I'm trying to learn that from a friend...just LISTEN...

Throughout camp, i'm glad i got to mix more. There were 60 campers. Many from HELP UC i didn't even know and i'm glad i got to know them. Now i have more friends to say hi to when i get back to college..haha...probably i'll even have a better feel during cf when i see them there...=)

Oh, about the Guradian Angel (chicken&chick) game, i had a nice chicken. haha. Gave me food to eat with fun messages along. He was really nice to constantly update while i was so mean to not check my letterbox often enough...hehe...ooops.

God has made my everyday in camp a great day. Everything that happened..even the weather and people i meet and...wow...it's just impossible to live without God. Can't imagine life without.

CF camp was amazing.....by praying for Jamie, she has blessed me with an experience of praying. That was truly amazing. I made amazing new friends and had a great time with Cordon Bleu members!!!

Gurls of carnation!!!


Dino!!!


My err....family??

STRESSSS

I can't read my political science notes anymore. Will study in the morning. =(

So many things on my mind i need to do and this is why i get sooo frustrated!!!!! Worrying and worrying of my long list!!!!!! *breathe*

Sleepless....but i need to sleep somehow...

Geram today...came home geram already.....*groan*

September 11th

This time, i actually rethink deeply about it.
After reading a book just about a month or 2 ago, i felt the incident so real. Looking at the whole incident from another person's point of view and it was like re-acting the whole scenario. I thought about the lives of firemen, policemen, wives being anxious about their husbands, children watching the news as if watching a action/horror film....just so many...and covered in dust, debris and Bodies of other people...the words in the book came almost alive that i could feel my eyes move so fast trying to read faster to have a continuing picture playing in my mind. It was painful.

Now whenever i think of 11/9/2001, the book comes to life in my mind and i wince. Especially for firemen. Really is a job that's all about sacrifice and valuing the lives of those trapped in the fire.
Salute to all of them!

God takes lives for a reason. Many cannot accept the fact that their love ones have to go when they're living great and happy lives. It's not understandable most of the time. Some people let go of their faith because of these kind of hurts....really sad...

Anyways, once again...firemen are heroes!!!!!!

A sign??

"Journaling"

This word was used during the camp last week, during CF this friday and during cell in church on friday night. WOW...but, phew! i started one last week so i feel safe. haha. Was really such a coincidence it got mentioned so many times lately...oh well, i definitely got the picture..=)

Maths is rejuvinating!!!

Yea man!!! it's crazily fun to do...
Was working on a question with three unknowns. Half way doing i was wondering where i was and which part i was doing and where did the numbers i wrote come from...blank. haha. Brain not working so early in the morning.
I managed to do the tutorial question on my own!!!! yays!!!! thank God....phew. And with my new calculator made it even more fun! haha....

Political science quiz went okay i think. Made rough guesses for the second part to identify whether the situations were made by the politicians or political scientists. tricky...hope i didn't get it all wrong..hahaha...oh well

Tomorrow meet up with jas and manda again!!!! and the special surprise!!!! *fingers crossed*..haha

Busy week....psych quiz tomorrow and gotta make a farewell card for Joanna...sobs..everyone's leaving...one by one...aww man.

Then, there's practice for CF camp worship team. Serious wei. My sessions are soo far apart!!! what am i gonna do in between i have no idea...yet..haha...*yawns* my session starts 8am man...goodness...will my fingers be working then?? haha...well there's a first for everything...i'm looking forward to it and the camp too!!!! I hope i'll be able to play well..i get all panicky playing compared to singing..why?? im not sure....just get so scared that i practice tons of times...haha...oh well...here i go =)

The end of 2009 is coming fast. It's already the ninth month...wow...

God has been taking my through so much these past months...what's in store ahead?? probably lots more! He gives countless surprises.... =)

Political science really is a drag...

I'm really not liking it. I wished i did. I'm just not political-minded.frustrating. sighs. I tried to study it on monday but i gave up...really did. The words i were reading meant nothing to me so i closed the book and joined the adults with guitar playing for fun...

Everytime i enter the class i ask myself "what am i doing here again??". God help me please.

I have a quiz tomorrow and i hope i'll be able to pull it off. somehow. Psych quiz on friday too. And i need to finish a english paper thing by tuesday. Crazy english lecturer who's changing everything according to his own liking.

Don't ask me how i am cos nothing's changed. I still am not a really people person in college. It feels terrible. People make new friends and have many activities while i'm not budging. Hardly. But i'm living through it so i guess it won't kill me. Anyway, just 14 weeks and changes come again. *breathe*

Gotta go study.....trying to...no idea why i'm stuck with that subject.

*YAWNS*

Going for mission trip today!!! excited excited! Sad thing is i'm not very prepared for it as in the BM part...i guess i haven't read a lot of the bible in BM. sighs.
I tried praying in BM yesterday..haha..wonder what God must be thinking of that...=)

Well, i'm sure the trip will be awesome. New expereinces....*exhale*...can't wait...i know it'll be a good trip.

I have quizzes next week. =( Political science too.....and moral and psych...hope i'll be able to handle them. So much to study now with 5 subjects. hmm....

Yesterday, i declined going for a dinner with the Deputy Prime Minister. hahaha...seriously. Well i was speechless when i heard about it since i thuoght it was a joke but..haha...anyway i couldn't make it even if i really wanted to go. smiles.

Smiley smileys!!!!!!

I bought a new shirt lately...not just ANY shirt. Its a black shirt.

Not just a plain black..duh!
Black matches all colours
And so...
There were many many other colours on the front...
Not Just any colour...
((Well sadly, no purple))
But many...
Which makes me happy!!!
When i saw it, i said "Mum, i'm gonna get this shirt"
She replied "What do you want this for,ugh!"
"but i like it a lot!!! so colourful and full of smileys!"
((she wasn't so keen of buying it for me))
But.
I tried it on and i WANT it...((haha sounds demanding huh??))
smiles.


okay okay i'm going round and round the bush...cheong hei already.



This is the new, happiest t-shirt i have..though it's
Just a shirt
Just a black shirt with colours
((no purple)) =(


Oh! i have purple shorts though...hehe

What am i doing here??

Political science. It's ALL about politics. wow. And do any of you wonder : what is Lynette Tan taking that subject??
Well it's my only option. trying not to daydream.
Now i really wonder how i'll do it. I don't think of things that way. The other in class seem more mature and the questions they ask are not redundant like questions i usually come up with. Really wonder if i'm gonna stick with this for 14weeks and will i be able to do well during finals...But it's not like i have much of a choice..i think. Just have to try to adapt to it and have an open mind...right?? It's all new to me. Hope i don't get lost. sighs

Alright, gotta go grab a bite before me next class. MORAL STUDIES. haha i shall not complain already. Great topic i did for devo yesterday. "Complaining just shows how much you don't trust God to handle situations". deep breath. smiles