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HE WHO HAS EARS, LET HIM HEAR.

Matthew 11:15

Matthew 13:9

Mark 4:9

Luke 8:8

Revelation 13:9

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Now i know what this is all about.

FES people are awesome!!! each of them are like God's little actors and actresses that would surely capture hearts. 

The activities done were in such unique ways...i have :

-not been in a government school compound for awhile

-not felt aircond in the hall for awhile

-not get so sticky in school for sometime

haha....okay, seriously now..

1. Never thought about the future that way

2. Never seen and felt words thrown at people that way

3. Never felt my heart dropped/hit/stopped that way during a skit

4. Never thought of our 'cousins' in Malaysia that way

5. Never had questions being repeated and lingered in my head

Nothing stirred vigorously in my heart but something definitely stayed there...today felt like everyone was given this task to be Real to themselves. We had to write our dreams, expectations, confessions, regrets and achievements. Such personal and individual stuff. And ALL of it wasn't for us to write and keep them to be pondered on at home, but to be stuck on walls for Anyone to see. People voiced out their personal struggles and thoughts, shouted their dreams with confidence and challenged themselves. It was amazing.

Everyone, 200+ students were all there...and were all believers. Imagine...all of us there were a huge family under God's roof. Though i kept forgetting that. To me, it kept feeling like a camp where anyone gathered. Had to keep reminding myself that Everyone there had a heart to serve the amazing and all powerful God. Each of them came because they choose to. CF-ers of colleges. We all should have one common focus ; our Father in heaven. 

Pinn Xhean's farewell today. The other 'half' of friends?? haha. So interesting. I wonder when it's my turn, will i have both halves come to see me off? hmm...we shall see in future =)...

What a day. Though i know i didn't get to study (and i won't tomorrow either cos of the training)..=( i'm really troubled in me cos i KNOW that i am NOT prepared. 

God, i have been praying. And i keep praying, you know that.

Thank you for ALL you've done. I ask Lord for Your GRACE and Strength. It's too late for me to make up for the time lost and i know i CANNOT finish studying. My weekend is havoc. I place EVERYTHING in Your hands. Give me Strength. Oh, and use me. You know my heart God, grant me that desire okay??  =).. amen. 

My new Year's

Yim sai in the middle  *bleh*

It was a lil' quiet this year. The usual stuff happened  =)

Went to Penang, met up with Carolyn and family, got lotsa movies and eat eat eat..

Other than the huge reunion at home and practicing my 'hainan', everything else was pretty quiet. Had yee shang 5 times..haha i think i'm liking it more this year...mmmm..

So, just pictures and more pictures...haha

Fish! Fish! So cute!

Dinner at Grandma's

Pot bless when relatives came over

Baby orangeeeee!!!! 

Blooper for the day!

I just thought this was really weird/funny/random/unexpected

M-ME ,     G-Girl on the phone

*phone rings and i pick up*

M: Hello?

G: May i speak to miss Lynette Tan please?

M: Yes, speaking

G: My name is(....)calling from the No Apologies and i understand that you were a participant in this seminar before?

M: Yes.

G: Okay i would like to ask you a few questions to help us improve our course(forgot the word) and so if you feel uncomfortable to answer any of the questions just let me know.

M: okay

G: May i know how old are you now?

M: I'm nineteen this year (didn't want to mention it)

G: So, after you attended the seminar, you were asked to sign the Pledge card right?

M: What card?? *thinks* oh yea yea

G: (okay i forgot the exact words) So have you been able to keep yourself from dot dot dot...

M: *feeling awkward*  yeah i have.

G: okay that's all i wanted to know. Thank you for your time, have a good day. 

That was just weird....haha..oh well...i think for her to call people and ask that would be scary too...

 

Like a Fire shut up in my bones

I want the world to know, You are God

With a Passion burning deep within

I want the world to know, that You live

Let Your Presence come and saturate

Every part of me, make me new

Let Your Spirit come and move within

Fill me once again, 'cause i need more 

Jesus I'm desperate for You

Jesus I'm hungry for You

Jesus I'm longing for You

'Cause Lord You are all I want

Come like a flood and saturate me now

You're all I want

Come like the wind and sweep throughout this place

You're all we want

Eat Eat EAT

Euro Deli food makes me feel like a queen eating. But, good thing i didn't come home Bloated. phew.

It's sooo awesomely good!!! sit properly, use utensils properly and just being POISED...yes, it's something i have to try doing.....surprise surprise.. haha. 

Though the bill was a bomb, it's for a great occasion....my allowance is spent on food all the time..

Let's Do This!

My first youth leader's meeting tomorrow. Don't know what to expect *deep breaths*...i feel like a lil' mouse all over again....haha. I'm a 18+ year old lil' scared mouse...doesn't really make sense. oh well....will see how it goes tomorrow..

God, give me what you know i can handle. And help me not be a lil' mouse for too long. *squeak squeak*   =)

OH, it's mummy's birthday tomorrow!!!!!!! wheeeee!!! i sense an awesome dinner plan coming... delicio(pronunciation in French) fooood!!! hehe...smiles smiles..i need beauty sleep..long day ahead..an awesome God-given day.

Goodnights  =)

Crying out internally

God, I really need you to intervene. I can't concentrate and I can't clear my mind...sigh....help me help me...I'm ashamed of myself for not doing things right from the start. I'm sorry.

God....i need... 

Your GRACE. 

-Psalms 121:1&2-