The highest fall

It's difficult to accept the reality of failure. Something that happens, but not something very common either. Today, I struggle accepting failure. The second biggest blow I've had so far. The thought of repeating the process all over again is......unbelievable. My heart seemed to have to skipped a beat. Then there's a split-second moment where I don't breathe when I think about it. Times like this, I wonder WHY, WHAT and HOW I can go on with a smile to say "I'll do alright".