CRAZIEST night/morning i had this year....

I ended up with only an hour+ sleep after finishing up my lab report...crazyy...its the latest i've stayed up to for work...and i know it wasn't my best piece of work to hand in...but i did it anyway...i am pretty glad i did finish it...i don't know how the outcome would be though...sighs..

My sunday night hadn't been that great...pretty moody (not PMS kay..haha)..mummy scold me for not parking properly..bad angle..but i've never tried reversing that way before...now i know what my friend meant by the poles that never really help...haha..and also kena for having BAD BAD sense of direction..=(...that really was...gaaahh!!! mum started to wonder how am i gonna take my friends out next next week..(hopefully i really do la)..hehe..
So anyway went to pick siblings from 1u (they watched transformers!!!!! and rubbed it in my face haha)...and a car honked for a few seconds at me...okay i didn't feel really pissed cause for one thing, i was already half myslef...kena so much in the car...whoever honked me i didn't even turn to look...bother la..hmmm...
When we got home, it was pretty late already...i went to bathe but mum needed help to cook...in the end, she didn't...was late and she was tired...so we went out for a quick dinner...(worrying about lab report)..sighs...by the time we got home it was 10pm..then i started on my work...got even more grumpy when i couldn't get the words out of me...feel kinda guilty blabbing on my friend who im sure was Trying to bring smiles..being him to be optimistic and funny in some way..really amazed on how people are...just listen and tolerate while others like Me make lives miserable most of the time...haha..

So i continued with my work....got really really frustrated trying to find a journal that i COULD understand...i think its how science people explain things..i just don't get them...so many i looked through...torture..i finally just took one...i'm not even sure if i got the right topic...but i needed one real bad so...i tried...oh well..

I got to bed at about 5.30....was at alpha stage for a lil' while cause of all the worrying and uncertainty..but thank God i managed to doze off...

Victor woke me up at about 7.15am...(its okay victor, i told you to call anyway...if u didn't i would have felt worse)..thanks for all your help kay...=)

Sooo right now i'm in college..trying to tahan as i have class till 4pm...and my spontaneous presentation...i hope i won't be lost of words later...and wearing formal clothing to college is pretty uncomfortable...so i have flats on(to be changed later) with a formal outfit...hahahaha...

ooohhh the best news of the week :
((NO it's NOT Michael Jackson....had enough of that, thank you.haha))

Jamie, Jo Chee and David are back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yays!!!!!! surprise call from Jamie yesterday...i would have screamed if everyone weren't asleep haha...i cant wait to see them soon!!! oh oh i miss Left4Dead...yes i soo miss all the syok sendiri-ness with them...glad me sem is ending so i can spend time with them...thank you God for a great college schedule!!! hehehe....can't wait can't wait...

Okay i shall go get ready for class...freezing cold here in the computer lab...brrrr....

CRAZY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I, LYNETTE TAN MAY SHEAN.....AM GOING TO BED AT THIS TIME!!!!!!!
I HAVE REPORT DUE TOMORROW AS WELL AS MASS COMM PRESENTATION....
SIGHS...I DON'T KNOW HOW I WILL LIVE TOMORROW...IM RAMMING ALL MY NONSENSE HERE...
UPSET
FRUSTRATED...
CRAZY TIRED.................
YET.....
A FRIEND TOLD ME HAPPY THINGS JUST NOW SO.....

SMILES...

-GOD PLEASE HELP ME GET THROUGH THE DAY-

busy busy busy...again, time passed by so fast..

Been a busy week having practices for the wedding and project work in college so haven't updated since i was lazy and tired..haha...

The trip to Putrajaya on friday for practice was great! felt like it was the best practice since we sweat soo much because there was no aircond..haha...all sticky and stuffy in the huge hall..but it was interesting to see how the deco was done in advance...ooo...the wedding cake...we were all so fascinated..haha...took a few pictures too!! nice place..greenery around..huge place to lepak around haha...its really great how we all get to spend time together more since we have practices and all...God given opportunity.. =)

Just thought this was a pretty cool picture i took...wooo

The wedding cake (its actually up 1 day before the wedding)

On saturday morning, we went to the saloon to get our hair done....oh the braids...pulling my skin..hahaha...and lots of hair spray (which made my hair feel like wire)..it was pretty cool with the ribbon in between...and oh!!! i got my curls!!! finally!!! i looked like Goldilocks...hahaha...was really fascinating...curls...for once..
The dance at the wedding went well...i think. That's what people said though we dancers knew the timing was pretty much off at the end haha...oh well we only had two tries with the orchestra so it was different. Enjoyed anyway. i think. haha I realize one thing during the presentation....my mouth/lips can actually shiver too while im smling and have people staring from a distance of minimum 1 or 2 feet!!!! i don't think i have done a presentation that close to the audience....what an experience wei...

Gold and white was the theme...and we came up with this

Lunch was good too..indian food..since camp, a lot of things have been very 'indian'...or maybe i just realize it more now..hahaha...

I think we're the two poster coloured dress persons haha

The bride's dress was...whoa...layers..fluffy...heavy...fantasy-like dress...hehe..brides are always beautiful...always...

So after a tiring start of the day, i got home to rest awhile and looked through some pictures i took..then dad decided for the whole family to go for the visit to 'My father's house'...oh when i heard the plan earlier that week i thought it was literally my dad's hometown or something haha..turned out its pretty much like old folks home/rumah KIDS...surprisingly, the old people there are really hyped!!! the oldest lady is 101 years old and she claps really fast for being at that age!!! geng wei! it was a good opportunity to have gone there...i still had my hair done up but my curls faded d...awww...so sad..haha...
I helped serve cakes and desserts!!! oohh looking at them made me soo tempted to eat them...i did la anyway..haha...so know i'm pretty much good at serving cake slices with a fork..smiles.

The 101 year old lady...she can clap soo fast!!!

The food we served...mmmm

During the visit there, they sang chinese songs during worship...beautiful how they sound..they even sang 'As the deer panteth for the water' in chinese!!! really nice...God has blessed those youths and they really have a heart to serve...the singer, keyboardist, guitarist and drummer were girls!!! woohoo!!! *claps*

The cutest picture i took of my brother!!

Busy busy day i had...tiring...and worrying about my unfinished lab report...oh no..hehe..and i have to wake up early for church tomorrow too...and my hair was still wired....eeeee...
The moment i got home, i started undoing my hair and WHOA!!! i saw hantu!!! puff puffy hair with waves in many directions!! hahaha...what a sight to see...but yea it all went away after my bath...phew...i'm sticking to straight hair...or curled ends...kekeke...fun fun..

Daddy's Day!!!!!

Once again, it is Father's day!!! this year's different...for one thing, no father's day makan till next week with uncle and family. The happiest part of today is during church. I attended both services...wow...but left halfway during the second after the presentations and the exciting part of service. What exciting part?? the speaker from Nigeria, had sooo much enthusiasm, joy and dancing spirit!!!! For both services, she invited husband and wives to dance together in the front...hehe...during the first service, we ghm people were observing and laughing at kevan and winny...hahaha..cute and funny couple la...

During the second service was the crazy part...guess the congregation wasn't as enthusiastic as the earlier one...speaker had to keep asking everyone to dance...and she got the youths (since they were sitting in front after the drama presentation)..including me..oh no...haha...yea so we all went on stage to DANCE....oh my goodness...it's the craziest thing i've done in church this year...hahaha..seriously crazy..we were rotating on stage like we're the only ones...((i wonder what the people thought))...then again, it's a good thing my family weren't around...ahahaha..but it was...crazyly fun...yes That's the word..syok sendiri-ness....((well in a way i got to warm up a bit..sanctuary was freeezing)).

And so, the message was on 'The honorable father' ...i can't remember the points...oh no...one was Love...haha..but yea it was a good sermon...i've always had this thought : for christmas, father's/mother's day, resurrection sunday and other yearly important dates, it's the same idea....i've always wondered if the speaker has problems thinking what to preech about that wouldn't be much of a repetition of the many many years passed...hehe...and i wonder how many views can human have...hmmm...then again, it's what God puts in their heart to share...but yea...just wondering...haha

Oh oh and my senior pastor enjoyed himself today too...wow he was really dancing and turning and jumping...haha..what a great, happy, joyful time i had in church today!!! and thank God i always make it home safely driving to and fro from church. =)

Busy week ahead.....more theory work to be done, assignment due dates approaching, wedding dance practices. Time is going by so fast. Soon i will be blogging about my finals coming and semester ending...wow..haha...

Kays..bedtime..hehe..hoping for a great week ahead...somehow...=)


Oh wanna post up the awesome song that the youths presented in church today....

Almighty God, The Great I Am,
Immovable Rock, Omnipotent, Powerful,
Awesome Lord.
Victorious Warrior, Commanding King of Kings,
Mighty Conqueror and the only time,
The only time I ever saw him run,
Was when...

He ran to me,
He took me in His arms,
Held my head to His chest,
Said "My son's come home again!"
Lifted my face,
Wiped the tears from my eyes,
With forgiveness in His voice He said
"Son, do you know I still love You?"


He caught me By surprise, When God ran...

The day I left home,
I knew I'd broken His heart.
And I wondered then, if things could ever be the same.
Then one night,
I remembered His love for me.
And down that dusty road, ahead I could see,
It was the only time,
It was the only time I ever saw Him run.
And then...

He caught me by surprise.
And He brought me to my knees.
When God ran... I saw Him run to me.

I was so ashamed, all alone, and so far away.
But now I know, that He's been waiting for this day...

I saw Him run to me,
He took me in His arms,
Held my head to his chest,
Said "My son's come home again!"
Lifted my face,
Wiped the tears from my eyes,
With forgiveness in His voice
I felt his love for me again.
He ran to me,
He took me in His arms,
Held my head to his chest,
Said "My son's come home again!"
Lifted my face,
Wiped the tears from my eyes,
With forgiveness in His voice
He said "Son"
He called me Son.
He said "Son, do you know I still love You?"
He ran to me (When God Ran)
(I saw Him run to me)
And then I ran to Him
(When God ran)
When God ran

Challenge 0.01 ...accomplished =)

So i did go to the dinner on Sat. Thanks to all a few people who persuaded me...my baby step to somehow go further. small challenge yet wasn't so small for me. But i enjoyed myself really. Like i said, baby steps...hehe..
During the dinner, i got nice postcards...good memories..and also heard many testimonies from many many people...awesome sharing...God is really really awesome!!! (been saying that a LOT...but it just keeps coming)...without God.......whoa...the mess...haha


And now i know, Terrence you read this so...thank you so much!! for the postcards and the lil' note and being really welcoming...and yeesss your job is really really cool. haha. =)

SynchronizATION....and.....coffeeeee

Okay i don't know if there's such a word but i like making new words. =)
So, was at the park with my siblings that day and saw this couple doing synchronized jogging...haha i thought it would be something to be really conscious about if i were to do that. Left right left right left right...*giggles*. It's not weird. I'm just saying. =)

Oh and today is the first time i actually spent on San Francisco coffee...friend said it was 'Buy 1 free 1' so i thought 'okay since i didn't use much for food this week so i'll treat myself' haha..huge cup of Mocha...oooohh.....it was gooood..very filling though...got my friend to help me finish it haha (thanks Victor!!!) but he enjoyed it so it's a good thing =)...

Okay so talking about coffee, i shall finally remember to post this pretty cool fact my dad told me..

Who's that in the middle?? I've always thought it looked like a mermaid. Long hair and two fins at the sides see it?? haha...
So dad told me awhile ago that Starbucks was actually started by a Jew. ooo.
And and...the HUMAN figure in the middle is a symbol of Queen Esther!!!!! whooaaa...pretty cool. Due to Esther's perasan-ness((oh oh my new made word!!)), i shall emphasize it's Queen Esther from the Bible and not ESTHER NG JIA EN..hahahaha...

Stop and stare

Today i caused my first AND SECOND scratch on my mum's persona. (Cheewoh, thou shall not comment...be nice to me....bluek)
Kinda bad..sigh. The door handle has a straight black line across it and lil' ones below. Now whenever some one reaches for the handle, there it will be. Its bad. =(
Another careless mistake. After scratching i felt bad about it and mum's face wasn't very happy...soo didn't pay attention to my actions and there went my next mistake; i closed the auto gate without ensuring the car was fully out of the driveway. Mum caught it outside. So yea....my heart froze.
So went out grab stuff and went home. If some of you know me, i don't really show the 'right' emotions when i've done something wrong. When i got out of the car, i went into the house. Mum and sis took a long long look at the damage. Sister being sooo 'innocent' had to go on and on about the scratches on the gate too...sigh...bad.

Memories of a friend

Today i finally got to spot my primary school friend that i was looking forward to meet in college. Again, God has great timing. I was waiting to meet my other friend for lunch in the middle of a empty place, 'hoping' somehow that i will bump into her one day. And i did.

When she saw me and waved she just stopped there. I myself didn't know what to do. In my mind i thought 'whoa, this is the girl and this is how she is now'.
She came over and we hugged and exchanged numbers since she had a class to go to then. She said i looked so different now and i did the same. haha.

CANDICE NG, the girl who :
1. Always laughed without reason
2. Was my best friend from primary one to three
3. Enjoyed playing with tadpoles together with me (i will forever remember the lame song we made)
4. Had a signature with a mouse in it
5. Was in the same sports house (till i left...darn)
6. Always had that cute look and character
7. Always pressed hard when she wrote
8. Turned out to be a cheerleader in high school

Monday....

I think i'm still sleep deprived(Thought i had me REM rebound that day already...looks like i have debts!!!!aaaa). Stared into space for a few seconds while walking to class till a friend nudged me out of it.

Hot day outside. Mummy told me to wash shoes and laundry stuff today...i guess i rather do it than watch my mum do it with her injury. =(

How's my day?? i felt kinda weird..like i haven't been to college for soo long and all i missed was last thursday's class. haha. Psych class was awesome!!!! i love my sarcastic lecturer.

Mass comm ended an hour early today. Even so, i waited for the bus for almost an hour. goodness...half way, tyre burst pulak...haiyoooo i just wanna go home and rest. I got home about 5pm. Tired. I'm worrying about my assignments not done yet. Semester ending already so fast =(...sighs.

Piano class later. Supposed to be at church but cancelled today so yea...kena la...haih..oh well..

YES ALL YOU PEOPLE OUT THERE WAITING FOR MY POST ON MY CAMP.....WAIT LARRRR....I'M TIRED AND I'M DOING IT BIT BY BIT KAYS...be nice to me...hehehe...

Singh is King!!!!

CAMPORAMA WAS AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
A very different kind of camp. I haven't done cheering and yelling for so long..so yea...lots of it..a good thing i didn't shout too much and loose my voice.haha.

Okay i have a feeling this is gonna be a crazy long post..which i am really excited to write about actually...all the nonsense and fun i had..=) sooo here goes.

Reached at the campsite at night just in time for the city night. The deco was really really nice!! The arch and oh my goodness the taj mahal!!! i didn't picture it to be 3D..whoa...was really amazing...Those that did up the whole area...great fantastic job!!!
So almost everyone were in their indian/punjabi outfits...sooo colourful..and there were short drama acts, dance..learnt the cheers and really funny and catchy dance moves.haha. It still felt kinda odd for me since i wasn't in rangers and im Over age in a way that i'm under 'leaders' in camp and not a mere 'camper' kinda thing...still felt out of place a lil' bit..glad Manda was there too...
Okay so what i realized that night :
1. Very nice place for a NS campsite. Lights were nice, lakes, trees but the ground was very stoney (not so good for walking)
2. Long long long walk from a destination to another...looooong...haha
3. Huge canteen area (obviously for NS)
4. Dorm room was for 25 people. Stuffy. No aircond. Outside was cooler.
5. Cold shower!!!!
6. I got the bed at the corner
7. Lots of staircase to walk
8. Soo many people
9. I miss my bed. My comfy bed.
10. Oh i forgot...on the way to campsite, ULU place...like travelling through a forest for ages...

The next day..woke up at 6.45am....breakfast was at 7.30am...cool morning. Since it was a long way to walk to the canteen, Manda and i did our devo on the way...use time wisely. After breakfast, we gathered at the India area and warm up our cheers before morning parade...again, long walk there. The other 3 groups gathered too..different outfits and Australia had a kangaroo mascot suit!!!!! sooo funny!! it kinda looked like a dog from afar because the ears were down...anyway, pastor was there too for the opening ceremony..sunny morning...it's been awhile since i had to be in like a marching kinda position...the last time was...leadership training, 2years ago??
Anyway, the funny part of this whole morning parade was the KANGAROO fainted!! haha...at the end of camp, that was voted the funniest thing that happened. The funny part about that incident was also when he fainted and the first thing that happened was the photographers snap tons of pictures before anyone went to the rescue.hahahahaha...and from that incident, that guy carried a first aid kit everywhere. Some one else wore the suit.

Frisbee game was CHUN!!!!!!!!!!!! waaaahhh it's been soo long since i hear people cheering and screaming their lungs out. The game was so exciting and even under the hot sun. India won!!!!!! yay!!!! The kids played well and enjoyed themselves. Sister's jersey was soo big she stuffed her sleeves up and looked like the 'skinny basketball player'...hahaha.
During city day, i had to help out with the 'India shop'..as a salesperson under the crazy hot weather. But hey i did get people to buy the stuff! Banana milkshake was AWESSOOOMEE. Got to watch some drama going on too...and hear some people screaming down the flying fox. *gulp* but i did tell myself that i will try it once since I'm here already.
Bathing in cold water after sweating like crazy during the day was really really good.
The night rally was good. Something i really miss. I miss the overflowing joy of doing worship, enjoying singing out, and most importantly with the group i did it with in high school. I'm sure victor would have wanted to be here too for this..(right victor??) smiles. Then, Sel7# did a skit..it was really good. They acted very very well. Always when i watch people act, dance and sing, i wonder "why couldn't i do that?? why is it that i have a fear of doing it when i enjoy sooo much when people do it??" i know i wanted to so much but i know that i have missed many of my chances. I've finished high school, quit rangers long time ago, ghm isn't that strong now and i know many times already i have regretted. I want to do these with people close to me. I want to enjoy these things. But right now i have missed sooo much. sigh.
Anyway, the message was good, about being 'positioned to serve' as the theme of camporama09. Then there was the alter call for those who wanted to be used to serve and many went out..manda and i did too.
Up there, i knew in me what i wanted to do. I knew that i had something in me that i needed to let go. I was glad that i got prayed for. Lydia prayed for me and some things she said really touched me. I can't actually remember much but it had hit me. I cried as she held me and i had thoughts going on and on in my head....the people i knew that made my heart heavy, the people whom i've been seeing a lot and yet have not done anything. After she prayed for me, i walked back my seat. The thoughts didn't go away. over and over i felt as if i needed some place to explode. I did consider talking to my friend from another outpost but she may be busy, and it was getting late so i waited for the feeling to fade off. It pretty much did. Manda was there with me so it just went away a lil' bit.

On the 12th, the morning was cool. Misty and all. Great weather. Morning parade went on. Oh there was a really funny act that happened. haha. My friend really is one who can make others laugh and smile though its a mistake, yet he turns it into a blooper kinda thing. I thank God i have a friend like that. Really changes a lot of perspectives.
After the parade, it was photography session!! huge huge group photo..we were all squashed together. Did some cheers and all. Such enthusiasm.
That day, manda and i planned to do canoe-ing and flying fox since we didn't have much time before our duty. So here goes....................the flying fox. Oh my goodness. You know, the irony of the entire experience was that i loved the part where i'm high up in the air where the wind is breezy. The part that i had to struggle with was the CLIMBING of the stairs UP THERE. Seriously. When i was on the way up, manda hadn't come yet so i decided to keep walking (holding railings tight). So many times when i looked up, the were MORE stairs...not fun..no way. But i made it eventually. The moment the guy pushed me OFF the tower thingy, i screamed for a short while...kinda freaky. But hey, the ride was great!!!! yay!! hehe..then manda and i TRIED to walk back up...painful reflexology okay?? not cool. But thank God, we got to hitch a ride up there...lalalala. Then we went canoe-ing...oh my goodness it was hilarious. The lake was huge but we kept hitting the rock on the sides...i was laughing my head off as manda TRIES to move in a different direction. So funny.....instead of stopping the canoe, she held up the ore and LET the canoe hit wherever...hahahahaha...we got wet doing that but yea it was fun...bumped into other canoes too but its not titanic so bother lah..we had to rush for duties after that.
Helping out with flying fox was great!! i learnt how the buckle works and helped many people get it on and got to actually ask them "So how was it? fun?" .That got me to open up to people. It was nice to see others smile and answer with positive things. I had a great time. Near the closing time, the whole bunch of ER guys came. Quite surprised they hadn't do it yet. Earlier that day, a friend held the india flag as he went on the flying fox...sadly, it got stuck on the line and the instructor shook the string till it fell to the ground below hahaha...it would have been kinda cool though. oh well.
So another tiring day...sweaty too.... But all worth it!!! Rally that night was good too. Prayed for the rangers and commanders. Rangers will grow huge and i'm glad for Sel7#, they really are doing a great job...i'm proud of them in a way that they really are committed and enjoy doing it and they are not afraid of being themselves when they need to...watching them doing the skit the night before was really really awesome. The strong bond they have and hopefully will continue to grow in that. So many of them have grown up and become so much involved now. It's really amazing.
During supper i went a lil' high..hahaha...i was pretty tired since it's already the last night of camp. I got manda to play chi ku pak with me...we laughed like crazy...for some weird reason la..then we played the slapping hand game which made our hands red...oooo...haha. Then, a friend from klang was fascinated...or maybe i just made him play since manda didn't want to already. Play kau kau till my hand bengkak. Didn't realize any pain obviously cos i was abit UP THERE. haha..but yea after we finally decided to chill, i had this baby lil' 'bulging out vein'...hahaha...and some lil' spots...but i had fun...last night..fun fun fun..laugh till siao already. We slept about 1 something...not that late...many people were still cheering, playing basketball and laughing everywhere...what a day..what a night...

Next morning was the last morning. Time flew by so fast. There was the award giving and all. The last and best cheering of each outpost. Closing ceremony...there it was. The end of Camporama 2009. wow.
Manda went her own way home. What i knew is that i was gonna be in a bus full of boys...YOUNGER boys. ''Joy''...hahaha..but then, i realized the older girls were also in that bus. Lydia and her friends. Phew. Okay here's the great and forever i will remember ending. The ride home, i got to talk with Lydia. The whole journey. We talked about lots and lots of stuff...similar struggles we shared. The best part of it was that i got to actually let go of what i was keeping inside me during the first night rally. It just came out. I thank God that He has provided me with this new friend to be there..I never talked to her in church before. I knew her friends. Since i was lil', i never talked to her. All i knew was her name. And i'm sooo glad that now i know her personally. I actually told her that i could say "Hi Lydia!!!" the next time i see her in church...it was a blessing..she talked to me about psychology too since it was her 3rd year in it already. Really thank God for the opportunity. He just is really really awesome...so much.
That night, she even told me that she had a feeling that she was led to have a talk with me after praying for me during the rally. And wow....prayers were answered...during that LAST BIT of the journey home...i had peace...everything was worth it...

Camporama was....different. Really was. And i know the amount of tries and prayers i've made just to go and for manda to go...it was all worth it. God really works according to His timing. I got to talk to those i haven't spoke to since i left rangers so long ago and also got to mix around a lil' bit more..now i will recognize more people in church...the experience was great...i wonder if i'll be going for the next camporama...2013...TWENTY-TWO YEARS OLD.....hahaha...we'll see...

Excited!!!!!!!!!

Tomorrow is Camporama day!!!!! yeah!!!!! I will be skipping thursday classes...hehe..but i think it's really worth it..for this =)...the one thing that is disturbing me is the thick amount of theory work..sigh...

Today i took my really long nap...it was goooodd...hehe...

I'm really really looking forward to tomorrow!!! packed my bag...fat fat luggage bad...it'll be even fatter to bring home...haha...

I will go there and gain something..new friends from rangers or other churches(since i don't mix with them in church). I will gain new camp experiences too!!! it's been so long since i went to one..this is huge..700+ campers...wow..I will try to enjoy myself as much as i can...go nuts (if i can)..haha..and..FLYING FOX??? my goodness..im still thinking about that one...*gulps*...it's gonna be awesome also with the frisbee game..wheeeee!!!!!!!! smiles...

Another day at college

Mid terms is today and tomorrow. I guess i didn't do very well for my psych paper...so many wrong already..sigh. Always due to changing of answers...sad sad..and yet i thought the paper wasn't that bad...oh well..I'm not even looking forward to tomorrow's paper...studying history for mass comm isn't very interesting..lagi with all the different periods and words...ugh! will read through...

College today wasn't that bad. During mass comm, we just did group discussion on our projects since lecturer wasn't feeling too well...and ended early of course..haha

One thing about today i'm pretty happy about is that i got to know two korean friends..1 after psych class on the shuttle bus and the other on the bus, going home...was nice chatting with them, getting to know people in my class whom i don't actually mix with. They're really nice and friendly..the one i talked to on my way home speak/understand chinese!!!!! waaaahh!!! *salute salute*..turns out, he's been around for 3 to 4 years already...got to know him a lot better than to just notice 'there's the bunch of korean classmates i have'..haha...and i had company on the way home too!! terrible hot day..thank God for my new friend. This semester feels so short...i have about 3 or 4 weeks left...my goodness...assignments due soon and i haven't done anything...yet...gaaaahhh!!!!



I'm sooo excited for camporama!!!!! It's my first and judging by what the rangers were practicing yesterday, it's gonna be fun! Seeing everyone just going hyper and enjoying themselves..indian dances and all, seriously fun wei...haha...not forgetting the frisbee game too!!! so exciting...((oh and last week my sister threw the frisbee at my knee, turned out to be quite a bad hit looking at the purple-ly red-y bruise on my knee))....fascinating..just because of that flying plate...hehehe...

So far, my luggage bag is full. oh no. Well it's because of my bright orange lil' pillow...hehehe i need something to cuddle...lalala..=) Kinda heavy too..hehe oh well...i shall built some muscles!!! ahahaha...smiles

At home....terrible weather...

Goodness its so hot....=( or maybe i'm just grumpy cos i took a long nap(i woke up at 6+ okay, i need it)...didn't get to go to cf today cos dad didn't wanna run here and there...oh well..

Played frisbee yesterday!!!! my finger survived....yay...haha...oh i saw my friend's stitches...eeeuuuww...his description...eeuuww haha...well i guess i shouldn't complain about my finger compared to his...besides, i managed to cut my nail abit today...i hope it heals well before next week's camp. It's pretty exciting...i feel excited especially for the inter-city frisbee game...syok wei...can't wait!!! and again, MANDA is coming!!!!!!!!!! yay!!!! God is awesome!!!! ((but first need to study for mid-terms...sigh mass comm...oh no))

Yesterday evening was enjoyable..except my sister woke me up from nap at 4.30pm to go play frisbee....so hot lo...crazyy...so i brought my notes to study there abit...((i did okay??))haha..

During the early part of the day was....well...different..class ended at 10am..at 12pm, a few of us went to lunch in midvalley with Ms.Lynn (hehe cool eh?)...anyway, we ate at La Manila...talk about..all sorts of nonsense la haha...went to the indian fair to have a look incase i can get something for camp...whoa the place really smells like india (manda,my gosh...haha)...everything was shiny and colourful...all the outfits were so bling bling wan...suddenly i think i should just wear my friend's punjabi suit which isn't soo over...haha..but yeah the place was nice...lots and lots of stuff..i might go back there...haha..
The way back was.......how shall i put this...."lynette tan you should be ashamed of yourself for not speaking up" or "you know, you're putting yourself in a dangerous position because you're not strong enough...yet"......Maybe i was never meant to be there in that circle...i can feel it and i know it....but i'm not a victim...just a person who is there, then disappears and then suddenly back again...they play along and smile along too....
I think it's me. They don't bother, I do...they don't put me aside, i separate myself...they are not afraid of what people say, I'm worrying everytime i'm there...

Some people can just fall all of a sudden without knowing it. Some people change suddenly and its hard for them to turn around. I wonder if i'm strong enough. I know separating myself isn't the best solution since it seems like i'm the one judging others. And that is definately not how its supposed to be. I wonder how others can be in the middle and enjoy themselves...i actually feel quite insecure..but then again, i have amazing friend's who've been there for years...which feels like almost forever. haha. I'm glad.

Not good....sobs

Played frisbee with sis as usual today.....hit the volleyball here and there for fun also...haha
She keeps bugging me to go to go....super hot in the afternoon also wanna go...but we only went at 5 something la...
At the park also merajuk...haiyooo...don't wanna choi me so i play on my own lorr *throw, walk, pick up...throw* and the cycle goes on for awhile..bleh...my friend poor thing can't come cause of his injury...i still think what he did was pretty...no...super brave....k la so i'm not one who WANTs to try everything once in a lifetime kinda thing...including a lil' cut if i had a choice haha...so yea i pretty much am a scaredy-cat for :
1. Roller coasters
2. The solero thingy that DROPS!
3. Even the motor boat ride in pangkor was bumpy and i didn't like the DROP feeling
4. Height/Speed related rides
5. Flying fox?? never tried...gaaaahh

i think that's about it for now =)

Anyway, playing as usual...fun fun...and while playing volleyball..okay i shall explain it...DRAMATICALLY....
*Ohh ball coming ball coming!!!!!!!!!*
*Ready!! ready!!*
*commmiiingggg!!!!!!*
*I got this!!!*
*WAAAACCCKKK*
......*awesome la it flew high high*....

BUUUUTTT...

*Crack*
*oh no*
((actually i didn't hear any sound la))
*aaaiiiyyerrr!!!!*
*crapppppp*

*I see blood*
*Nail*
*Blood*
*BROKEN NAIL WITH BLOOD OOOZING*
*AIIIYOOOOO CRAPP LA*
*ouch....sting...sting...sting*

NOW, WHAT DID I DO THE FIRST THING????
1. Put back the nail into place....it kinda slit la so if i don't, it would be poking on the inside flesh part....yes...eeuuuuwwwww
2. Squeeze blood??? (not really since it was coming out on its own)
3. Told sis we need to go home....NOW...(sting sting sting)

So we got home, no one answered the door for minutes so we did our EMERGANCY BREAK-IN ((this shall remain confidential incase any of you people reading this want to try breaking into my home))hahahahaha....
Anyway, i washed the wound...sting sting....*smell iron..YUCK!!* the blood kina dried there...pretty hard area..sigh...
Then i sat down with my sister. Talked about things i cannot do for awhile :
1. Play guitar...i dunno it was the first thing
2. Play fast happy songs on piano (So i'm available for emo song playing hahaha)
3. Frisbee?? (nah i tried and it seems fine)
4. Write!!!! (no wait, wrong hand)
5. Text (goodness la i have two hands!)
6. HOW AM I GONNA BATHE??????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ((THIS IS THE WORST PART OF GETTING CUTS ON HANDS)) =(
7. Camporama is next week...(please please heal fast) sighs

I know i know....many of you will be "Tai sei la you lynette tan who ask you play with long fingernails??"...*sheepish smile*
Yes yes i know....i now know my fingernail not so tahan wan..kekekeke...

Oh there's an indian fair in midvalley tomorrow!!!!!!! hmm i wonder if i could get stuff for the camp...
And there's something in my mind...contemplating...Wednesday morning or evening??? i scared i get left behind...gaaaaahhh!!!! i dunno...i tend to seem to do the right thing sometimes but now i can't figure out...oh no..=(..how how how??? sobs...i really want to.....but i scared....but then i think i can....but....but....oh God help me...i don't wanna regret....bleh....

Random...yes i know

Kaka signed for Real Madrid.....awww...

Bored in coll....

In the computer lab....oh my gosh i haven't tuoched a mouse for soooo long!!!!! (been using laptop)
haha...