Sunday, August 30, 2009

Smiley smileys!!!!!!

I bought a new shirt lately...not just ANY shirt. Its a black shirt.

Not just a plain black..duh!
Black matches all colours
And so...
There were many many other colours on the front...
Not Just any colour...
((Well sadly, no purple))
But many...
Which makes me happy!!!
When i saw it, i said "Mum, i'm gonna get this shirt"
She replied "What do you want this for,ugh!"
"but i like it a lot!!! so colourful and full of smileys!"
((she wasn't so keen of buying it for me))
But.
I tried it on and i WANT it...((haha sounds demanding huh??))
smiles.


okay okay i'm going round and round the bush...cheong hei already.



This is the new, happiest t-shirt i have..though it's
Just a shirt
Just a black shirt with colours
((no purple)) =(


Oh! i have purple shorts though...hehe

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

What am i doing here??

Political science. It's ALL about politics. wow. And do any of you wonder : what is Lynette Tan taking that subject??
Well it's my only option. trying not to daydream.
Now i really wonder how i'll do it. I don't think of things that way. The other in class seem more mature and the questions they ask are not redundant like questions i usually come up with. Really wonder if i'm gonna stick with this for 14weeks and will i be able to do well during finals...But it's not like i have much of a choice..i think. Just have to try to adapt to it and have an open mind...right?? It's all new to me. Hope i don't get lost. sighs

Alright, gotta go grab a bite before me next class. MORAL STUDIES. haha i shall not complain already. Great topic i did for devo yesterday. "Complaining just shows how much you don't trust God to handle situations". deep breath. smiles

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

What's new?? EVERYTHING

First day of college. New subjects, lecturers and schedule...tuesday is my worst....12-6 classes man...fuh!
I can't say it was a bad day, but it wasn't very good as well..my psych lecturer is nice.
Developmental psych sounds really interesting. Good news, no lab report this sem...we're to do a journal on our individual development which i think its pretty cool. No format so it'll be fun to do..=)..the assignment is the tough part. To give a 30-40mins talk about development. Never gave a talk that long before but as people say, "its a First".
Finite maths today...i think in me, i wasn't looking forward to it. I enjoyed maths when i could do it, if not, it really is something i get fed up doing. We started on straight lines and gradient and all..y=mx+c...hahahaha...scary...one thing came to mind as the lecturer mentioned algebraic stuff, "Jasmine Wuan, thank you for your hours of tutoring me". haha. I don't know if i have it on my finger tips but i hope i still remember. =) I need help wei..haha
EN102 class was weird. Well i don't know what to describe it as exactly. I have a malay lecturer leturing english which is something different. He's good. His vocab is amazing. I'm sure since he did masters in speech comm and literature. wooo. I think he's very different. The way he thinks and speaks his mind straight. The class got really quiet. There's something uncomfortable in me in his class. Hope everything goes alright for these couple of weeks.

Going home was crazy. The worst bus ride EVER. I was sardined. If i didn't have bones, it'd be mashed potato. Really got on my nerves. Hot, sweaty...ugh!! Really need to find another source of transport for thursday. Can't have this experience every week. Crazy.

Went for prayer meeting in church for the mission trip tonight. Had to recall words in BM. haha. Interesting...i guess after a tiring day and unhappy journey home, it was good to spend time with God. Better than being at home and sulking about tomorrow. So there's something to really put my mind to it. Reading the Word in BM. I don't think i'll be abe to finish it all but i'll highlight some key versus that'll be useful for the trip. Something new...hehe...

Thank God for "what a day it was". Managed to hang in there. There's more to come. *breathe*...i need the strength...

Sunday, August 23, 2009

YAYS!!!! Finished finally!!!

Just got home. From theory exam. In SMK Seksyen 4.

Here's how the morning was like on the way :

Listen to teacher give last minute tips and refresh. Wondering what time we'll get there since it was jammed bad. Teacher remains calm but her expressions seeing the jam wasn't very convincing she was okay. Husband's GPS makes noises. ((We seem to be very far from dunno where)). So, i called dad. He explained the way roughly and suddenly i remembered kota damansara was further down from the Curve..gah!! Long way we've gone to 'i have no idea where'...

By the time we actually reached the school, it was 5 or 10mins past 9am...paper starts at 9am...oh well..the time given is pretty long.

Everyone was already writing. The invigilator showed me to my desk then i told her my IC was in the bag so i had to walk all the way to the front and back again...haih...
So i muttered a quick nervous prayer and turned the cover page. As i turned, "God help me God help me"...hehe...i started and got stuck at one question ((which i realized was super easy later on but i didn't think straight since my heart was beating so fast))...So anyway i did it all, checked...and of course i had a few careless mistakes...thank God i spotted them. Was so panicked when i started i didn't realize i skipped a question.

After checking too many times, i got more nervous. I had my paper done in about 30mins. Checked soo much. Then my friend gave a hint that she's done too so we made our way out.

Waiting for my dad, we chatted about ourselves to get to know one another better. Small world. She's in the same class in her school with someone i know. It's good to make new friends. Especially those who don't mind too. Glad she was there. So we talked about our schools and of course a lil' bit of what college was like. Since she's in science stream, i gave her a thumbs up. Look up to people who do sciences. Wonder how they deal with it..hehe

Lazy lazy me..

Is laziness a sin?? it actually is right? haha...sigh my theory exam is tomorrow and i haven't studies much. I think it's because i've done tons of papers i'm scared to look through them man....sooo many papers. OH the amount of trees ((sorry manda)) haha.

Anyway, i hope i do well. Actually i hope i get a distinction. Usually, i miss it by a handful of marks. sighs...so easy to gain, to easy to loose. Like accounts. You know it, or you don't..*cross fingers*. I hope the paper wouldn't be so tough..some papers are soo easy it makes such a difference. Will do my best! =)

It's college 3rd semester week too. I'm feeling the feeling all over again. It's like i'm not so used to college. And with the long sem and many subjects now...kinda scared..I have to study 5 subjects for finals now. There are things i'm worrying about...but worrying isn't the way to deal with anything. Should just keep going and hope things will turn out some how. yups. =)

September will be a busy month...clearing up stuff at home and all.

O God, please give me a sense of determination for the things i have to do. Like studying hard for piano. Give me a drive. I know i gotta do it first..i just hope i can push myself..smiles

Terrible hot day today....no rain...ugh.

Went to grandma's place to help out and makan. Uncle was having some church friends over to celebrate his birthday. I helped....peel eggs!!!! haha...had lotsa attempts on that during the feeding programme so it was fun...=)...so as usual...makan makan all the time la...ate cake and tong sui some more..mmmm

Alright alright....go go study..

Saturday, August 22, 2009

Piano..piano..notes notes...

I am tired. I had THREE hours of theory class today. Finally finished all the past year papers. phew!!

Been out the whole day. Followed parents visit a friend. I had a nap at their place too till a call woke me up.

Can't believe i just realized i FORGOT to check my results!!! hahaha...was out with mum that i totally forgot wei..
So i just checked. And i just enrolled my subjects. Soo last minute..haha..oh well..no turning back...kinda...=)
Turned out, my results were good!!!!!!!!!!!! well i expected less than that since i knew i didn't do well for my finals. Thank God!!!! So far, i'm maintaining alright...=)..all thanks to God for helping me persevere through. Next sem will be harder. And...the people...i hope i'll have friends who'll help me out...kinda scary taking so many subjects..my schedule is a lil more packed. Hope whatever plans, it'll fall into place....

Oh well...its late...and i ate too much today..too too much for tea..haha..hope i'll sleep..
Right just remembered the scripture i need to read for tomorrow.....nites

Friday, August 21, 2009

Shopping spree with mummeeee!!!

It's been soo long since i went shopping...seriously shopping. Usually i can only do that with a handful of friends or Best, my mum. So today we spent, half a day out? well it wasn't a rush one so it took awhile. Plus, mum gotta take rests in between because of her back. sighs i just wish it would go away...seeing how she has to walk slow and bend down sometimes makes me feel sad. But i'm glad, she had fun with me =).

During lunch, i popped a question on how she met my dad and all. haha she talked abit about before him and what dad likes. So funny. My mums so funny la. I talked about what 'lousy' guys are and what i admire about some qualities they have. haha.

So, for the first time we went shopping and i didn't buy any clothes. surprising if i say so myself. haha. Instead, i bought new shades and a new BAG!!!! it wasn't cheap to me but it was 70% off so mum said it was okay. oooo. She said it was for helping her with things in the house and MORE things ahead.haha.

I had to carry all the heavy stuff since mum couldn't. And i didn't mind of course...helps build abit of muscle and be stronger i guess. I am so happy today. Yea i got new stuff but the best is that its with my mum. It's not often i get this.. hehe

Thursday, August 20, 2009

20th of August 2009

Jared turns 14 today!!!! And my kowfu too!!! and po po is returning from the US today too!!! My last piano class before my theory exam is today!!! mission trip briefing today!!! (but i may not go since i have class). Breakfast with Lydia today too!!!

Lots of lil' events today. Just got back not too long ago from breakfast/branch. We had dim sum nearby and it was goood. Had a long chat the whole time till the food got cold but i had a great time =). Talking about classes and psychology, long thesis and reports, moaning and complaining....but also, God's grace. We talked about how God has put things together somewhow. How knowing God is so important than our own lives. How we should always depend on God...TILL THE LAST MINUTE. goodness i've been getting that a lot recently.

Yesterday, i did my devo on wisdom. Lotsa scriptures from Proverbs obviously and i read something i finally understood. The word 'she' and 'her' in Proverbs al were the word 'wisdom'. Okay so i'm quite ketinggalan zaman for not knowing it earlier...but u never actually bothered much. But since i did, every verse that had those words in it, i replaced it with 'wisdom'. It made it a whole lotta difference there. haha.

Soo, getting back to my time with Lydia. She's like an older sister to me. I have a few older girl friends too but...she's different..haha of course she's different. But..yea...i think she's the only one that talks very freely with me about herself and brings God into the picture more. It's not like a preachy kinda manner but very comforting and ensuring. The way she explains things to me, so openly...makes me feel i could get used to her easily. Like the time in the bus, i found someone older who is similar as i am which i never thought that she was. Things i admit, she's been there. And she keeps telling me she's not even at a point where she's all confirmed and sure but she's learning and persuing. Which gives me a comforting feeling that i have someone i can really realte to. All thanks to God.
"If i hadn't decided to go for camporama, if i didn't have mid-terms and go to camp later during the day, if we didn't end up on the same bus home, if she didn't invite me to sit with her, if she didn't start a conversation with me, if she wasn't the one who prayed for me during the night rally of all people, if i didn't open up to her...................."
"There would be no breakfast today, i wouldn't realize there's someone i can relate to, i wouldn't have gotten the reason to say Hi to her whenever i see her at church, i wouldn't have so much...."

How one incident to another in God's plan, can become great moments. It's amazing =)


When i got home at 12pm, seconds later my brother came back...said he wasn't feeling well so he came home from shcool. sighs. On his birthday. Grandma made those red eggs as usual. I hope he gets better. Not a good time to be getting ill with viruses all around.

Anyways, gotta go study. Words i don't even know how to pronounce. haha. oh well..

God, thank you for a great great thursday. Bless my tomorrows too!!! =)

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

Bake bake bake!!! yummy, sinful DESSERTS



Baking at Jamie's place was awesome!!! after getting the ingredients, we had a light lunch and started on the Apple crumble. I chopped up the apples. Then, Jamie took over so i got to watch how the crumbs were made...it was...not so neat to watch...the mixture of flour and butter had to be mixed using hands...press press butter...and worst was, Priscilla had long nails...eeeuuuww??

Eeeky face!! *mesh mesh*

yup! hahaha...so she mixed and mixed...till it became...almost dough-like. well, it looked...ODD so she took it to Jamie to see if its okay and it was NOT. Jamie GASPED!!! hahaha...it was supposed to be CRUMBLE and not...a BLOB...ahaha...sooo funnyy!!! so they had to break it up and save as much..Then, we did another batch that was CRUMBLED because it wasn't enough. ooohh the smell of boiled apple with cinnamon smelled sooo gooood!!!!!!!!
So, thats all, it was quite easy to make that. Placed in the oven to bake while we work on the SECOND DESSERT!!! haha.

After preparing the Lemon Slice for awhile, we had the apple crumble with ice cream!!! ooooohhh it was awesomeeee....the crumble was really crispy...sooo good...*mouth watering*...we even added chocolate sauce on top so it made it....awesome-er..haha


As soon as we were done pampering ourselves, we decided to go to 1u to watch a movie..TALENTIME in particular. I wasn't very keen since i don't actually watch malaysian movies...hahaha Jamie made me guily...haha...
We packed nachos and this really cool dip for it to smuggle into the cinema(its special....not telling what it is) haha

But here it is...SPECIAL right??haha


So i wanted to watch 'The proposal' but then i would have to watch it alone. Then i decided...fine since i should try something different...it wouldn't be fun to watch a comedy alone anyway..ppfft!!! haha...it's wednesday anyway...so RM6...set lah.


It was a 2hour+ plus movie...it was pretty good. For a Malaysian movie...funny and quite emo la..Yasmin Ahmad movie. hehe. not bad. No regrets. So Jamie said i have been "converted"..hahaha..the funny part during the movie was us passing the chips and dip from left to right. There were very few people..i think not even two full rows. The laughs were short and controlled.





This is the Real thing, not some fake substance used to make it Look real..haha

When we went back to Jamie's, we had our Lemon Slice and her special ice blended 'Penang Coffee' for tea. haha. Syok wei..really great time. We were all sooo full of CREAM, SUGAR, BUTTER and MORE SHUGAH!!!! took some pictures here and there. Things to remember. hehe. =)

I'm glad for today. If the retreat went on, we would be getting sunburnt whole day. I guess this lil' activity we had is a good starter. Thank God for it. =)

And oh! POu-POu was sooo cute and fat!!! fluffy and round body...hahaha..




Tuesday, August 18, 2009

My baby TWIN cousins!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and MICHAEL

In june this year, two beautiful boys were born. They have beautiful features, beautiful smiles on their faces. Here are some pictures i couldn't help but post up :


Alex (in front) Dominic (behind) at 5 months!!!



Alex : woooo i admire how he stretches! hehe



Shirt says " I 'HEART' my mommy"

Alex had a lot of hair...dominic is really rounded and less asian-look...haha
I hope i'll get to see them soon...which means travel to the US...wow...



And here's cousins from Hong Kong who went to visit the twins..Michael looks so grown up with his long hair!!! aww i miss that lil guy soo much...here are AWESOME pictures i took of him when Jas and I went there to visit last year..((i wanna go baccckkk))


As if he's posing for the camera!!




Chubby cheeks!!




Whaddup!!!


I caught his split second, mischevious, over-excited reaction!!!!


Gonna make this kiddo a model lah!!!!


LOOOVE these two!!!!


What can i say?? A child OBSERVES and IMITATES (psych rocks!) haha random.

Monday, August 17, 2009

My BM language still isn't totally gone!!!!

Just finished helping my brother with his KGT project. hahahaha!!!! KGT!!!!! long time since i did that...he read out the words while i typed...tried to trick me with the "demi/untuk" thing. hah!!! outsmart him!!! ahahaha...

Oh the girls' retreat is called off since not many...well, HARDLY anyone can make it..instead, we're all heading to Jamie's for baking session on wednesday!!!! yay at least something...just the few of us..=)..

And thursday morning i may be going for 'dim sum' with Lydia!!! yays!!!! can't wait!! my last week before.....14weeks of more...uncertainty. hmm. oh well.

Saturday, August 15, 2009

Girly girly moments





Woohoo!! we had our sleepover finally!!!! well..without su yi though..=(

When gurls are alone together, what do they do??
1. Take lotsa crazy pictures
2. Laugh histerically about nonsense
3. EAT
4.EAT
5.EAT
6. Gossip??? naaahh...we 'SHARE'
7. Other uncountable nonsense =)

The first thing we did when we got to manda's house was to head to her bedroom and OH!!! she had a new purple bedsheet and a dark purple armchair!!!!!! waaaaahhh!!! so it goes with her lilac wall..so prettyyyyy...the bedsheet...so nice!!! i want a new purple bedsheet too!!! hehe...

Since we arrived at manda's house, we ate....and ate...there was the Shepherd's pie, bread pudding (layers of caramel), Chocolate cake (every milimetre), Noodles...2 types, bananas and mata kucing, Creme brulee, and chips....is that all??? hmm im not sure but yea...thats a lot already. haha.

Manda's mum cooks Awesome food!!!!! waaaahhh...couldn't stop eating though we were not that hungry.....super delicious food!!! yum yum...

In the evening, we went for a long walk around the lake...about an hour walk. Yup..long walk. Took pictures on the way. nice scenery, nice....sculptures??...fountains. haha. We did all our syok sendiri stuff as usual. And oh, there was a place with a few fountains...and we looked into the water and went "uuuugghhh!!!! eeeeuuuwww!!!!" ..it wasn't the dirty water (though the lake according to esther looks like teh tarik), it wasn't the smell, it was.....DEAD FISHES!!!!!!!!!! floating silver shiny fish!!!! eeeee....the sight wasn't very pretty. haha. Anyway we took 'Backstreet boys' poses nearby before we went on our walk.


Thought it looked pretty much like an umbrella...i like this =)

There were ducks!! or geese. They came out of the water towards us so i decided to take photos of them..haha...and the big white one started making weird noises. I think IT didn't like People...funny noise it made..haha oh well we moved on and decided to not disturb the feathered creature.


Aaaahh!!! Esther is EXPOZEH!!!!

When we made it to our destination, it was getting dark. Which was the idea...we took...more pictures!!! and lame poses. we had our girly fun!!! then we got back and bathed. Joined the cellgroup for awhile...the topic was on praise and worship..after that, we followed the adults doing different physical positions of worship..then we headed upstairs and watched August Rush. Finally i got to watch it!!! but we didn't finish it that night.

Envy the lil' guy...hehe



*Salivate*
*salivate*

Instead, we looked forward to makan time and goodness...that was where all the huge amount of mouth-watering indulgences were...all of us were busy eating we didn't take many pictures of the food..hahaha..

After stuffing ourselves at midnight, we washed up and got ready for bed. Most of us slept early.


Haha...i was bored...


*singing chorus*
She falls down, she lays her crown
At the feeeeeeet of Lynette..
hahahaha

Nicole, Esther and I stayed up till about 1+ before we dozed off too...it was a tired day. I ended up squeezing between Jas and Esther. The funny joke was that if both of them pulled the blanket, i didn't have to worry. Either way i would get the covers. haha.


Oh, we replied a letter to Su-yi and signed on it..............



CREME BRULEE!!!!!

Amazingly, we got up early..washed up and had awesome sweeeeet breakfast...oh the food...*exhale*...we then continued watching August Rush...awesome movie...we made our "aaaaahh!!, oooohh!!! and noooooo!!!!!" noises...movies are done so well that people get so excited. Usual scenes where people are so near yet so far to finding to each other are soooo "aaarrrgghhh!!!!!"...hahaha..well the ending was...lame..lousy...JUST LIKE THAT. haih. All the build up and then...finish. Nicole said maybe they had a not-so-big-budget so they couldn't make a better ending for the film. hahahahaha...the movie really was inspiring...in the music way. Yea...it's amazing what great talents people can have in this world.

Then, Manda took us driving in her Myvi!!!!! went on a tour around the area and see the houses..some looked really nice while some...we wondered why they have so much money and their house turned out like that..haha..there was one that looked like a ventilation thing. Seriously. The thin brown vertical striped walls surrounding the building..haha should have taken a picture. There was another house which can be desribed as "Glass house".Hardly any closed up walls but glass. Imagine how much attention they want...haha..no privacy..and some had pillars. One had Many pillars. Kinda looked like a wide-bared jail. hahaha. We also saw different coloured houses and gave our comments on just anything interesting about them. I've never really enjoyed house-searching where i had to get down and walk around but doing it in the car was pretty fun!!!
Oh and then i got a chance to drive the Myvi!!! woooo it was a lil scary since it felt super light like the car was gonna fly if i press the accelerator any harder. Then, i'm so used to my mum's persona that i forget most cars have the signal on the right lever...so i turned on the wiper instead and Esther shouted which panicked me more ((you crazy girl!!!! haha))...i did it twice and they were freaking out already..haha...So it was Jas' turn to drive us all back..Manda told her the wrong way so we were right in front of a lil divider thing for a few seconds. haha.
We made it home safely and Manda passed Jas and I...phew...it was fun!! well now i know how a Myvi feels....kinda scary...if i ever EVER get one ((which i wont)), i'll get the obsorber changed so that i won't feel like flying in the car...hahaha

Then, to Midvalley. again. haha. Manda and I went to have a look at the photography festival going on. Almost everyone were holding SLR cameras!!! haha obviously...and we were just talking about how we might actually meet our school teacher who loves his beloved camera. Less than 30 seconds later, WE DID!!!! the shock look on our faces. haha...With everyone holding cameras and the packed crowd, we spotted people ((DOMS!!!!!!!)) taking shots of...models?? or just slim figured girls with a tube and tight shorts on. haha. One thing we realised about these models is they put on 'the look' for the camera. Not so much of pretty smiles. Manda and I had the same thought when we saw the first girl posing: "Well, i would'nt want to be that girl"...hahaha...she must have a super high self-esteem to have people all around her see her as a 'doll'...wasn't a nice feeling...

Miriam and Nicole bought drinks from Starbucks and we walked more. Time flies. Just before we left, we helped pick a barbie doll for Manda's neighbour. Got into the car and more pictures!!!! ahaha...we really know how to have fun don't we?? =)..
Manda's mum was really really kind to send us all individually to places we needed to go to..((Thank you Aunty Rosaline!!))

Sooo....the day just went by like that. Sleepover we have all been waiting for has already gone by. I miss it. I miss all of us together...IN THE ROOM...hahahaha...no la but yea you get what i mean =)...Miriam's leaving next week already...awww...gonna miss her too...and college is starting soon for me...hoping for the best...*exhale*

Oooh its a good thing i didn't really touch choco last month...this sleepover had given me an overdose of it...in liquid form some more...goodness..hahaha

Alrighty, 10.20 pm. *yawns* gonna do devo and doze off...one more day of weekend!!! smiles.

Can't post all the pics here....too many..haha they're on facebook...go go see and tag all you want!!

Friday, August 14, 2009

TGIF

It's passed midnight!!! just finished discussing details on the gurls retreat...oh my goodness. I love to help out for events and deco and all that but finding places and booking..not to my liking. Really bad. haha. Thank God Audrey and I worked it out together. Calls to be made tomorrow!!!! hoping for the best...our last lil' tinge of hope?? hehe

Friday is here!!! And there's gonna be a S.O in Manda's place tomorrow!!! ((mum made that for 'sleepover')) haha...love my mummy!..Anyway, yup i am looking forward to it since its been sooo long since we gurls had our crazy bonding time and with Miriam here it'll be even more interesting...haha i used that word for her =)...really can't wait!!! and will be getting camporama pictures from Manda and Paroimia DVD from Jas *finally*......haha..i'm so excited!! and there will be more of our pictures to be taken and stored for endless amazing awesome memories =)...God i love these bunch of friends i have.

Oh well, pretty late already...gonna spend some time with God before i doze off...i realize when i do, He really gives me a good nights rest. After the weeks of unsettling sleep, God is just so comfortable...hehe..

Nights. May everything planned tomorrow be in God's hands and His will....*exhale* *yawns*

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

Mouth watering....*slluuurrrppp!!*

Who agrees with me that ice cream is awesome?? haha...it cool, delicious, smooth,colourful??, and it comes in sooo many flavours that its so hard to pick. Here's some really pretty pictures of ice cream...well, popsicles actually...a friend sent to me :


























Amazing aren't they?? and they're made of SOAP!!! yeah people can make things out of almost anything these days...





Ice cream can make you Smile!!!

*EXHALES*



My decision has been made. God, thank you. You have given me peace. Whatever i go through from now on, You will be there. It's a tough road but i know You'll be there. =)

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

The Deadline


Tomorrow. Tomorrow is the day. I don't want to have to ponder and be anxious anymore.

Please God.....take this away pleeeeaaasseee...

Saturday, August 8, 2009

My head...spinning.....

Spent almost 11hours in church today..uth conference 09.

The workshops were good. Not great since it wasn't like a whole day about it..short and simple..
It's good for me....its like to always keep on reminding myself...especially for the leadership workshop....even if i've had sooo many talks on this..i guess i chose it so that i could remind myself of what a leader is to be. Recalled people i look up to.

Mr D....i miss him. The crazy scary workshop during the night at leadership camp last year. Fuh! What a terrible yet awesome-heart beating experience! And the last verse mentioned during the workshop today on the washing of Jesus' feet...brings back memories of camp...How leaders are to have a servant heart....yup...great reminder...=)

After hours, i got kinda restless?? haha...it's like i didn't feel like i was in church but some building for a conference...walked all over...refill water...haha...Joanna and Sanam thought i was loosing it already...so thats why i went to talk to other people instead of them hehehe....

The night rally was awesome. amazing. And here's where my title comes to meaning...
I've never never felt this way. It's not a God-given feeling thing but my own thoughts. What Pastor Daniel Ross said this evening....after thinking about it, i felt even more scared. The more people i saw walk up for the altar call, i couldn't hold my thoughts together. I was scared. Its so...unexplainable. I knew this was for GOD. The HUGE almighty, wonderful, Sovereign God....and yet i had sooo long to think before i made a move. But i'm glad i did. And because i did, my friend Richard did too.. =)..
I knew if i didn't, i Will regret it...it's just i couldn't stop my head from spinning(not the giddy way) and thinking. Neurons were flying everywhere!! All that was in my head was :

''Would i do it??''
"But its for GOD!!!!!! why am i STILL sitting down??!!"
"Would i really Die for it...."
"What if i go now, but i'm scared i may fall away"
"But if i don't i'll regret it"
"AM I READY FOR 100%?????????????????"
"ALL.......everything"
"The heavy cross. The pain. Suffering."
"sigh.....GOD, forgive me for i am only human who fears"

I guess i went because, i wanted to get myself out of my comfort zone. To challenge myself for this act to haunt me and remind me to be strong. I still have fear. To be honest. But, i know im glad i did it....to just do it. Stop my head from contemplating.

Been a long tiring day. Gotta get up early tomorrow too...*yawns*

*God.....i know you're there. And i know your grace is far more than i can imagine. Compassion more than i would ever feel. Thank You....amazing God..i love You.

Friday, August 7, 2009

Butterflies butterflies

For this once, i entered the guy's restroom for a good reason.... :DECORATION. haha. In church, mothers do up the notice board every once in two months. The girls' toilet too...very nice and interesting facts stuck up on walls, pretty flowers and all sorts of articles.

The butterflies from the girls' toilet was taken out to be replaced with pink roses. It was a waste to throw the butterflies away so i got to laminate them and stick them all over the boys' toilet...ahaha..interestiiingg...

Then there's this article..i spotted the word "Jesus is the water of life" there so i stuck it on the wall where guys would see it when they pee...hahahaha...hopefully some one will get the joke. Funny. Friend's mum was laughing also...its placed in a 'strategic' place. hehehe.

Tomorrow is the uth conference...looking forward to it!! =)

The last day of Jonah!

Today we finished the last chapter during cf. It was great. Going through each chapter and discuss and speak scriptures and acting scenes out...interesting. When we first started on Jonah, it reminded me of the Hey Joe musical that was done in highschool. sighs...i miss..hehe

Anyways, this is my title for the Whole of Jonah after studying the four chapters : According to God's heart and Not Ours..earlier there was many others like 'You can't run from God' but i guess chapter four really got me to end with that. Even in the first chapter, Jonah ran based on his selfishness. Everytime Jonah tried to argue or challenge God, he looked at it his point of view not realizing that it was God who is the creator of everything...even people we don't like are made in God's image. It really is a wake up call feeling...yup

After cf, we all went for lunch in SS2. Chilli Pan Mee restaurant. Well since i've been having too much banana leaf rice and curry these past few days, i decided to stick with soup today. haha. all the chilli people went crazy....hahaha...all the nonsense...yup...well anyway, i STILL like starbucks okay victor?? and the WHITE whipped cream k?? hahahaha..yummeh!!

Reached home, locked. aiyo. Phone no credit also. Then, sis got home. Apparently the sliding door wasnt locked so i got the door opened from the inside. hahaha. skill la..skill!!!

oh yea..today's the 0123456789 thing...haha..pretty cool for people to notice this kind of thing...

Thursday, August 6, 2009

Outing!!! again??

My dad tells everyone that i'm the Expert at those words..Duh!! i'm on holiday i should be taking the opportunity right??hahaha..

Anyways, Esther and I slept over at Miriam's aunt's place yesterday. Esther's post has all the proof of nonsense we did..well shots la..haha. Her cousin is part of a famous band..silent scream...hmm im quite jakun to bands wan la haha..anyway pretty cool that there's a small drum set in the small room.

What did we do? Watched videos of celebrities falling on stages while performing(haha), EAT snacks?? (before bedtime,goodness), random pictures, talk about how we remembered school and teachers...haha..*Miriam has not lost her nonsense-ness!!!* which is a good thing =)

Esther and I enjoyed munching on japanese biscuits which miriam said they tasted like flowers!! well maybe its psychological cause the wrappers had flowers on them. haha. Funny. Had mamee too!! and some UK snack which tasted like popcorn..hmm..*munch munch*..

I didn't have a bad sleep..its just the part where i was sharing a single sized matress with miriam, her boster (or her boyfriends manhood which she called it, though she doesn't have one...right?haha)..yea..and the bass drum is right next to me..so i elbowed it a few times during the night..didn't have the space to stretch so had to sleep in 'style'. haha. At least the 2 of us didn't end up kicking each other hahaha...

And oh! Miriam plays the guitar awesome-ly now!!! wooo...so cool watching her fingers move so fast and the sound...amazing.. =)...she played a few songs while Esther and I tried to guess...


Miriam's interesting socks which has matching words at the bottom =)


Today, we went to Pavillion. Well i would consider it my first time since the last time i just went to one shop. haha.
Before that, Esther, Miriam and I went to Su yi's place. I spotted a medium sized guitar and there was a baby one too!!! so cute!! with four strings. We just plucked cause it was small and cute. haha. Miriam took the big cool one and played...
We talked about...hmm i forgot what we talked about..haha..

Esther has the baby guitar!!!!


Then, we walked to Pavillion to meet up with Manda, Victor and Galen. Had lunch at the Food court since some of the food were under college student's budget?? haha...requested by Manda. After lunch, we went to the 'Fountain of Wealth' (by Manda) to take pictures. haha. Then, said our goodbyes to Manda and Galen....the 5 of us left went for Starbucks!!! Finally i got to use my voucher. Glad it was a worth it one =)...yum yum Mocha Frappucino! not sure if thats how its spelled. hehe. anyway it was goooood!! awesome!!!! satisfaction of chocolate. mmmmm!!!...i don't actually buy starbucks and all so when i do, really savour the drink wei..

awesome awesome!!!




The fountain of WEALTH??


Errr miriam and i were bored....


Bored in Times bookstore...waiting for Esther...haha

Su yi had tution to go to so it was just the 4 of us already. so sad..hehe...sooooo we decided to watch a movie...Ghosts of Girlfriend's Past...ahaha it was..ermm...good...well..18PL la...((horrr!!! victor's not 18 yet and he watched it!!!))...jeng jeng jeng..haha.....
oh there's this movie with a catchy name..kung fu TOOTSIE (was that the spelling?) oh well...its just a funny name to pronounce. somewhat Cute. haha.

We then walked all the way to KLCC to take the lrt home...so tired....victor was being a Gentleman today..hahaha...kidding kidding, he always does =)...

We shall, MUST have a girls sleepover people!!!! so busy busy with college now..sobs...

Thank God for a great day and great weather...wasn't too bad...except the haze that irritates my poor nose-y..hehe..