CASH OUT TODAYYY!!!! the lady behind the counter smiled at me when mum said "Her first cheque". 

Yes, very happy. Thick thick wallet. hahaha. For now. 

CF Makan-Makan and New Toy!

Japanese food at Nihon Kai, old klang road. YUM! with lotsa green teeeaaa. 

The girls were late cos we took the wrong turn and had to make a huge u-turn. Whoops. 

But we all enjoyed a good time of fellowship and indulging. 

We shall do this again!!!!!! YES!!

After makan, some of us got caught in a bad jam and the clouds got too heavy ad had to release. Sigh.

But, we had more fun!!! 

Alvin, Victor, James, Jeremy, Kenneth gave me a very very entertaining afternoon in my home. After a first week of college, today was awesome!! (yes, i wonder where all the girls disappeared to)

Pictionary mania and monopoly deal!!!! what an unstoppable laughing session. 

Thank God for a good time at lunch and a good time with board games. So happy. 

What's more, Daddy got a new toy for the home! Finally!!!! Been asking and waiting for a DSLR (was hoping to get one by mid next year) and TA DA!!! i couldn't believe there's one in the family now! Except it's gonna go to aus for 3 weeks..THREEE man.. SOBS. I have to wait till after that...aaaahh...

Anyways, new toy with new pictures!!!

Today was a day of....

Wins,

Discouragement,

Art,

Threats,

And girly fun!

Under my name!!!

My first cheque is here!! Though it wasn't the exact amount said but it's mine!!! Wheeeee!!!! 

Shopping here i come! It's been too long, i finally Finally get stuffs I've been wanting.

*kisses the cheque repeatedly* 

*jumps around*

Thank you God for such joy this week!!!! Thank you for a convenient place to work at. I love you!!

National Day at P&J

I popped by for an hour+ and my day was brightened by cute, pretty, handsome, colourful, adorable, beautiful children in their awesome outfits! Mini cheong sams are sooo cute! Boys in their chinese traditional clothing with their hair done up made them the handsome-mest! Girls in kebaya and saree too! I wish i'd join them the whole day with the CRAZY AMOUNT OF FOOD instead of almost dozing off during computer class. I could hear the sighs and exhales of sleepiness as the lecturer goes through 30+ slides today. hahaha. What a day. 

"Miss Lynette, take me take me!"

Never seen him so cute

From the top, i like

"Smile smile??"

Handsome boiii!! *ruffles hair*

Leng lui Gangster mou??

Unfortunately, it's Nayo's last day in this kindi. The most dressed up one today. She'll pass for the youngest air hostess. I'll miss her so much. Fair little princess of K1 Violet.

Before

After

Caught on camera!!! "aiyah, this is sooo cute lah"

Thank God for a somewhat fun time during public speaking class too. 

And, i had McD alone today while reading a book. Awesome stuff by Lee Strobel. Very down to earth. 

Introvert Extrovert

Until today i struggle. I have always thought i mix well with people, thought i would be comfortable as long as people were around me. But i became unsure of that since i started college. I take pictures with friends, go out for lunches, talk about random stuff, attend birthday celebrations, get rides home but i still feel as though i don't know anything about them. Sem after sem, things change. I pretend like it's all a part of growing and time will heal this but it hasn't. I still go to college wondering who i'm gonna sit with in class, wondering who to teman me. How come my friends mix around and talk like they've seen each other every other day while i'm sitting there putting pieces of their conversations together and asking "Who? Why? When? What?". Suddenly i think, maybe i'm an introvert since i'm only Me in certain situations. I want to expressive, i want to be REAL. Yes, that's the word....but it seems like i'm going against who i am. I want to tell my friends stuff i see about them. I want to be expressive, but it's hard...i admire those who are like that, so much. I'd think, if i were to be REAL in my everyday life i would have gotten so many messages across and feelings expressed. 

I started thinking today, is it my faith? is it because i hold on to something different then them i just cannot connect. If i didn't have this faith i would probably be very liberal and carefree which is how i see many of my friends are. Except for those with boyfriends or girlfriends, they don't really seem to worry about company. Is this awkward connection due to times when i wince because of their ungodly actions? If Godly people i know can be close to unbelievers and enjoy times together, why is it so hard for me? I hide in my lil' shell like a self-defense mechanism when i'm around them. WHY why why??? i'm frustrated with myself. It's been at least 2 years!!! For goodness sakes.....what's the matter laaa? nonsense nonsense nonsense.

*exhales*

That was good. Release!!!   

Dedicated to....

Chee woh! 

The card i gave was pretty lousy and i didn't treat you like a king, sorry. So i shall dedicate a whole post to you at least, okay?

To elaborate on what i wrote, yes i wouldn't have gone to so many places to see all kinds of stuff if i didn't know you. Pretty cool outings lo..especially the one where we went to see car stuff...i never would have bothered to go see tires, air filters and all that sorta stuff. haha. Also, thank you for bringing lunch during those boring and sesat hours at the driving school. Really really appreciate that. Thank you for the funny card to wish me all the best for my first day of college. It's in my room to remind me how anxious i felt. haha. And the elephant thingy, was for the paintball incident if i'm not wrong. awwww. =)  And and and, for the tub of yummy-delicious ice cream for my birthday and an interesting theology session with Joshua. What i get for turning 19 eh? =p Awesome la both of you. See? you brought sooo many interesting events into my life. Happy anot? compliment you...hehe. Finally, congrats on meeting your goal to drive at......i forgot. hehe.   

Oh, turns out...i won't be doing bio this sem due to schedule clashes. Most probably the next one in january if it's offered. Will let you know and bombard you with questions IF i really don't get it alright? hehe.  

Hope Belfast treats you well!!! must update me on stuff you do there! And maybe, just Maybe get to drive a Porsche too?? That, i might pray for you la, not the other one...hahaha. Take super alot of pictures with your new toy alright? And will there be snow and autumn leaves? pictures pictures!! Will keep you in prayers anyways...be a goood med Student!!!!  *smiles*. 

Will miss you lah...no 'manual driver who speeds' to bring me to random places to nonsense around for a year dy....sorry i wasn't there to see you off. "Chee woh isn't coming back here so i don't have transport to the airport". Pretty reasonable statement right? haha. 

See you in a year's time!!! Take care!  =)

Sincerely,

Penguin.  (guess this is the one thing that you'll remember me for anyway...pfft)

Anxiety is what i'm feeling now. Maybe it's classes starting next week, maybe its the subjects, maybe its who i'm gonna have classes with, maybe it's cos studying seems like an ongoing thing, maybe my hols weren't very productive, maybe it's the book i just read, maybe it's the discontent of myself, maybe it's the dances i have yet to spend time choreographing, maybe it's fear of people, maybe it's the fact i don't want responsibility, maybe i'm afraid of assignments, maybe i lack support, maybe i don't want this semester, maybe God is being silent, maybe.....im just being anxious for no good reason. 

K1 Violet

My last day today. That was fast. 

I'm gonna miss those kiddos lots. No matter how naughty they are, no matter how much they don't want to do their work, they are just adorable. 

I'll miss...

 Told her to open her eyes big big and voila!

Charisse, even if she doesn't talk much, she shows affection by clinging onto my leg like a lil' puppy and laughs the hardest and loudest.

Nayo, the prettiest princess of the class who poses excessively for the camera.

Eve, who does such odd acts and sounds and wishes me "Goodbye miss Alynette" loudly before getting into the car. Demands i call her Eevee eevee

Bastien, handsome lil' boy who is cheery and has lil' eyes which closes when he smiles.

Koh li sheng, the earliest to class and helps his friends, even to wash hands.

Sarah, sweet girl who takes time to talk about stuff and thanked me again and again for her birthday present

Soong Wenn, always the last to arrive to class and has her own high pitched voice.

Andrew Rahul, randomly holds my hand and the only boy who asked me to lift him up high. 

Joo Shen, too quick for me to get his attention unless to sharpen his colour pencils.

Neisha, the 'big sister' in the class and behaves in a proper manner.

Melissa, the popular, fair-skinned, self-composed and dominant one in future. 

Shu li, cute and chubby. Her face goes with her pretty hats. 

Yi yi, the girl who smiles lots with her 2 bunny teeth missing.

Jeremy, quiet, slow and prevents eye contact. The boy who would rather write the letter again to make it look nicer.

Tze Ray, who eats breakfast in the car every morning and can be a bit of a bully.

Alden, gentle, mature and intelligent boy who greets me every morning.

Adrienne, the girl with the bright red strawberry bag.

Joshua, the most difficult but sociable.  

Ms. Serene, the teacher i helped and spoke Cantonese with. 

I wish i could have video recorded the scene of today when i got sweaty hugs from them. Wasn't the best goodbye as it was still during school hours but i'm glad i got the time to snap a few pictures. Thank God for the opportunity. I miss all of them already. Of all the days i've been there, today was the day i got to play and make noise with them the most. 

Jaeson Ma is da man!!!!

*Fans herself*  He looked at me and said i was awesome when he signed my book!!! AAAHHHH!!! *faints*

hahaha...did you imagine my expression doing that?? ah well..i didn't do it alright? But he is THE MAN for the night!!! wooooo!! 

He hit me with this sentence he told us to pray,

"GOD, give me MALAYSIA, or I DIE"

It was hard repeating those words..had a deep thought about it before i slept too. I didn't know how to react as i stood there with so many people. Even as i sat between a friend from church and his dad, i got self-conscious and scared, scared to admit my feelings. Scared to death i wouldn't be able to do what he just said. I felt the fire and passion in him, the longing for everyone he speaks to receive the fire he has. How i wish i did too, but i still have fear in me. 

Jaeson is so hyped for God. His fired up talk about God using the Asian countries and showing all his experiences in the video was just, mind blowing. I didn't know there were Tons of people in Taiwan, Hong Kong, Indonesia, Singapore, Korea and other Asian countries who were Crazy about Jesus. People is Seoul are up at 4am in the morning to celebrate Easter. WHAT IS THAT WEI?!!! The crowd wasn't in cell groups but were like ants gathered together out in the open as i watched through the camera view. It was amazing. There were many times during the movie where i felt my goosebumps come up.

Throughout his closing message, i had a thought about how awesome God is to have used a youth like him. A previous gangster, rebellious child to his parents and drug abuser became this God-fearing man. I wish i could sit down with him and listen to his experiences and adventures around the world. I bet there's too many people doing that. hah. He's like another Daniel Ross. Just more, Asian. haha. I want to spend days listening to what were his experiences. Such dreams are a little unrealistic. 

1040. EVERYONE HAS TO WATCH IT. EVERYONE. 

Our homework given was to Pray, Go, Send and Mobilize. I thought about them. To pray is 'easy'. Then i jumped to mobilize, to bring it to CF and church and people around me. But when it came to Send and Go, that gave me fear. I would need to be equipped to 'send' and brave to 'go'. *deep breaths*. You can't read my thoughts so.. haha. 

I'm glad i went. Dad's friend randomly called me up cos she heard he is an awesome youth speaker and Handsome (her husband shouts in the background). haha. I felt bad cos i canceled plans to have dance practice in church. I guess at the end of the day, thank God i didn't miss it. Bought his book. Sadly my holidays are ending...i sooo wanna read it. I might i might. 

At the end of the event, he sang one of his songs called LOVE. He can rap pretty well. GREAT song. People who cant remember 1 Corinthians 13, this would definitely be of help. This song is just is about love, kau kau saturated. 

Now Hollywood wants to make you think they know what love is.
But I'm a tell you what true love is.
Love is not what you see in the movies.
Its not the ecstasy, its not what you see in that scene
you know what I mean? I'm telling you right now, true love is sacrifice.
Love is thinking about others before you think about yourself
Love is selfless not selfish. Love is God and God is love.
Love is when you lay down your life for another
Whether for your brother, your mother, your father or your sister
Its even laying down your life for your enemies,
That's unthinkable, but think about that
Love is true
Think.

I'll put you in front of me
So everybody can see
My love, this is my love
I know that I'll be alright
As long as you are my guide
My love, this is my love

Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast
It is not proud. Love is not rude, it is not self-seeking
It is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs
You see love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, it always perseveres
Love never fails. Love is everlasting
Its eternal, it goes on and on, it goes beyond time
Love is the only thing that will last when you die
But ask the question why? Do you have love?

I'll put you in front of me
So everybody can see
My love, this is my love
I know that I'll be alright
As long as you are my guide
My love, this is my love

There is no greater love than this than he who lays down his life for his friends
Now are you willing to lay down your life for your friends?
You're probably willing to lay down your life for your mother
your father, or your best friends
But are you willing to lay down your life for even those that hate you?
I'm going to tell you who did that
The definition of love is Jesus Christ. He is love
The nails in his hands, the thorns in his brow
Hanging on a cross for your sin my sins
That is love he died for you and me while we still hated him
That is love
God is true love, and if you don't know this love
Now is the time to know, perfect love

I'll put you in front of me
So everybody can see
My love, this is my love
I know that I'll be alright
As long as you are my guide
My love, this is my love

Another inspiring, boosting session I've had. Thinking about what HY's husband said about the national anthem being a worship song flipped my thoughts that day. Malaysia. Malaysia. How do i start loving you sincerely? 

"Don't ask God what your purpose is, but ask Him what can you do in what he has already started, in your generation". -Jaeson Ma-

 

Thankful for...

Cranberries!!! and frisbees!! and clothes!!! from the STATES!!!!

Thank you aunty Linda!!! 

At the eleventh hour...

Just like that. A call and worry sets in. 

God is unpredictable...not that i don't know that. =) He works even at the eleventh hour. 

I got frustrated. He didn't tell me straight, i didn't get any form of clear assurance. Even when i woke up early.....nothing. In a way, it seemed like it was all human decision. But maybe God meant it to be that way? I DON'T KNOW.

But i thank God anyways. DUH! It went well..grateful for all the prayers and words of encouragement. Truly am. I had a great, fun team and thank God they WOKE UP IN TIME! Appreciate their efforts and prayers..awesome people..hahaha. Should be all snoring by now. I'm up cos i just watched Prince of Persia at home. hehehe.

*exhales* It felt great. The only thing that wasn't comfortable about the outdoor setting was the morning sun. I've never lead worship and face the sky before, get the chance to sing in the open..mmm..everything went smooth...even with the scary last minute change of songs, the music was great. Just two guitarists could do that much. I'm soo grateful. Told Pris to back up last min and she managed to join practice and was a great support up there..phew.

Thanks sooo much all you people!!!! you know who you are!!!!! Doing worship like that was a big challenge for me. I enjoyed it, yes. haha. When God provides, it just seemed like it went pass with no 'stuck' moments. 

I'm so glad. And for SMSS, so proud of the SMALL school that made a difference!!! Always did... =)

Yup, i'm tired from such a long day. Goodnight saturday!!! 

(Currently listening to awesome Daniel Ross' sermon)

TRUE COLOURS

Hungry

Angry

Lonely

Tired

Is when true colours come out....

Self-the root of sin (Satan's Exact Location Forever),

-Everytime self is brought down, God is brought up (when we die to self)

Service-he who wants to be great must first be a servant to all,

do what no one else wants to do 

Supply-God's concerned about us giving sacrificially and 

not Eating our seed

What else?

Playhouse Disney was at kindi today! I used that reason to get a few children out of their cars faster, and it worked! hahaha. Their face expressions.

Kiddos got mickey mouse ears and stickers and an activity book. So cute. 

Joshua celebrated his birthday today....had a talk with his grandma too. Though he's a slow student who gives problems, everyone still sang a birthday song with him, even helped blow out the candles cos he couldn't. I really wonder: children who haven't got the chance to learn everything have to be incapable of living normally. It is sad. In this world. hmm.

Happy birthday Joshua Yap!!! 

The boy who doesn't hold his pencil firm,

Doesn't talk fluently,

Has an attention span of seconds,

Drinks milk a 3-4 times a day,

Has weak limbs,

Is happy in his own way,

Who loves his grandparents more than anything in the world.

"God's baby, little slow learner"

Practice went well...got the feeling of Comfort. Thank You Jesus!!! 

Will be taking lots of deep breaths until this weekend. 

GOD! I shall sing to youuuuu...bless my voice and my awesome back ups and musicians. Amen.

*hides behind curtains*

Setting : Sunday service

Seats occupied : ALOT

Time : After worship, sharing of testimony by some guy

Slide on screen : BJY **** , flat tire (rear) 

Reaction : (monolog dalaman) "Is that my car? familiar number plate. I think it is, *trying to recall number plate*. Uh-oh better call mummy.

DADDY to the rescuueee!!!!  *final fantasy victory song plays* 

Conquered great fun in a day!

Petaling Street, my first time! I was comparing it to Fa Yun Gai in Hong kong. I guess it looks pretty much like it. Just that we don't get awesome-want to shop all day weather. It's all about sun here. hehe. And a lot more random food places in the street itself compared to HK. At least now i can say, I've been there! and Central Market too!! Pretty interesting place. Here, i would tell tourists to go to. The stuff were pretty unique and colourful! Wish i was allowed to take a picture of the grandfather clocks and all the pretty interesting cultural stuff sold there. So many shiny shiny stuffs. Malaysia boleh!!!

Jas brought us to a beefball noodle place to have branch. Never had that before..was pretty tasty. RM6. Yummmm. Man, it's all the way at Petaling Street. haha. 

And so, after walking so much we ended up in McDs to rest and that's when the sky decides to cry. TSK. We had our awesome ice creams and waited for the rain to stop.

Heard of Fun taking the LRT? 

Go in, sit and talk nonsense, laugh like everyone is deaf, get out of train, walk to the opposite side, gets on and the cycle repeats. There. Syok sendiri-ness. 

Because of that, i 'visited' the other stations after KLCC...till Setiawangsa. Four more and we'll reach GOMBAK!!! ahahaha!! i love being nonsense sometimes.

Although it's embarrassing, doing random things can be the fun-est things to do. And of course, with awesome friends!!! 

Oh well, first time for everything eh? Lots of that these days!!!! 

Party Packs!!

Been updating alot lately. What a happening past couple of days.

In kindi today, i witnessed a 3rd birthday celebration. During my first week, a mother of a girl in the class i help out in brought a tupperware of brownies stacked up like a pyramid with snowy icing sugar..fuuhhh!! and gave part packs to her classmates. Yesterday's was because i could smell the fragrance of McD in the air. Every child in the classroom had a happy meal! and teacher too! (i waannn).... What fortunate children.  Not only that, the girls got disney princesses party BAG (doesnt look like a pack), where as the boys got ben10. Huge bags...cool stuff in there i bet. Haih...i wanna be small and pampered. muahaha. I also heard that one of the children in school celebrates his birthday on Chrismas! either its double the fun or 2-in-1. awwww. 

Aiyooo so cute lah so cute lah...

Shutter Island

It was scary. Especially watching it with my earphones on. Psychological stuff is twisted i tell you. Not that i just found out. haha. 

It seems like theories are all there but it is like a problem that can never be solved. I'm talking about those who are mentally ill. Goodness, people talk about lobotomy and it makes me shiver. In a mental institution, everyone is SICK. Try to act normal and there's something wrong. Defense mechanisms, paranoia, delusions. It really is sad for the guy in the movie. 2 years of trying to solve a serious case and reality slaps him in the face when he was told that those years were years of him living in delusions due to trauma he went through. His memories got all twisted and ended up haunting him. The horror of realizing it....i was shocked. 

Here's the summary...though you shouldn't read it if you plan on watching it..hehe.

In the movie, he(Edward Daniels) entered a mental institution on an island to solve a search case for a lady named Rachel Solando. This lady has been said to have killed her 3 children by drowning them in a lake. He also wanted to find the murderer who killed his wife, Andrew Laeddis who burned her in her home. He and his partner found out secrets about the place and that the prisoners were all afraid of the old lighthouse nearby. Those who go to court would rather die on an electric chair then to be sent to that institution. So Edward managed to discover much hidden information as he had a chance to meet Rachel face to face in a cave. She told him that the institution was a terrible place where the brains of 'patients' were being operated on so that they become 'robots' who don't feel pain or emotions. He was told that every single person there included the nurses knew about the things that were done. During that time, his partner went missing and Edward suspected that he had been taken prisoner in the lighthouse. He continued to have nightmares and hallucinations about his wife and daughter. His wife was his conscience and he couldn't let go of her in his mind. Towards the end of the movie, he manged to sneak up into the lighthouse hoping to find his partner but finds the main culprit, expecting him. There, everything started not making sense. The guy knew everything about him and every move he made. Edward was told that he himself has been a patient there for 2 years and that he had been living in hallucinations and delusions. His partner appeared then which Edward found out was a doctor that played a part in the whole thing. Both the men tried to talk Edward through and finally he fainted. A flashback was showed then. It turned out that the lady he was searching for who killed her children had never existed. This 'story' was created by himself as a form of a defense mechanism. In the past, his wife, Dolores Chanal had drowned their children in a lake (she was psycho) and because of that, Edward shot her dead. The name Edward Daniels and Rachel Solando were made up as well. He was told that his name was Andrew Laeddis, the man who killed his wife Dolares Chanal. I found this ending pretty cool. 

Edward Daniels=Andrew Laeddis

Rachel Solando=Dolares Chanal

They were Anagrams!!! 

So he finally realized and accepted reality. 

It's just crazy wei... Fuh! 

Good movie though, watch it!!   =)

The Montessori Way

When my sister attended Peter & Jane, i always wondered why that word in the school song meant :

"We are the happy tiny tots of Peter and Jane,

We learn to sing and laugh and play, the Montessori way....."

Montessori Way??? apa tu?

Yesterday, I helped wipe shelves, tables and toys of one classroom because that class teacher was absent. To clean the shelves, i placed a few toy blocks on top of a small drawer-like object which was just an ordinary action to do, no?. Well, this is when i learnt that that wasn't the Montessori way. A teacher told me that an apparatus should not be stacked on top of another to show a form of respect for the apparatus used. I replied with a surprised "oh!". I thought about it for the rest of the day and decided to do some research on the Montessori way when i got back. 

From what i've gathered, the Montessori way of education emphasizes on the individualism of students. 

Montessori schools were started by a psychologist by the name of Montessori (duh!). It was based on her work with and observations of needy children. Compared to traditional schools which are more rigid in terms of routines, schedule, and rules, Montessori schools believe in allowing students to take their time to learn and explore on their own (sounds similar to home schooling). In Peter & Jane, there still is a schedule for different subjects for the students(about 30mins each). The difference compared to traditional schools is that the written work given to them can vary depending on how fast or slow a student learns. They are not given a fixed number of pages to do. The teacher will not allow students to move on to the other pages until the picture they've coloured on the previous page is neat and completed. In a class, some are still struggling to hold a pencil, some don't colour within the lines of a shape and some are already writing without having to use the eraser often.  

In traditional schools, students are required to sit quietly and listen in class without the freedom to move around and ask questions much. A Montessori teacher would require students to sit in a proper manner and pay attention to what is being taught, and then allow time for the children to move around, and talk. There was a day when the children were learning about magnets. They sat in a circle to watch the teacher explain how a magnet works. One magnet was taped to the top of a toy car and the other held by the teacher. To teach about the how magnets can repel one another, the teacher held the south tip of the magnet and faced it towards the north tip of the other magnet stuck to the car. To the amazement of the 5 year olds, the car moved forward and they each had a turn to try it. It seemed like a really fun way to learn. 

Another reason why i support this way of teaching is because of the term "work and play are the same- the Montessori way" on their t-shirts. They have time for the playground! Outdoor activities play an important role when it comes to Peter & Jane. It gives the children to explore their surroundings and environment often. Being under the hot sun, running around on grass, living a healthy lifestyle too in a way. Theme day last week was on the topic "Recycling, plants and fruits". It was interesting to see how involved they are, and also seeing how the parents play a big part in this. They brought fruits and veggies to class during snack time, wore costumes made up of newspaper, junk food wrappers, plastic fruits stuck on hats, and all sorts of amazing and creative outfits!!! Theme day is held once in every 2 months! So glad that i got to experience it. I wished i could have taken pictures of them all dressed up. 

Toys! Are essential for children. Albert Einstein meddled with a compass at the age of 5. What a 'toy'. Anyways, the one thing i've observed in the kindergarten is the type of toys they play with. In every class, they is a toy section. All of them are either blocks of various sizes or puzzles. The puzzles are those which the child has to fix and place them in a correct order or size for it to fit properly. This helps build their spatial intelligence. The child will have to figure out which shape goes where and why one doesn't seem to fit all. There aren't any toys which create random noises such as that hammer that gives a squeak sound everytime the ends get hit (phew!). In their toy box, there are no dolls as well. There was Mr. Potato! which gets the child to place the body parts correctly. Lego was definitely in there. 

MyPride website : *utter a short,desperate prayer*, "Subjects Grade" *click*

Results results results. 

My heart pounds, everytime. 

So....i did well in one and badly in the other. Pretty much expected grade for Human Personality but i thank God that it's a transferable grade. Nope, it doesn't look good though. My second psych paper i've done badly in. And i expected the worst for both. Sighs. I remember sitting there in the exam hall reading the question over and over, wondering what kind of answer she wanted. I crapped the essay and structural question section with whatever i could force outta me. I know it's a bad feeling but i felt pretty 'relieved' when my friends said it was tough. Terrible me. What i studied were more to facts because there was so much that needed to be covered and she popped such a subjective question. Can't say i'm disappointed cos her questions for mid terms were also a torture. Oh well....i'm glad it's over and done. Happy for my interactive psych grade. *smiles* 

New treasure

Aunty gave me a necklace she bought from a lady who works in or has some ties with the factory of....

Swarovski!!!!

One expensive brand...i hold a precious crystal!!!! muahahaha

Prettyyy...if only i could take picture of it at an angle to see rainbow colours in it. 

I tried.