Thursday, December 31, 2009

The last,

DAY OF THE YEAR!!!

THE LAST AND ONLY ONE!!!

The end of my first year of college,

The end of the year where i look back and think of the challenges or small steps i've taken that i'm glad i did. Looking forward to more, starting, tomorrow!!!!!

God, thank you!!!!!!! so much!!!!! You have been awesome and blessing me with new experiences and meeting more friends. I'm so hyped for more!! *WIDE SMILE into the sky above*

 


Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Books stir emotions people!!!!


Another novel i read by Karen Kingsbury. One word for it, Whoa. It's amazing how people can write books while crying and then cause the readers to feel the same. So real!!! Everytime i finish her books, the story lingers in my head...Two lines i picked up in the section 'Author's note to reader' were "No God, no Peace, Know God, Know Peace" and "Love cannot be without Sacrifice and Sacrifice cannot be without Love". 
So touched by another of her books.....

Saturday, December 26, 2009

In a blink of an eye....

Christmas is over.

Just like that...

'Everlasting night' on the 24th was great!!! The colours, the ambiance, the people, the music, the jokes, the dance, the singing. Not everything went perfectly as we hoped but it doesn't matter. We all put in our effort =). Thank God the accidents weren't that serious. At least to a certain extend. I think whenever i make mistakes is because maybe, just maybe, God wants me to focus on Him again and fall back into a humble state. I realize that a lot. Things that happen that night : my belt pin came off while playing around with friends, my front pin on attire came off probably during worship since my friend realized it after (i'm glad i didn't earlier cause i really enjoyed the dance and it felt soo peaceful and that would save me from being too conscious about the people staring), my 'CAPE' as a friend called it actually got tangled to a stroller which cause me to jerk...ah that was soo not cool....it scared me. And i practically tripped on my too-long skirt while getting up from sitting down. Man i felt like i had all the accidents. terrible. But all in all, it was alright. I managed to pull through...clumsy me...pfft.


haha! For the fun of it! And see?? obvious how it can get caught anywhere. =)


Surprise!! Shok chen came with Pei chern and Victor!!! haha i wondered what would they think seeing the attire we wore. Not something you see anywhere for dances. haha. But i'm glad they did. Somehow i really hoped that events like this would become opportunities to all those out there who want to have a glimpse of what church events are like. Meeting new friends or just simply enjoying the fellowship.


Sad, the turkey is so far away

On Christmas day, My siblings and i went to aunt's place for LUNCH. Which we had at 5.30pm when we actually reached there at 3pm. haha. It was awesome food!!! though the company was erm...oh well..hehe...We enjoy popping crackers and of course, took pictures to past time.




 
Awesome couch eh??

See this?? it's not an orange voodoo okay?? It's cinnamon poked into the orange. Part of the recipe to make a warm kinda wine. Which the THREE of us drank. Man..it was HOT..


For dinner, Shok Chen and I went to colin's house for a christmas dinner. Again, the company. haha..But i got to talk to Colin a lil' more at least. Was surprised on how much he's grown. haha..
So that was what i did for christmas. Not the best, but different..=)

Sometimes, like this year....i feel that Christmas wasn't so much of a hyped up passion thing. I was excited about it but to me, the things and events didn't so much. Shopping with mum definitely yes. But....maybe because my parents weren't around for christmas, or maybe because i was Involved in the presentation and not those actually watching and getting surprised or maybe because there wasn't much of a christmas message or sermon. I'm not sure. It just seems thin to me this year. My siblings were saying that they got less presents this year. haha. Well i guess i feel something like that too. At home, there's nothing held here this year and so the christmas tree isn't as lively as it has ALWAYS been. The deco isn't much and i haven't really sat down to arrange the gifts under the tree. So different this year...partly due to the reason i've shifted and can't seem to find the ornaments. 

There, i think i let it all out already....been having that sorta thought. 

Nevertheless, Christmas was christmas. 
I told a friend after having a sudden thought of the name. CHRISTMAS...or christ-mas. It was a pretty name for an event...that's what i think. Not a name like, Chinese New Year or Hari Raya or Easter even. It just sounds like a beautiful word. And i love it. hmmm. And i'm sad it had just left like that. 

Right now, i'm waiting for my parents to return after dinner. The presents are still under the tree waiting to be released. About presents, i told my mum i was upset when i knew what i will be getting. When we went shopping, certain things my mum said she would wrap as presents. Of course i agreed because no way i would take them as shopping items out of the blue only. As she paid at the counter, i moaned saying it wasn't fun that i knew already. I just didn't like it. I liked surprises, i liked to be shown something i didn't expect. But then, my mum said "at least they are things you know you need." Which was true but i guess it's just kinda, UN-fun already. oh well, There's ONE present by Ash and Mum that i have no idea what it is. Which i shall find out tonight!!!!! yays!!!!  

I'm so blessed with friends who think of me...AWWWW ...hahahahahaha!!! But really. And the effort just to find something to give for any reason at all. The wrapping, or even a D.I.Y. card which i love so much everytime i get them. The writing, the colours and the meaning.  Love you all!!!!

So here's the end end....it's boxing day. A day after christmas. Tomorrow would just be another day...january is coming. College. And what have i accomplished????  *deep breath*  

Thursday, December 24, 2009

Christmas eve!!!!

It is finally here! The day many have been looking forward to when it comes to December. The shopping, the awesome music played in malls, the decorations, the trees, presents, snow, lights and the feeling of joy during this season. There goes another year!!!

Parents left for Singapore this morning. After going to bed at 2am yesterday, man...what a tiring day i'll have today. Presentation's tonight and everything just isn't perfected yet. I just hope it will tonight...somehow, a kind of miracle? =) Oh well....

One thing about tonight Ash and I are grumbling about would be a tv series we're gonna miss..OMG right?? haha...super nonsense. All these Chinese, Japanese and Korean drama really gets people stuck to them. Terrible. haha. So now we started watching this PRETTY boy japanese tv series...my goodness...mou tak kau already lah...so emotional man....no crying so far la...its just the "aahhh so sweeeet" moments. =)

Can't wait to have an enjoyable time for Christmas!!!! Have been so fascinated with christmas colours this year. The two scarves Victor and I picked out for a friend's present were red and green, the clothing i tried to put together for christmas ocasions, mum's new top was green (though i wanted to get a red scarf but the shop didn't have it), tags i made for christmas presents-green with red borders or vice versa and i realized the traffic lights too!!!! red and green!!! mum was laughing when she realized that too.. awesome! I LOVE CHRISTMAS!!!! The time of giving and joy!! =)

Happy birthday Jesus!!!

Friday, December 18, 2009

The start of Christmas events!!!




Cell harvest went alright. The day didn't start right though. I woke up late since my alarm didn't ring cos my phone battery died. hehe. Supposed to help sort out attires in church. ooops. But anyway, the night went well....with lots of laughter, colours, lights and pictures!!!  

Thank God i managed to play fairly well for the songs. phew. It's really scary to play when i can't hear what i'm playing. A thousand thank Yous, God!!! 

 

I finished by 10pm and went to join GHM caroling but then it was raining so i just met everyone at Aunty Gwen's house. They had done two streets. Pretty upset i couldn't be part of it but i'm glad i went anyway for the fellowship and seeing everybody in the dress code was soo cool!!! The christmas feeling was there, the deco was beautiful and cozy. mmmm. I love this family of mine. 

My cough is still here to stay but thank God there's hardly any high temperature. I can enjoy my Christmas!!!!!!  =)))))

Thursday, December 17, 2009

*cough cough* *ahem*

I am not feeling well. Borderline of getting a fever already. sighs. But i'm sure i'll get well soon. =)

Went to college to finalize some stuff for American Flyer. When i got there, Fuh i see all the lecturers in the staff room syok sendiri-ing singing Christmas carols and making noise!! What a great moment to see they have fun too. The deco was all put up nicely, shiny shiny lights everywhere...aahhh the nice cozy chrismassy feeling. *smiles*
Then, i was dreading to do work cos my throat just felt bad. Drank down two bottles of water already and still...
About 5pm, friends picked me up for a movie since i agreed and had already turned down a few invitations cos i wasn't free. I didnt know it was a 2hour 45mins movie at first...i needed to be at church for practice tonight too. And i have no excuse not to go although i'm sick since i went out for a movie. hehe.





Okay so i took the scariest picture online. But i would say, it was a different kinda thing. A lil' bit of pocahontas, a touch of transformers(robots) and matrix (connection thingy to the head). All in all, interesting. For 2, almost 3 hours....my goodness..haha. I think it's promoting a size 0 female body shape too...scaryy...haha
For me, i like all the glowy, shiny stuff...heyy it's really pretty kay?? imagine neon light purple and green.."wooooo"...=)

Anyways, i did go for practice at 9.30pm. An hour more of practice. I felt like leaving in pyjamas since i felt sick enough to do so...but i didn't. Not really. =)

Just hope i'll be better tomorrow, less coughing as there's gonna be night carolling and harvest event for my parents' cell. *deep breaths*

I wanna have a joyful, jumpy Christ-mas!!!!!

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

-GY Camp 2009-

This year, has been another amazing one. A four days of making new friends, experiencing God and get away from reality and unfocus-ness.

There's so much to say. haha.

The day i got there, we were all told the guys' dorm were DIRECTLY in front of the swimming pool!!! (where's the sense in that?). Then, i had to search for my dorm. 112. And where did i find it? secluded area. Not where all the girls' ones were but it was where the meeting place was, hidden at a corner. WOW. hmm i guess i should have taken a picture but i guess this time round, i didn't really bothered much to take out my camera. i wonder why.
So anyway, i got to make lotsa new friends and also got to mix more with those i knew by name but not personally. And that's always the part i look forward to during camps. =)

I won't talk about so much here. Too much and some kinda unexplainable in words.





GG-ed faces!

For GG.COM,
I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!!! oh my gosh we actually got first place!!!!!!!!!!! We had an awesome cheer followed by an awesome song! My group leader was awesome and i knew i wouldn't trade him for another for the group. The excitement he put in all of us and the hype we had that went with the group name, just fit perfectly. Couldn't imagine for a better one. The devotion we did together, the game sessions and the nonsense we did. The cheer we did at the top of our voices and the teamwork was just awesome as if i knew these people all along. The yougest, Yang Ziang was the source of all hype-ness. That lil' chubby member was the noisiest, most excited and the all out guy. Ps Daniel was soo fascinated by his excitement that he gave the lil' guy tons of currency just to enjoy seeing his response. hahaha.

Captain ball was awesome!!!! Though most of us had heavy muscles and aches till the end of camp, that was the craziest session of games that we had. The cheering, the non-stop laughter and the SWEAT felt great! Got to play frisbee too and a friend i met actually goes for training which made it even more fun. The pastor threw it so awesomely that the girls just melted away. hahaha kidding kidding. Some guys played american football too. Looks painful the way they wrestle and pile on top one another. my goodness. The huge pool there looked so tempting but i didn't go in at all. haha. I spent time with my dorm girls during siesta time, played a lil' bit of ping pong (which wasn't bad actually). Frisbee throwing, taking pictures (duh!) and just talking to God. I knew that i needed to boost myself. That's what camps are for. Give a boost especially at an artificial surrounding kinda place. It always feels good to get away from home to stay focus on God.

Worship sessions were the best. The passion, the surrounding voices and the music just going on and on like we never could get enough of it. Worship leaders were all fired up, God's presence was sooo HOT. My heart was soo weak for God i just felt the words i sang took my heart away. I prayed so hard for what i wanted. Some prayers answered, some not yet. There's still a lot for me. =) . God is just awesome. He lets things happen at His perfect timing. Everything fell into place and it wasn't coincidences.


The best part of camps are always being able to make more friends! More from grace klang to be specific...haha...awesome. Being stuck in a dorm with a bunch of gurls i didn't know. We had a blast! We took lots of pictures together, did a small presentation kinda thing on a memory verse we were all supposed to memorize and recite. That was just crazily fun!! the silly actions with the emotions were just so nonsense stuff but it was worth it!!! I thank God that He put me with one friends from grace pj whom i haven't been talking to for a long time, one i didn't even know attended the same church, four from klang i got to know and a friend i brought whom i have not been close enough to. These girls were such a blessing to me.

Next!! my awesome GA i never ever ever would have guessed. I thought i kinda knew when a lil' slip happened but i was wrong. So far, this has been the best one i've had!!! Why? here's what i got : Whole packet of choclairs, few pieces of assorted dentyne gum, pretty lil' notebook, packet of cadbury choco, a cup of hot teh tarik (which i didn't knew was being served for breakfast so that was awesome!), glass of cool water during dinner...i think that's about it. It was a lot. And i felt kinda guilty cos i didn't give my mortal that much. Receiving gifts is one thing, receiving gifts which u know costs a lot is another thing. He really made my everyday...was a lil' upset cos i didn't get like messages or D.I.Y. stuff but when i found out who my GA was, it was totally understandable. haha i'm sure whoever is reading this must think i got like some cool Hot guy, but....NO.






Instead, i think i got the cutest! chubby-est! most talkative! GA! (was in the same group too). When he came and told me "eh, i'm your GA you know", i went "really ah really ah?? aaaahhh!!!! sooo cute!!!!!!!" hahaha...and i'm so GLAD for it

Well, as usual, all camps come to an end. There were pictures being taken everywhere and people exchanging hugs saying "we'll keep in touch", "tag me on facebook!", "it was great getting to know you" "will definitely meet up when i visit your church" and many many more. sighs. Soon, everyone will be missing camp and all the fun we had and the prayers we got.

I really thank God for absolutely everything. The main one, for SHOK CHEN. I just didn't know what to say or do but God was there. God had given her something to take home and hold on to. And like Zlwin said, although it's no boost for life, at least till the next GY camp. =)

And yes, i bet every single one there had an awesome time.


Thursday, December 10, 2009

FREE!!!!

YES!!!! finals are over! I'm not that overjoyed about that most but the plans coming up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  can't wait can't wait!!!! It's gonna be an awesome holiday with awesome schedules!!! Feel like going out right now!! But, no car. *groan* 

When i wake up tomorrow, i will feel even closer to the awesome holidays!!

Camp this weekend....THIS weekend!! dying to syok sendiri since i have a VERY syok sendiri group leader. And i'll be adding a new word to my dictionary,  


"GG.COM"

(God's Grace. com)


So ngam right Victor?? haha...awesome lah...will be GG.com-ing lots in camp. 


LOOKING FORWARD TO HAVE ANOTHER

REFRESHMENT FROM GOD!!!!! 


Wednesday, December 9, 2009

WHEEEE!!!!!!!!


Last paper tomorrow!!! awesome awesome!!!! 

smileeyyyss!!!

I'm so hyped for camp!!!

EXPECT NOTHING BUT DESIRE SOMETHING


I shall post the humour for the day :

"I hate exercise. To me, getting up in the morning is a moving violation, the only exercise i get is pushing my luck, stretching the truth and jumping to conclusions, although, I have been known to carry a grudge."

Monday, December 7, 2009

Finals' week. Final week.

Yesterday, i had a spicy dinner...my grandma cooked...fuh...it was good, but my tummy didn't doesn't like the heat during the night...every dish cooked had chili in it. Asam fish, spicy curry tasting marinated chicken, paku veggie in coconut milk curry sauce, lala in spicy sauce...
Crazy. And it was just grandma, uncle and I...come to think of it, i have not eaten a lot of spicy food lately. Oh no, i'm loosing it...

Finals started today. Hoping for the best. There's so much to cover...*deep breaths*...need to maintain a consistent grade. Everytime i think about my CGPA, i remember Dr Goh saying "don't aim for mediocracy". It feels like a tough challenge. And it's haunting me..haha
Oh well...after this thursday I WILL BE FREE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! woohoo i can't wait for :
1. Shopping!!!
2. GY camp
3. Movies!!!! (so left behind)
4. EXERCISE
5. Reunion!!!!
6. Housecleaning (still many boxes)
7. Putting up christmas tree
8. CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! carolling, presentation, presents to open!!
9. Meet up with many many friends
10. More driving?
11. almost forgot....Computer games!!!! and L4Dead 2 if i can =)
12. My own Photo scrapbook if I still have time
13. Story books (calling out to me)
14. Photo shoot with coll friends

Oh and i want to go to Pavilion to see the awesome Christmas deco!!!!

wooo there's more to the list....hehehe

Ah...week's not even passed yet so...dream later...

God, bless me with a good week kay?? i need it... =)

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

Orang yang tidak bermoral-lah yang dapat keputusan baik??

No idea why i put the title in BM. But i just found out today i got the highest for MORAL STUDIES!!! haha...no idea how i managed to get that since i remember writing my essays in a not orderly manner and always not wanting to check my paper since my head spins trying to understand moral statements and questions.
Thank God for the result anyways. I guess God tries to brighten up my day with lil' things here and there. They're like commas in sentences. Many words are typed in the beginning then, A COMMA for the sentence to continue on. Like a breather. =)