Lots if Laughs, Work and Sweat

This weekend has been so crazy busy. On friday, went to SMSS for teacher's day!!!!! it's always nice to find that there's a place where teachers and student felt like family. I miss that very much. And the juniors too.
Yes the juniors that made school a happy place

After that, went for lunch in Monash with Cheewoh and Sarah. Pretty nice place...different kinda ambience. So i've been to monash once! hahaha...

At 2.30, went to church to help deco for winny's wedding...pretty fun doing that. Pretty. Everything was PINK!!!!!! ((reminds me of the time the prefects' room was painted pink stripes by some of us))...so, yes everything pink....pink...light, sweet pink...haha...It felt like a lot to do, banners, sticking alphabets even took awhile...cutting confetti!!!! (repetition job (pengkhususan) can become a bore...so lil' lynnette and esther helped...they enjoyed cutting...so cute......weeyen came to help too...certain things are just meant to be done by guys..like climbing high ladders..and carrying heavy stuff....salute him for that...=)
We worked till about 7....tiring day...everything looked....WOW...the flowers done were sooo pretty and just so beautiful...
Walked home, bathed and rushed to eat and head back to church for cell party that night...but i didn't play cos i didn't want to get dirty...sooo i found a GOOD excuse to help with finishing touches to the deco...the children were all screaming..haha...so after the games i got dragged to the canteen...yes it was makan time...hahaha...it was aunty sonia's birthday but surprisingly everyone say the birthday song for May babies...haha..so i thought "mine's the beginning of the month and i still get wishes"hehe...the choco cake was goooooodddd...yes the wedding is the next day but..oh well.hahaha. I drove home with siblings early..i was sooo tired and i had to get up early. 5 am. wow.

My friend and I finally came up with an idea how to tie the ribbon haha

THE DAY CAME!!!!!!! after months of info and months of planning, the day finally came!!! winny was getting married!!!!!!!!!! oh the excitement!!! and also, the part where i was one of the bride's maids...hehe i had no idea what came after what so i just follow along....it was pretty fun to be there for the occasion. My first time experience to be that involved in a wedding...kinda cool lo...haha..

Pretty sweet flowers

The morning was crazy...supposed to bully the heng tais kau kau but...also kena bully...guys can be rough when they are desperate hahaha...crazy things we made them do....goodness...free show hahahaha...saw winny getting ready and taking shots too..really pretty...=)...her happiest day ever!!!

Really Beautiful hand-made corsages for all the Ji muis

We went to church at 9 something...the ceremony and all starts at 10am..the whole sanctuary was lighted up and decorated so nicely...and the back drop didn't fall!!!! (good job weeyen!!) it didn't seem like there were much things everywhere but the amount of work and energy used to put it all into place seemed so much...oh and he and i tried 'clothing the chairs' for the bride and groom...not easy wei..hahahaha...pins ere and there and fat pink bows!!!! (took a few tries to finally figure out how to tie them haha)...an experience!!!! So anyway, the ceremony went well...many many camera people...and exchange of vows and the usual...the happy moment...haha...lil' zen was the ring bearer sooo cute!!! he had his lil' sweet pink tie some more...aiyooo *pinch cheeekss* hehe...

Lil' lynnette and me

After it ended, we had makan upstairs and went to clean up the sanctuary...was kinda sad...everything we put up yesterday, all the effort and ideas...had to be taken down the day after....just like that it's gone..=(....the pretty flowers, the pink smooth silky banner...even the confetti had to be vacummed haha(well i guess thats not that big la)...but yea....sighs...we were all tired and worn out.....and we went home to rest and get ready for the dinner at night...i drove with my mum to uptown to get a pink tube to go with my dress for the night.haha...

((i look...blue..goodness))

The dinner was awesome!!!! the place we went to was sooo full of lights!! i forgot what the restaurant's name is..in bangsar la..hehe...had nice outdoor spots for nice shots. I sat at table 31, right under a chandelier..super nice wei...shinyyyyy...waaaahh!!! hahaha...the food was good too...it comes one by one like all chinese wedding dinners...yummy foooodd...oh oh 'tenors for Christ' were there....chua jui meng's son sang...waaaaaahh his voice is just sooo sooo awesome!!!! any gurl would fall for that voice man!!!! it like soothing to the ears...haha..all of us could just listen to him singing the whole night. oooooohhh soooo nice...God really blessed him with such a great voice and he's using it to serve others too. amazing.

So there was the 'How well the bride and groom know each other' game...kevan had to feel hands and winny, sadly had to feel.....LEGS...hahahaha...but they both guessed correct for their Final answers....phew...if not...jeng jeng jeng..hahaha...

On the way home, it was 11something already...so....when it's late and we Gurls are still awake how?? plus Shi na was in the car...lagi bes la... hahaha...we all were laughing our heads off in the car just because of...a lil' lion stuff toy...goodness...hahahaha....crazy moment we had...i miss shi na and jay mi...since they don't attend ghm anymore, haven't been seeing them much...but they're as always...and that's the best part...hahaha...i love them both so much.

Got home at midnight....superrrr tired..always lazy to spend time removing make up...and it got into my eye some more...haih...it was my group's turn to dance today...waking up at 7am was a drag..oh my...it wasn't easy...and my eyes...pandaaaa..hahaha...but anyway, we made it!!! yes though i was kinda sleepy and freezing during the service but i lasted...phew..hehe...second song was hard...tried to follow the timing and cutting patterns my own way hahahaha...oh well...it always felt good dancing during worship...feels...free...somehow..=)

One thing i have to thank God for today(or few days ago)...THANK YOU GOD FOR PROVIDING MANDA A SLOT FOR CAMPORAMA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i love you!!!!! it's gonna be awesome!!!! yay!!!! looking forward to it already...smiles..haha...i am soo thrilled!!!!!

This weekend had been....
1. awesome
2. tiring
3. exciting
4. fun (definately)
5. different....haha

TOBACCO DAY...

wow...there's such a thing..

Happy day!!

Played lots of frisbee today...dunno why. It's just fun. haha. Bro told me to wake up at 7am to play with him. I got up at 7.30am and yea...played. haha. Its was sooo windy outside and a good cool morning..played till 8.45am..went home and bathe. Class was at 10am so had to rush rush..psych class was good as usual...enjoyed..and once again, thank God for psych lecturer who can be strict yet, somehow have a really merciful heart. Thank GOD. =)
So, it was drizzling at college. When i got home, the sky was dark...drizzled...but very light so sis and i went to play frisbee!!!! hahaha...I got a bruise this morning due to catching the frisbee which made it hard to write notes in class haha. My bro from nowhere throws really well...i was like 'whoooaaaa!!!' my back hand throwing kinda sucked la haha..oh well...to add on, my sister also throws quite well after her training...and i still sucked at the basic throw...BUT...yes i managed to get it right!!!!!!!!! sis and i did about 110 catches...haha...my finger hurts..like when one plays the guitar for too long. yea. but i had fun!!! and tomorrow i may get to play with friends. yay!! hope my finger gets well tonight..

I tried 'curling' my hair with a straightener today...IRONIC??? maybe...Jas said its possible so i tried...didn't really work though..not yeng enough..hahahaha...dunno la..i may just have it straight this saturday...thought it would be kinda nice to try a different look.hahaha..oh well...smiles..

Oh oh my brother.......spent about 10-15 minutes thinking of ways to try and swallow a pill he thought was big...hahahaha...soooo funny..he anounces to everyone he's gonna do it and pray for him (jokingly)...hehe...my dad made fun of him too. And so, he was about to take it when i went 'SWALLOW....SWALLOW....SWALLOW *in a cheering 'we want more' kinda tone* hahaha....he couldn't do it!!!! hahahahahahaha...again we all laughed..
When he finally managed one out of three down, his shirt had spills of water..hahahahaha...funny moment...yes yes..

Alright...class is really early tomorrow...gotta go and Zzzzzz....

The day i dragged myself to college

Due to the busy weekend, lazy to go to college. The bridal showers on sat and sun were fun!!! Saturday was super crazyyyy...(i'm thinking of eloping when i get married)...hahaha..its seriously embarrassing wei..though its a once in a lifetime think but....goodness..I do hope the people i love, love me too in a nice way. Or i'll be dead. Poor winny had to be dressed up in midvalley. Random people all around...not cool.haha. For the rest of us obviously it was fun and a laughing matter but for her...wow..really sporting attitude you must have. What a day to remember!! Winny did a great job!!!!! success!!! and lotsa pics!!! After collecting the money, we all went yam cha before going home...tiring day..good thing i didn't have to dance on sunday morning hehe..
Sunday night's was fun too!! this time with ghm mothers/women...the gifts were...interesting haha...Jess,Moni, Winny and I were bored as people were leaving sooo...pose and snap!! muahahaha...all the girly nonsense stuff...
Boy, weekend nights were sooo tiring for me..that's why i dread to go to college today..blah..
Oh oh and i drove quite a bit with my mum's car...supposed to go to Chat's house yesterday night, took a wrong turn, ended up at midvalley and drove...a lot a lot...of course with mum la...my sense of direction is terrible..hahaha..have been driving to church to send siblings and pick them up kinda thing...fuuunnn..smiles

Oh and....i signed up for camporama!!!!!!! yays!!!!!!!!! haha...okay i am scared to go cos i don't know anyone there...technically..well kinda....not anyone who i'm close to and who already have other closer friends...i know i can make new friends but i guess it's always good to feel there's someone whom you know close enough to feel comfortable to go with..sighs. Now how?? bleh...but i know i don't wanna miss this chance la..once in four years..but i pray i'll have someone close...other than my sister...eeeeeee...hahahaha..oh well. But i'm glad im getting my opportunity..yes i am. I pray that all will go well...arrangements and all. yeah.

Today...in college...
Psych class was alright...I wan an iceberg..hahaha...The best (or some can say, the most hated) thing that happened today was the quiz...POP!!!! quiz..yes. Lecturer gave us a 10min break. 2minutes after the break, she said there were some who were missing so...NUMBER 1...!!!!!! waaaaaaahhh....here goes..but...its..i think its pretty mean..but she said ''It's life in her class'' oh well...question 1 : Spell SLEEP, 2: Spell REM (she specified 3 letters), 3: Spell NREM (specified again), 4: psychology (specified ''with a 'psy') my goodness she was mean to late people, 5: (now she asked for an easy word...Victor said night terror but, she replied, "Night. Night is a good word)...oh my gosh we were all laughing as we did our 'quiz'. Okay so i think for those who did the quiz...a wonder. yes.............for those who didn't....ouch. If it were me i knew i would be pretty ticked that she kinda 'did it on purpose'...but yea..."LIFE IN PSYCH CLASS"...

After mass communication class(which was pretty flat cos we were learning on history of communication), crazy storm...sigh..not cool. The wind was blowing sooo much. Could see the rain being blown in directions and it was just....unbelievable. After all the crazy hot days, the storm...wow..It was so heavy my dad had to come pick me up. Got back home safely and right now, its a pretty bright light outside...cooling....to the park??? haha...maybe...smiles..

I can't wait till friday and saturday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the day has come!!!!!! So fast...time really flies..it's soo exciting..and to be in church at 6.30 AM!!! my goodness..my panda eyes...oh no oh no....

Terrible day...blah

I guess it wasn't all bad. But that moment was...crazy. The excruciating pain. I'd rather get a fever. Trying to get home from college was really a difficult task for me. Each step i took i just wanted to stop and sit there till i fall asleep. My face i could tell felt pulled down and i'm sure people who looked at me would have thought i had a fight with someone or something bad. I managed to climb flights of stairs. Hurried to buy my medicine. Managed to cross the street without fainting. It was so uncomfortable my goodness. All i wanted was to go home and rest. I couldn't keep walking like this. Suffering. So i got into the bus after half and hour and actually closed my eyes for a rest. Thank God i woke up at my stop. This was my first time falling asleep in to bus. And it felt good. It still hurt. My medicine didn't work this time. People were looking at me in the bus and i knew i wasn't in a good mood so i closed my eyes. Shut. The moment i got into the car, i slept.
When i got home, i took 1 primrose tablet. Can't believe i didn't think of taking it before i left. sigh. I got myself a warm bottle of water and let it sooth till i eventually fell asleep. Thank God i made it home without fainting today. Walking took forever.

The good part of today is i went for CF. It was good to go. At least its where i know the new friends i've made there were those i need to have. =)...Sadly, i couldn't stay for the whole meeting. Yea thanks to 'that'. bleh. Another thing is my license is already made. yay!! Now i can put it up on the car together with the sign thingy that cheewoh gave. Of course, my mum would wonder why in the world i need it there anyway hahaha. I shall see her response. smiles.

I'm so sad i can't play frisbee today. Told my sis i'll make it up to her tomorrow morning. hmm. Hopefully i'll be better. And i ate chocoloates today. oh no. sigh. baadddd. Winny's bridal shower is this sunday. I told my friends i would go for sports too. Missed 3 weeks already. sigh what am i gonna do? haha..will see la. Now what am i supposed to wear to a bridal shower?? i have no idea. I even might be the youngest there..youngest bride's maid too?? hahahah funny...hope i won't be under dressed..hehe..dressing up is fuunnn..since college has made jeans boriiiinnggg..hehe...
Anyone been to a bridal shower??? this is one of many times i wish i had an older sister.sigh.

Another day gone by....

I shall talk about happy things first so that i don't get all emo-y. I got to have lunch with Ooyo today. Niza was kinda late and i had to run so will at least see her tomorrow in CF. I miss them. I think that they were better friends cos they had their values and most importantly, they respected mine and what i believed in. They didn't judge me. We had a lot of fun together in first semester. smiles. Guess God will use me in wherever I am right? though it seems like im the 'one who stays away' sometimes. oh well. They are a fun bunch too, it's just that maybe i didn't fit in the way they do. hehe.
Another happy thing today, Cheewoh bought me this car sign thingy and Sarah a pink princessy sign.hehe. I'm supposed to put it up when i drive around Under the P sticker of the car. my goodness. hahaha. It would be something to laugh about lo. Super funny. Will see how. hahaha. (will post up a picture of it soon) =)

Psychology class was superrrr interesting today (other than the POP!!!! quiz part again). Due to 4 personS who didn't bring their notes, there was a quiz. sighs. But i really feel bad for them. If it was me, wow i would wanna hide my face and sit where no one can see me. Pity them. The interesting thing we learnt today was the REM thing. YES IT WAS SOOO FASCINATING!!! i remember few months ago a friend was telling me about it and he asked me to google it and it was soo cool. Seeing the eyes. So fast. wow. So now that i have learnt it, WOW!!!!! and knowing all about it, different colour dreams and the brain oraganising our thoughts at night..it's soo amazing. GOD IS SOO AMAZING!!!! i wonder why the eyes have to keep moving about though..super cool. I enjoyed class today haha. (Yup i have chosen my 'test subject'..anyone wanna guess??) hahaha...this would be sooooo fuuuuunnn...lalalalalalalala...hehe..smiles.






Okay here's the part where i release my upset-ness and give up-ness...though i know this time i won't really feel better after since it's been something i've been holding on to. *breathe*...in....out...*exhale*

My day didn't seem so happy since i found out that my mid-terms for mass comm would be on the 10th. sigh. After planning and setting aside things and really trying, it's just not gonna work out. There goes my wanted wish of going for the camp. Lecturer replied in a 'It's the middle of the semester why in the world are you going somewhere else?' kinda way. It really hurt. Yep. Cause there went my hopes, there went my 'I planned everything to fit and made a brave move to email my lecturer for permission'. I don't know what to do now. Maybe i do. But i still feel unsettled. (oh a guy wore a shirt with that word on it today). sighs. I guess i really am upset...a lot. Would i even WANT to go the next time which is when im TWENTY-TWO years old???????? =( .....really bummed about it already. Just flat la. I should just lie in my own self-pity for even trying to do this and that when i should know that this isn't highschool anymore.
There goes plans. There goes hopes. God, if there's STILL a way, please show me...i think i really wanna go for the experience. =(

Looks like i end today's post with a sad kinda feeling. *sighs*

Freeze...*blank...Gaaah!!!! (soothing words??)

Its my second day in college since i missed the first. So far, i think psychology is pretty interesting. It is...the only thing about it that i have a weakness in is..SCIENCE. sighs. I have to try and understand how to do experiments and lab reports and all those scientific words are back to haunt me. oh no. It's been the second class and i have 2 quizzes already...wait....correction : POP!!!! quizzes. yes..terrible. It scares me. Wakes me up. haha.
The first one i totally had a brain jam. It was okay during class and i thought i got it but when the quiz was given at the end of class, i was..................bLaNk...i just couldn't think fast, plus the lecturer was doing like a countdown thing. I can work under pressure, not tests and quizzes under pressure..baaaaaddd..so my first 1 was terrible. sigh. Upset already. I have 12 in total, 10 highest will be chosen and i already flunked 1..oh no. Not a good start.
Today was even 'better'. Thank God i wasn't late for class. When lecturer came in, she said "okay number 1...." okay i'm sure she said some other stuff but that's all that caught my ears. haha. Was crazy...my jaw dropped. She was about to give a quiz...goodness everyone gasped..Well, thank God that i remembered what she taught yesterday. phew. i managed to get all 5 correct. *exhale*...really thank God...some of my friends were late for class so they missed the quiz. =(
It was pretty shocking. very. Now i know that she's really serious wei...and i thought my business lecturer was mean..."well what else shouldn't be surprising in college??"..hahahaha

MC101 class wasn't very prodcutive today. Firstly, the noise. It's hard to concentrate in class with all the noise. But i tried to focus on the lecturer.. who wasn't helpping much since the way she talked most of the time was pretty flat. sigh. Her notes arent very organised either...maybe they were..maybe i just didn't know what exactly was the head and the tail..oh no. =(
Well at least i can the notes online...phew...thank God for that.

Sooooo the question i'm still pondering about..CAN I GO FOR CAMPORAMA?????? i know i want to..though i'm pretty reluctant cos i hardly know anyone there. But i want to cos it's a huge thing and it only comes once in FOUR years. If i don't go this year, will i have another chance?? 22 YEARS OLD??????? sigh...ive asked my lecturer and she says its fine..i can get notes online and Victor said he could help me with psychology(though i think it's like a burdening thing for him)...sigh...i wanna go. Should i go?? GOD?? should i go? Anyone out there who wanna go with me?????? hmmm....really need to decide..actually yes i would prefer some one to go with me...the people i know there aren't very close..i get quite scared of being sesat wan.......hahahaha..oh well..lets hope things fall into place....i don't know how but i hope i'll make right choices.

Finally!!!! I have the Rights!!!

YESS!!!!!!!!! i passed my driving test today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! How did i do it? I'm not entirely sure how haha...thank God i did it!!! awesome!!!

Firstly, i watched how people were doing the slope test. All of them started from the white line and went all the way up. (okay i have been practicing stopping at the yellow line before going all the way though). So i was pretty scared. And no one looked out the window on the way up too...
Anyway i decided i would do what i was more sure with so i did put my head out the whole time. Somehow, i did it!!!! it happened so fast i think i kinda didn't realize i did it. It was like in a blink of an eye. wow. I got through with that!!! yes!! So went for parking and three-point-turn tests. My parking was surprisingly good. It was....wow. The poles fit perfectly and everything was fine. The examiner showed a thumbs-up and i smiled. Oh the joy. I did all three well. phew..i actually did it. So fast. I wonder if God has actually drove cause i'm finding it hard to recall each step i did. whoa.

Then, i waited to be called for the road test. My goodness i waited 2 hours. crazyyy..if i knew it would be that long i would have taken a nap or something(well not that i can but at least not getting so unsettled for my number to get called)...so so i waited...and waited. yes thank God i had a seat to sit. hehe. And also God provided good weather today. It's cool. Even right now. It's relaxing...
Okay so when it was my turn, the examiner told me he was sick and bla bla...he told me to start checking my mirror and signals and all. HE TOLD ME TO. okaaaay so i thought 'does he have hidden motives?' hehe...oh well. So here we go....*zooooom*
Okay i would say that the time i had my test was crazy. Jam Jam...waaaaaahh..and crazy drivers too..lemme put down some crazy things that happened throughout.

1. Coming out- This driver looks down on L drivers and didn't let me go first and we Almost hit okay..waaaaahh...so there, the examiner turned the wheel abit for me. ooops. hehe.
2. I was About to straighten the wheel when the examiner pulled it. bleh.
3. This Stu..(okay bite tongue) motorcyclyst just zoom in front of me diagonally..crazyy.*examiner let out huge bad word*..hehehe
4. Car that didnt let me pass, examiner made fun of his car. It had scratches and all so. It made me laugh la. Super funny guy.
5. A motorcycle parked by the side of the road right in front of me. sigh. And i had to balance on the slope and avoid him some more. And my examiner honked him!! haha..
6. I think my examiner took the wheel a lot. I was doing fine kay? its a kancil la it won't kena bang so easily wan lorr...
7. Engine died once...lalala...
8. At the beginning, i slowed down too much before the hump and i got stuck hahahahaha...funny experience...

I could tell my examiner didn't trust me. He TOLD me to change my gear when i was about to do it myself. He steered quite a bit. He talks a lot for a guy who's ill. Oh and, he's on a lookout for chinese girls..hahahaha..everytime we passed girls..haiyo...i think i was listening a lot to his nonsense more than the road. But i answered him with a smile or 'oh okay' most of the time la..he talks...toooo much. haha.
I'm glad the test time wasn't a tense one. But because of the jam it wasn't that smooth..no jerking though thank God.

I so so relieved i passed. I don't have to worry about this anymore..yay!!! =)
Really thank God for providing.. and everyone and all the persons who prayed for me!! thanks!!! smiles.

This is My dream for sooo long..*sigh*

Thanks Victor...i love this song very much.
Been thinking of doing something new, kinds involves singing but I'm still waiting till the time when i really really long for it...*deep breath*

How Can I Keep From Singing

There is an endless song
Echoes in my soul
I hear the music ring

And though the storms may come
I am holding on
To the rock I cling

How can I keep from singing Your praise
How can I ever say enough
How amazing is Your love
How can I keep from shouting Your name
I know I am loved by the King
And it makes my heart want to sing

I will lift my eyes
In the darkest night
For I know my Savior lives

And I will walk with You
Knowing You'll see me through
And sing the songs You give

I can sing in the troubled times
Sing when I win
I can sing when I lose my step
And fall down again
I can sing 'cause You pick me up
Sing 'cause You're there
I can sing 'cause You hear me, Lord
When I call to You in prayer
I can sing with my last breath
Sing for I know
That I'll sing with the angels
And the saints around the throne

End of holidays. End of lessons too.

This is Friday. Last day of my semester break. Second semester starts on monday, which i won't be going for classes due to...driving test????? yes...it kinda feels sad to say it. I'm sooo not ready...i just hope i do well and pass. To retake is really expensive...*sniffs*..will pray hard. You know, I've always been thinking, when many people pray for one person's need and that need isn't met, how would that person tell others the result..kinda thing?? i feel its like quite upsetting and embarrasing in a way..hmm..it's all God's plan though...wow.

I just came back from driving lesson. The first of the week and the last. He's been sick so i had my one and only class this week, trying something new....so i can say that i did practice but am still not very confident..gaaaaaahh!!! will try my best..hope i won't get too nervous..oh and a good examiner too..hehe

Okay so it looks like i'll be taking General psychology and Intro to Mass Communication for second semester. sigh. This seems pretty packed. Oh well i guess i may be doing EN102 during a long sem.goosshh...bleh. *cross fingers*

God, i pray that my semester will turn out just nice. It really seems heavy. hmm. Need to plan my time well and i guess sacrificing a lot too..Help me be a good friend in college. Thank you for setting perfect timing for me for so many things. I pray that this month will be okay too. There's Winny's wedding thing too and i'm looking forward to it very much. Be my strength. And for my test on Monday, I pray for confidence and favour. And that the car will be in good condition. And my nervous-ness. I wanna commit it all to you that i may do well and would settle for whatever your will is. I pray for daddy to that he'll be favoured there and the huge amount of risk he's putting in will NOT be wasted. Please provide for the family. I love you. Oh and i pray that tonight's worship session will go well to. Amen.

When my mind wonders...

"I have college next week. Excited?kinda..Miss hols too i will?yes yes..."
"Oohhh it's sooo hot here..Malaysia why larr??"
"I think this is happening....ohmygosh!!!!"
A friend asked me this that day, "Naughty or goody looks??"haha
"Will that really turn out as said?? will i be paranoid? i hope not"
"Do I seem to have feelings for guys or is it a 'they're so nice so im really grateful they're there"?? "I'm a gurl so, it's not wrong right?"
"I wanna save my cupcakes forever!!!" *sigh they gotta be eaten
"Can christian music make me emo too??"
Why is it that gurls(or maybe just me) have this, "I'll never be good enough"
"To like, is to just wait and wait"
"I'm 18 already, i'm in college and a future that is UNDECIDED"
"Truly grateful for those around me that have put up with my nonsense"
"I love and am thankful for ALL YOU PUNCHBAGS!!!!"
"I want more fun than work"
"I want to sing better. Sing for (that). But i'm still not ready. I think. I'm still to conscious"
"I am a happy gurl. smiles. Enjoy company"
"Trying to be more patient and not hurt others"
"Honesty can really really hurt"
"Why do i seem to not get a hold of myself sometimes?"
"Being somewhere alone can really make me think about things i don't wanna think about"
"Daydreaming...goodness"
"I wanna dance sooo much. But i can't. I wanna see myself dancing, twirling in a light satin dress...first in a ballet room, then a huge decorated hall"
"Am i being a friend to lean on anytime, or a friend who's there when no one else is??"
"To influence so many people, but with low self-esteem"

1 utama..again..haha

What i did today :
1. Go to 1u again
2. Watched fast and furious 4 (finally)
3. Bought new shorts
4. Ruined day by..(....)...sigh

Jas, Manda and Esther, thanks for coming over...we didn't talk a lot since we were all so caught up with watching movies hahaha..but it was great that we were like, confined for hours together hahaha....'Morgan' was amazing and yummy...lets do something like that next time kay =) hehe..

Poor Esther couldn't go gai gai with us.

The three of us went window shopping..as always..took random pics before going home. Manda did people stalking hahaha...it was great today...we gurls are nuts. yes. Laughing around, commenting on weird looking clothes...

Jas, thanks for making the effort to come....we really miss you...hehe..hugsss...thanks for always being there kay...Manda, sorry aout today's thing...i love you kay...hugsss...thanks for being strong and being you =)...STER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! okay, ESTHER...hehe it was great that you managed to come wei...all the best in your college work kay..do it well =)...you are the burst of laughter wherever you are..hehe..hugsss

*God, thanks for blessing me with a wonderful day and wonderful wonderful friends to be there and make my life so much happier. I have been relying on so many of my friends these days to bring smiles on my face and in me..i love them all so very much. Some not so close yet have tried to be a great friend as they too share so much joy with me to keep me from thinking negative thoughts. Thank you God.

Sleepover!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yes today was a productive day..Jas, Manda and Esther are over for a sleepover..
We did :
1. Frisbee!!
2. Cycling (a lot)
3. Commenting on my driving
4. Bake cupcakes!!! (which turn out to be thin crispy cupcake-like cookies) haha
5. SWEAT!!! eeeuuww...hahahaha

Tomorrow we shall :
1. Watch a movie
2. Window shop
3. Try this and that
4. Be nonsense people haha
5. Lotsa pictures!!!! SMILES!!!

We people (gurls) can go nuts when we're alone...yes...hahaha..will enjoy!!! hahaha...
okay gotta go and have fun =)...will update later...smiles

Yay mother's day!!!!

Yesterday..was mother's day..
Presentation was great i guess...my goodness i was shaking the mic during first service...scaryyy...so odd...haha. But i had fun. Lil' kiddies did too...putting make-up and all..just a simple song and dance...its my first time doing a lil solo part and oh my goodness i didn't think it would be that scary haha..so im still thinking about the day i will be involved in 'That"....sigh i want to yet...maybe not yet..=)

So i ate A lot...mother's day lunch and dinner...wow. There goes my tummy with hardly any excercise last week...bleh...oh well. Food was gooood..

I was kinda sulking because of the hot weather that my dad didn't wanna take me driving and went to nap instead. Mum went out with grandma..So what did i do while waiting till cool evening would come? I played the guitar...hahaha i have been doing that a lot lately. It's so much easier..like anywhere thing except for the part i can't play all the chords i want to like the piano..hehe...So after while mum called and said she was going to 1u and asked if i wanna come along..((been to 1u like...crazy these days too))haha...so i said yes since i could use some aircond.
Went there to get my 18th birthday present!!!! A friend said he's never heard of a mum buying a present for her daughter on mother's day...hahahaha...but yes i got my Special present..she wouldn't let me use the money for shopping...crazy expensive present to me wei...im not gonna tell the whole world what she got for me...it'll be a cool joke to tell when people find out hahaha..especially all you guys out there!!!! ((gosh i sound like im hunting one down)) blueekk...

Oh well...the present was lovely...its...my first ever...i can't believe i got it for my 18th birthday...wow...could have gotten a new phone instead but..i guess this is more Meaningful in a way...and well...PRECIOUSLY EXPENSIVE...smiless...


I LOVE MY MUMMY!!!
1. who always tried to gang up with me against my dad
2. who gives me smiley/cheeky faces when i sulk or want to know something hidden
3. who isn't so cheong hei when it comes to lecturing me =)
4. who gives my pocket money and takes me shopping
5. who always gives my her best though i don't want it because i don't feel i need it that much
6. who is still trying to being herself to a level of my sister which makes her funny and fun =)
7. who has been amazingly patient when it comes to "mummy i cant find my.....!!!!" haha
8. who will always be this way!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My friend says "Wow you can be easily amused"

haha...yes I may be. depends. I like....butterflies..pretty pretty. I like shiny-shiny...I like looking at fly-fly stuff..hahaha..Ribbons too!!! oh that bag...*dream*...
The most expensive top i've bought is RM55!!! my goodness...oh well...my birthday gift from my aunty...in a way. haha.
Gaaaahhh!!!! i am lack of exercise...crapp...bleh...sad sad...hehe...

I SHALL EXERCISE TOMORROW!!!!! hahahaha i hope so la...lazzzyyy bummmm

Practice practice practice

I did 11hours so far. Instructor says to continue next week...so that'll be 15hrs. Extra hours, extra money. =(....guilty..i haven't been doing very well...crap. sigh.

My first week of holiday so far. Hope i'll achieve what i need to do. Clean up messes. hahaha. yesyes. *yawn*

Had practice for mother's day yesterday. i really hope that everything will work out fine. Without chat around it seems like...no ideas flowing..i can't choreograph nice steps. Just kiddy ones for the kids...sigh. oh well. I guess i'm just trying....and my voice...gosh. I wished i had some vocal lessons...it sounds weird...bleh. Hopefully i don't get too nervous this sunday and embarrass myself. ((I am doing this for God...*repeating in my head*))...kinda excited yet Very scared. *breathe...
I can do all things through Christ who shtrengthens me....yesyes...=)...i can i can i can...smiles.

My goal for this 2 week break : TRY TO EXCERCISE!!!!!! hehehe...lazy lazy bum lynn...

I can finally exhale!!!!!!

PHEW!!!!! its over!!! yes la!! okay its not the longest break but im glad finals for this sem is over!!!! more sleep and un-panda my poor eyes..rest, read books, watch movie...hehe...=)

*S*I*G*N*I*F*I*C*A*N*C*E* !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

cuppy cakes!!!!!!!

Super cute card from friend in Australia!!!!!

gosh they look too cute to eat

Midnight surprise!!!!! ((cheewoh's holding the camera))

haha...esther. as always.


the crazyyyy bucket!!!! (teh tarik pulak)

On the 30th, I thought that it would be kinda quiet this year. I didn't plan on celebrating so i didn't feel like i was turning 18 at all. It was like tomorrow would be the day but there's no rush in me that's so excited. That's what i thought. But it became so much more than that.
Awhile after midnight, my friend called me to come out for awhile. So, as usual i thought he would be nice to wish me since this year was different. To my surprise there were 4 of them there!!! haha i was so overjoyed!! i was soo happy that i had something for my birthday. It was the first time i've had friends come over to wish me pass midnight. Cheewoh, Sarah, Jin Ern and Kay Aun were here!!! i really was surprised. Firstly, they were in uni and they were much more busy than in camp. I was so grateful to see them. Cheewoh bought me cupcakes!!!! sooo cute and colourful i Loved them so much!! we all came into the house, staring at the amazingly decorated cupcakes. Oh when i went to Angeline's birthday, i saw hers and i hoped i would get some too later in my life but i had it on my 18th!!! hehe..soo i got everyone to eat 1 so that there would be an L shape haha...the icing was....alot.haha. sigh im so glad for it, for them to come over just for this..

In the morning at 9am i went for my driving lesson. Practiced sloping and three-point-turns. I hope i improved haha. At about noon, mum took me shopping!!! as i said i needed new clothes for college. We went to 1u..kind off the wrong time cause it was packed. Later she told me we had to rush home about 3 cause my mum's friend who just came back from UK was coming over to visit. I was pretty upset cause there wasn't much time. So we went to a few shops, mum and sis bought stuff too haha..
Padini didn't have any sale...sobs. oh well so then i realized there's nothing much and it was going home time =). Oh then i saw manda and pong. What a coincidence!!! haha...okay so manda told me this deal thingy from GSC ((gosh i can't believe i fell for that))..haha. So my mum said she'll head back home to meet her friend and handed my money. ((okay i was wondering why she would just let me go and encouraging me some more))..so okay, i went with my friends to collect that silly deal thingy.hahaha. Charity called me from aus then!!!!! oooohh i miss her a lot!!!! so she wished me and talked a lil' and i wasn't paying attention to anyone around me. and Boo!!!! my friends popped from don't know where and i....screamed...okay fine, SCREEEAAMMEED!!!!!! oh my goodness people were staring. haha. I was overjoyed all over again!!! first with my PJEFC friends then my highschool friends!!! my goodness i was super happy at that time! there were five of them, Manda, Esther, Nicole, Victor and Pong...it was my 2nd surprise in one day!!! it was crazy i was so so happy!! haha...we went to Char Chan Teng for a drink. Oh here's the crazy part....we ordered some food and the birthday special thing which is getting a BUCKET of teh tarik for free!!!!! was crazzzyyy laaa...haiyo that THING was soo huge!!! hahahahaha...anyway we filled ourselves...too much.haha. It was enjoyable. my ONE time thing.haha.
We walked on and did some...shopping?? haha with the two guys tagging along anyway.
Got home late in the evening. Four of us took a cab to Kelana station. My feet were hurting from too much walking in heels. goodness gracious. haha. It was an awesome FIRST OF MAY. tiring too. sigh. ((Thanks guys for today. It's the happiest day this year!!!! hahaha)). Love you all!!!
Went for dinner with my family at santitni's. Had a great time, yummy food.

When i came home, i opened my presents. The thing that surprised me the most was a letter from a friend in aus. It was sent here early this week and i was curious who's handwritting is belonged to. really curious. So when i opened it, i realized it was from a PJEFC friend. It was a penguin cover card!!!!!!!!!!!! i laughed my head off and the content was hilarious with nonsense and meaning too. i was soo touched wei. These people i've only met during camp have been doing so much for me like i've known them for years. And he called to wish too. I was all smiles with happiness everywhere. Victor, Manda, Pong, Nicole : thanks all for my pressies!!!! i love each and everyone of them!!! love the starbucks bottle Victor!!!! i have awesome new shades!!!! thanks manda!!!!!!! Pong, your presents have always been very ngam wan k??hehe now i have more to clothes to wear to college haha. Nicole, thanks for the book. I think i'm gonna use this title for my english work. hugs!!!!
The most amazing thing about my 18th this year is the surprises. My happiness cannot be described. I am so full of smiles!!! haha...appreciate each and everyone of you who have wished me and given me so much. I counted....about 50 people who have wished me this year. Amazing. so happy. There's so much to say to all of you. 18 has been amazing for me.
I thank God over and over again for friends whom i have kept for so many years and friends whom i don't know long but have provided so much for me. It's so meaningful. I had not much expectations this year for my birthday and becasue my finals is this coming monday. I have so much to study and so little time. But i thank God for this wonderful moment and day spent with all of you and knowing i actually am in a way 'significant'...i told my mum, i didn't have close friends in primary. not many whom i keep in touch till today. Then i have my highschool friends and church friends whom have been giving me so much joy every moment i'm with them. I am soo soo truly thankful. Very. I don't know how long this joy will stay. hehe it will be for long-term!!!! I LOVE ALL OF YOU PEOPLE!!!! thank you!!!!!!!!