Saturday, October 31, 2009

My head...oww

Woke up this morning, head hurt....ahh brain cells had a 'brain attack' yesterday..of ALL buses at campus, the HELP college one that looks cool since it was HELP's white and red gave me a bad experience...while the bus was moving, i walked all the way to the back and *duush* hit my head hard on the 'simen-feeling thingy'. not cool. sooo not cool. =( worse, it Still hurts today...sobs.

Thursday, October 29, 2009

A great week of college

God is my Provider. It's so odd. Turned out, i only needed to take the bus ONCE this week!!! and i had a great time before too. On Monday, i tagged along with some friends to give Victor another birthday makan. Just nice since i had only one class. On tuesday, met Jessie in college! the event she mentioned few weeks ago. Usually i have a friend who gives me a lift but he couldn't today so Jessie did!! yays!! Wednesday, it rained...bad..=( didn't like the rain especially when it added to the bus ride i dread to take most of the time. Victor sent me home then...i'm terrible...friends sending me home when i have my license already. Today, during the day i realized my sim card became inactive because of the uth club switch thing..crap..wouldn't be able to call my dad or recieve any for that matter..with a guilty feeling i asked Jess to drop me off at the lrt on the way back. So i stayed there, studied psych for quiz tomorrow and watch students pose for the camera. It was crazy crazy hectic today. For the past 2 days, there were quiet and noisy sessions but today it was as if there were no classes during the day man. noise noise noise. People had to scream and laugh So loud that i could hear them even when i had my earphones on. *exchange stares with Jess*. haha. Then i got to see how her friend did the editing and designs for the shots. This is my conclusion :
PHOTOSHOP IS AWESOME-NESS
AND
I WILL LEARN HOW TO USE IT ONE DAY.
I WILL. I WILL.

Soooo cool and how amazing it is that clicking and colouring can fix things up perfectly!! Fuh!!!

Okay okay so anyway, as usual, last day is the craziest. And there was only ONE DESIGNER! siao ah????!!!!! goodness. She had to swing her wrist around due to holding the mouse and fingers on keyboard for hours and her neck was hurting. Poor thing. And now that i'm home blogging, she has many many more faces to deal with..all to be done by tomorrow at her workplace. *exhale*
We left college at about 6.20pm...and it started to drizzle. I took a light nap in the car and again, some one sent me home. I feel horrible-terrible-vegetable. I'm glad God provided for me. Not so much the transport, but good friends who didn't grumble out Loud about sending me home. yup. =)
And so, i came home with 3 posters. Didn't do the notebook because i didn't really like writing notes on lines much and it's A4, don't think i wanna carry that around getting doggy-ears. hehe. Got Jessie to pose with me on Wednesday...and there Had to be people i know walk past. lalala. oh well. No regrets. It was fun yet hard to give a proper pose. Camera man was like
"chin up abit, no no down...side, eh not too much, ok ok"
"like that like that...ok?"
"smile, don't smile....smile abit, abit more"
"smile with teeth now"
"now action wan, show the face"





haha..fun...yet tiring...and he doesn't actually count 1,2,3 so i blinked twice when he clicked and my friend and i were trying to hol our smiles till it kinda felt, unanatural already. But it was fun..=)

Yay! tomorrow is friday!!!! then it's weekends...*deep breaths*

Sunday, October 25, 2009

Rumah Kanak-kanak Ini DiSayangi

What a tiring day.

The visit to Rumah K.I.D.S was great. Apparently, the have visitors every week.
So we started about 3pm and left at 6pm. The games went well and they had fun too although it was tiring for them. Found out that many of them actually went for Camporama. haha. And will see 3 of them during gy camp this year! Looking forward to it...

During our time there, we got to see how their lifestyle is. There were about 11 of them in the house we went to ; youngest-5years old and oldest, 15 years..they go to school, get tuition and some for music lessons. According to the house parent, they are really blessed children. They practically have almost everything they need except loving parents. Mr George and his wife are so dedicated to the children there...24/7 they are there.

The children were wonderful. They got along with us so easily. The little boys ; Ian and Joshua were sooo cute. Ian's smile makes me wanna MELT..hahaha...Michael, as described by the house parent, behaves like a girl. He talks and talks...haha..he would be the first to volunteer and voice out...we all remember him for that.

Really was an amazing experience...the 6 of us had a great time being with the children. They see visitors after visitors so i think it is actually them who become blessings to those who visit them. They have been to sunway lagoon countless times that they're bored of going there..Genting Highlands, Frasers Hill and Bird Park...who would've guessed they were THAT blessed?? haha...i even asked them what was the latest movie they've watched and turned out, even i haven't watched it!!!! man...

Hmm i'm thinking i might go back again....just for the 2 or 3 hours, really is something good to do during the weekend...=) Shall recruit people to tag along..hehehe...

Saturday, October 24, 2009

There goes my weekend...

Saturday was busy busy. Woke up early and went for a swim for an hour...realized how much exercise my muscles needed as my legs got super itchy underwater. haha. It was a good time of stretching..the only freaky thing was the earthworm!!! the dead earthworm at the bottom of the pool...eeeuuuwww...pale-brown-long-stretchy-rubber-looking-....THING!!!! yuck yuck yuck...

Then, went for lunch....tried searching for a box/bag to put Victor's present in. Of ALL bags, i reached for one and looked in to see how big the space was and....a dead cockroach was in there!!!! aaaahhh....euw euw...not cool..it was upside down some more...*pengsan*...don't know what's with dead insects today.
Went to church at 3.30pm and after that rushed to midvalley for

Victor's surprise birthday!!!!!
It was great! Just a few of us and his family. He didn't look 'surprised' (victor, why la spoil the FUN??)..haha..we ate, A LOT...laughed A LOT...made noise A LOT as usual..and victor had collected A LOT of ping pong balls!!!!!!!! such fun...haha..

What a night...=) God has blessed us with another great time of fellowship..needed that...felt so good to let out laughter at EVERYTHING we did..

Tomorrow will be another busy day. Visit to Rumah K.I.D.S for moral assignment. So many last minute planning...*deep breath*

Thursday, October 22, 2009

Give in to temptation when it involves sugar and cream!!!

Went grocery shopping with mum last week and i grabbed a can of peaches!!! loooove peaches!!
So anyway, i also grabbed a tub...okay TWO tubs of ice cream.

Yesterday, i went into the kitchen to search for dessert. Grandma and mum were talking about how sweet and crunchy the apple was so i chopped some and added them into my bowl of ice cream, together with peaches and kiwi (mum made me)..hehe...then i walked out of the kitchen, past the area where my dad was watching TV and started picking which fruits to eat first. Then dad faced me and said "eat eat....fat la fat"..hahahaha...i knew something was coming..then i showed him my bowl of ice cream with lotsa fruits in it! but oh well...i just grinned and kept eating my awesome dessert while laughing within me as the phrase kept repeating in my head...haha
When my dad was served his bowl,

Dad:Eh, daddy don't want..(maid walks away with bowl)...you know, sugar is the most can.....
((I cut him off))
Me:it's almond and something

Dad: oh, almond ah? ok ok (accepts the bowl)

hahaha....my dad and nuts...

At the end of the day, we watched an Australian movie on the Australian channel and i went to study..

So how did my day go today? Maths was alright...political science quiz, well i guess i did fairly well since it was MCQs. English.....whoa i didnt expect the quiz to be NINE pages!!!! oh tuesday, we did an exercise of what we were to expect for the quiz and it turned out to be many pages...sick, truly sick of topic sentences and paraphrasing already....haha...
And there goes.......dragged my presentation for ANOTHER WEEK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i think my full *umph* for the topic had died already..sobs....

And yes i have decided to go for prom. Dateline is tomorrow. Have to talk to mum about it tonight on where the money is gonna come from...thought of saving for certain things i've been wanting to get but...i guess i gotta sacrifice and be patient....hmmm

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Blogging again?

Not studying? > supposed to
Bored? > nah just distracted
So stop now? > nope, i just read my notes and i'm afraid i twisted everything
Sleep then?> hmm...soon..feel guilty....sooo guilty...my body has lack of sleep and exercise and there's more to come

I read and read moral studies notes. I turn to my notebook and felt a jump within me when i saw the word 'totalitarian' and i think "sigh i have political science quiz this thurs, and english presentation and english quiz"...*pengsan*..

Lynette ah Lynette.....why la? why last minute? Journal for psych and seminar isn't that far away...so is moral studies presentation and english assignment and moral studies assignment which involves visitation to special home and interview and papers to doooo....................O God, is this normal?? yes??....*exhale*

My mind's been disturbed these past few days and i can't seem to concentrate fully while studying....i hope it's just a passing grey cloud...

Another issue....PROM.
Do i go for it?? Ange and Nadira have been begging me and i know i need to go because i need to go but i don't know if it's worth going...i think i should...table's been booked...sigh. What am i to do? raise funds for myself???????? aww man....never thought i would have to actually Consider going for prom...oh well...


Sunday, October 18, 2009

"I can't live without you" what does it mean?



Since i can't study, i'll recall last friday's message in cf. Dr Goh spoke about "A Romance Pleasing to God". One thing i thought about his message was that it wasn't the usual "what is needed in a relationship??" with answers like "trust, honesty, commitment, bla bla bla" but he touched on little keywords like "companion". I managed to remember his steps which were
1. Pathways
2. Overdependence
3. Sex
4. Disagreement

Simple words.

He raised a very good phrase during his message ; "I can't live without you"
Which to him means, "like it or not, i'm stuck anyway...i just cannot live without you". After giving thought about it, it really seems funny....the same goes for oxygen...living things cannot live without it and it's not something we Love. haha. So, imagine one telling to another that. Seems silly now...hehe


Alright i should go and study somehow...gonna watch Fireproof with family and parents' friends tonight...yays...=)

Patience pays off right??

No captain ball for me today...so i'm supposed to be doing what i need to do ; Study for coming quizzes. Which isn't working. I read a few lines and my mind is off somewhere.

O God, please clear my head please.....there's so much to study and usually i concentrate when i'm alone and when the dateline is coming but this time, i can't. I have taken an hour of nap and right now i still can't concentrate. What do i do next?

Thursday, October 15, 2009

A breather for me...

*inhale*






*Exhale*


Today i finally get to sit down and rest abit..play games and ps2??haha...

Well, i didn't get to do my presentation today...not cool...dragging it to another week...man i wanna get it over with. The reason i didn't get to wasn't just because i wore flops. Lecturer told me in a lazy tone that i couldn't because of the flops but no one else was picked to do theirs so i guess he just wanted to let us out early...hehe

During political science, fuh...my first time i'm actually Voicing out what I WANT TO SAY. for once lah. We were discussing about feminism and what it is and viewing it in terms of social, economic and one more i can't remember. BUT, we went on and on about girls and guys and their 'roles' they were 'supposed' to do that cause all the hevoc and debate. haha. Lecturer brought up saying that religion was one of the main issues that contributes to gender issues. Then, he turned to me and said "huh? correct anot?" *huh?what?me?since when you bother asking me?*..i was in shock for a second and said yes. I remembered something from moral studies and brought it up. A friend of mine confirmed it and phew! that was close.
So anyway, we shifted to a long, noisy debate about gender roles and why divorce happens and all. And i decided to throw my view since it was soo hot and i couldn't help but say it. What satisfaction to throw words around like that in the class of the DEAN of ADP...hahahaha...at least this time, i didn't feel bored and sleepy...it was a nice warm up for my presentation later. (just that i found out later i didn't get to)

Yay! tomorrow is friday!!!! will be playing the keys for cf (i hope i will get used to this) and after that mum's gonna take me get my face done since i've been sleeping late and all, its in a terrible condition(haha no no not plastic surgery) and my hair trimmed. Friday would be good. Though i have quizzes next week i really need to sit and breathe abit...been sleeping so late this week i actually had a thougt "this is normal time"...tsk tsk tsk...i'm not want-ing to be panda-ing more...

Hoping for a great weekend....

(still trying to wonder where my dance attire went to and it's my turn this sunday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) grrrr

Monday, October 12, 2009

What's a 'good' marriage??


"Fireproof doesn't mean the fire won't come"

This is the awesome-mest movie that reminds me of 'A walk to remember' (the adult version)...not just cause its a CHRISTIAN movie but it really is good. I learnt a whole lot of values, good lines too...like there's a part where a guy was talking about salt and pepper being sooo different, different appearance, taste and all..but they're always put together...pretty cool.
Also, after reading a book awhile ago mainly about firemen, watching this movie made me recall about it and wow, just awesome lah..

After the movie, it got me thinking....what else would i put on my list of 'My future....husband'??hahaha....sounds odd since im only 18 man...haha...

Not only that....the second thing that came to mind was, 'What makes children and unmarried people KNOW what a good marriage is?'. It's not like they can speak from experience but somehow when we watch movies of hear stories we say things like "yea, that's a really good husband" or "in future, i want that to happen to me too" or "*sighs* why can't most couples be that way?". How are people who are not married know what a good one is?? kinda weird when i thought about it..hehe...

Well, i kinda told myself "Noo, no virtual lists of my future guy wei"..just incase Something goes wrong...hahaha...

Oh well...what a post this is...hahaha

Thursday, October 8, 2009

Stress for the week is ending

My internet is Back!!! yes!!!!

okay so my crazy week is ending. Except i have to study for Psych mid-term next week but it doesn't require my stress and worry. phew.
Maths quiz went alright but i know i take too much time. I tembak two MCQs. And it was weird i got a negative number for a profit...hmmm cham la sure wrong already. oh well. I'm glad i managed to do most of them without cracking my head so much. Political science quiz was lousy today. Was doing the first few and "eh, these weren't in the notes...aww man".
During english, when my lecturer asked me to do my presentation, i actually told him i wouldn't. haha. Well i knew i wanted to do it up a lil' more. Until i got my internet, my slides were just plain words..borriiiiing. hehe. Lecturer bla bla he usual stuff...another student couldn't present because his powerpoint didn't work when he tried and the lecturer said "cannot work, then brain also cannot work ah?"...ouch....it's his way of speaking...later in the lift the guys were releasing 'words' to express...hmm

So i got home about 3pm and started on my assignment...took my sweet sweet time. Quite. Thank God my mind is working today. I hope it turns out alright. I know i regret taking this subject but there's nothing i can do but just go along with it though i always feel i don't belong in class when i'm there. Then, God provides a nice person to sit next to me sometimes...she explains what i don't know and talks to me freely. I guess i still come out alive after each class. =)

Well.....i am gonna smile all i want tomorrow. No more sudden stress, Cf to look forward to, meeting with Jas and Manda maybe, and for a great weekend apart from studying psych.

*deep breaths* i can do this. Just a lil' more. God, thank you...

Monday, October 5, 2009

Tough week....

I'm still deprived of internet at home. sad sad.

I have my first maths quiz this thurs and i am not prepared. Political science quiz on thurs too. English tutorial presentation to prepare and political science assignment to hand in this friday and still can't seem to get ideas on what to write. aaahh so many things.

House still filled with boxes. Mess mess. shifting was nuts man. Have to search for my lost stuff and unpacking is crazy to do.
Looks like i won't write much in shifting since...its just..lots and lots of stairs to climb, lots of boxes to carry and lotsa driving to and fro...haha..really good exercise for that two days.


My room stuff


Clothes...into....

The car...Sis looks tired


Friday, October 2, 2009

Deprived of internet!!!!

Maaaannn....new house doesnt have internet connection yet...ppffftt!!!

oh well...will update on the moving of my house and everything else soon when i get the internet at home....

sobs...miss my bloggy...haha