Saturday, December 25, 2010

Snowflakes!!!



This christmas has been much about snowflakes. My present deco, card deco, christmas tree ornaments and present wrappers and many others. And they're all pretty. No two snowflakes are the same eh?

Amazing.

Even as this year wasn't as Chrismassy due to exams finishing late which didn't give me much time to go christmas shopping and enjoy the days before christmas in a RELAXING way. So much preparation had to be done and I didn't get to make the ultimate christmas cards that I pictured in my head. Was pretty frustrating. Ended up punching paper shapes and getting fingers sticky, which at the end of the day looked like some card anyone can get off the shelf at shopping malls. Actually, there are better ones there. haha. Oh well. I tried. There's always next year!

Things never happen the same way twice, as Aslan says. And so, it was a different christmas this year. I don't usually celebrate christmas with anyone other than my church friends and family. Victor, Shok Chen and Pei Chern came last year and though I didn't really get to spend time with them after, it was the first. This year, Jas and James celebrated christmas eve with me! Okay there wasn't a super cool party after but it was different and I enjoyed the time spent (sorry James I totally forgot about the time, hope you didn't get into trouble). I feel loved!!! Manda and Esther, next time yes? we'll meet up soon!! I miss everyone coming togetherrrr...

Dance was fun. Dancing as a present was the happiest and smiley-est dance I've EVER done! (though the making of it was tedious). Woohoo! Apart from acting super kiddy, jaw stretching and dancing like no one's looking, it was pretty fun. hahaha! The last dance felt like it lasted for just a minute. I knew I didn't stretch as much as I was supposed to for certain parts..everything just happened so fast. Usually 3 rounds of it would hardly make me pant but the once on stage got me sweating. Maybe it was the adrenaline rush, or the lights??haha. First time in black tights too, but i guess when I'm on stage, there's no going back to the whole self-conscious thing. heh. But i had fun. The ending went well, no imbalance pose!! God, thank you! I'm already excited for the next one!

I'm glad everything went well...except for certain parts when the music was cut off and Stephen almost missed his singing climax. I hope everyone had a good night.


Surprise! I had sweet presents from friends I've never gotten before. I guess it's because I got more involved in uth this year =). Jon Ngin, Jon Roberts, Lionel, Abi, Ai Vee. Thank you!!!! (I didn't prepare enough cards. Shucks.) Awesome lil' gifts. I got NERDS! candy of my own! hahaha. Yes, I am very happy with that.

I got home past 12 after A&W and not ordering anything. lalala. Roads were Scarily empty. Then, the house was empty which was pretty saddening. Parents still weren't back so I thought I wouldn't get to go to Chat's place this year. About 1.25am, I reminded them that my siblings were there so mum and I went to pick them up but ended up staying there for awhile with a few who were still there. A few kiddos under 12 were wide awake and enjoying themselves. A huge bottle of sparkling juice was popped and we drank merrily. =) The baby grand piano was producing nice music too.

So what did I do?? grab a few pieces of lamb and turkey and some pizza. While standing and eating, Chat messed with my unique dress, tying it in all sorts of ways whether reasonable or not. At the end of they day, I left the house in a tube dress after arriving with a halter. So fun so fun. Me likey my dressy.


3am!!! Home. Was so tired but I had to get all that make up off my face. Ash and I messed with the camera for abit before going under the covers at 3.30 and replayed everything about the special night I had.

The 3am look.



I was in such a deep sleep until 11am+ today! Thank God, no headaches. Washed up, felt somewhat confident in a purple spaghetti top with a scarf and went to friend's place for popiah! YUM! Snapped shots with the aweshomme camera too.

Then Joshua called and said he left something in my post box. I could hardly wait!

Got home and sat down and realized I haven't checked it so I ran outside and found a thin piece of paper with my name on it. Now I hardly get stuff in the mail so I was like the most excited lil' gurl who got a cotton candy for christmas! Sat down, opened it....and.....laughed and laughed. After receiving a penguin card for my birthday, penguin postcard when he came back the last time, I was expecting something penguin-ish too but I would never have guessed this 'motion' penguin picture ruler thing!!! The penguins in the picture were waddling whenever I tilted it up and down. Seriously funny!!!!! Tis be the last present from Josh, from Aus and it is just sooooo cute!!!! hahaha..I'm still playing with it. I shall record a video. It's motioned penguins!



Thursday, December 23, 2010

I'm a little frustrated with not enough time to do my best for these cards!!!

=( super fail. And waking up with a headache isn't good at all.

Come on!!!! it's tomorrow!!!!!

Monday, December 20, 2010

A missed dream

I want to dance like she did.

So much till it hurts, because I could never.

People say parents get their children to do what they couldn't. I think I understand that feeling. *daydreams*

Saturday, December 18, 2010

"Christmas Candlelight"

My first time at KL PAC. (Yes thank God for awesome friends). Black walls with colourful chairs! I like.

So anyway, glad I managed to enjoy it considering I woke up feeling terrible and staying home so much.

We had good seats so I managed to see everything clearly...and i spotted 2 harps!! oh so beautiful...the performance was pretty well done. Nice flow of music and awesome soprano singers. Power. There were these two boys who sang a duet, Whoa my goodness they were amazing. (talk about Justin Bieber, now I feel kinda sorry for him that everyone makes fun of his 'unbroken' voice). I guess the cute chubby indian guy Looked fine as he sang but something about the skinny chinese boy with that voice surprised me. haha.

Considering I went to a music store yesterday, I paid closer attention to the instruments. Seeing the lady nodding her head to follow the timing before she clangs her cymbals, the guy coming in at random times with the tambourine, trying to differentiate the sound of the flute and clarinet, fingers on the string instruments and watching with wonder how the girl aims for the harp strings. Sometimes my eyes look all over the place instead of sitting back, relaxing and listening.

I felt pretty inspired tonight. =)

Friday, December 17, 2010

What to do first what to do first??!!!!!

I have 2 weeks of break before a crazy semester. ONLY TWO. After a lousy paper today.

No big happening celebration for the end of exams but i did enjoy my day! It started off with making an effort to dressing up a lil'. Then, taking a 20 min nap before my paper felt really good. After our paper, Warren came over because we were going to do Something since we are FREEEE! finally.

So we followed James to get his super awesome, exciting, aweshome new toy!!!! It wasn't entirely my fault we didn't find the shop sooner. Just partly. So yes, such joy. haha. Bet he's going to meddle with it for hours when he gets home.

Bentley Music store was amazing!! See, once again....friends bring me to interesting places. I would love to try everything in there, if only I could. Saw this wooden-Purple-painted electric guitar that cost RM9,990. Well, at least i got to touch it. =) I should get a boyfriend who owns a music store!!!! muahahahaha.

So yes, I feel happy, bummy without guilt, and I can watch movies, go out and read books! well not much in 2 weeks though. Oh well. I feel so smiley. The cool weather is reinforcing this feeling. mmmmm...

Wokay! I'm off to plan my present deco (with No help of those 2 today), watch movies and pick my book for this 2 weeks. And of course, fix my circadian rhythm.

Thursday, December 16, 2010

"This Little Child'


Who would of thought that long ago
So very far away,
A little child would be born
And in a manger laid?
And who would have thought this little child
Was born the King of kings,
The Son of just a carpenter
For whom the angels sing?
And who would have thought that as He grew
And with other children played
This child with whom they laughed and sang
Would die for them some day
And who would have thought this little child
Could make a blind man see,
Feed the hungry, make rich the poor
And set the sinner free?
Oh who would have thought this little child
Was who the prophets said?
Would take away the sins of man
And rise up from the dead!

 
And I believe! And I will always sing,
"This little child is the King!"
Oh, I believe. And, I will always sing,
"This little child
He is the King of kings!"


Many years have come and gone
Yet this world remains the same.
Empires have been built and fallen
Only time has made a change.
Nation against nation.
Brother against brother.
Men so filled with hatred
Killing one another.
And over half the world is starving
While a banner of decency is torn.
Debating over disarmament.
Killing children before they're born.
And fools who march to win the right
To justify their sin.
Oh every nation that has fallen
Has fallen from within!
Yet in the midst of this darkness,
There is a hope, a light that burns.
This little child -the King of kings-
Some day will return!

 
And I believe! And I will always sing,
"This little child is the King!"
Oh, I believe. And, I will always sing,
"This little child
He is the King of kings!"


Who would have thought this little child
Is who the prophets said
Will return to judge this world
The living and the dead?
Oh, can't you see that long ago,
So very far away,
This little child-- our only hope--
Was born a King that day!?


Wednesday, December 15, 2010

Farewell, my faithful friend



It's been a few years since we met,

But only spent the last couple of months close,

Today as I opened the door, you were still there,

For the goodbyes and last glances.

You were so clean, so spotless,

I didn't hesitate to hug you one last time,

Captured pictures of you,

To be kept as memories, that'll last a lifetime.

When the clock struck 11,

I knew in my heart that there was no turning back,

You went out the driveway, down the road,

And all I could do was watch you go.....

And wish you all the best as you begin a new journey!






Sunday, December 12, 2010

When I decided to be brave...

Oh man was that tough. Bringing up the subject was one thing. Thinking of points to 'rebut' was another. I did spend time thinking through the 'points' to say and how to say it. 

I made green tea. Sipped my drink and wrote stuff on my notebook to help me distract myself when the conversation gets too stiff. 

Well.....they asked for time and i agreed. So that's that. I just hope it'll be a yes. After giving it my all for that hour, holding back water from my eyes and speaking as MATURE and responsible as i can. It's about time I asked about the reasons and validity of their answers. And it felt pretty good. Dad was 'pleased' for me doing it. My heart wanted to melt (though he was just messing with his phone the whole time, which was good for me). heh.

God, thank you for setting the right mood. Everything about today went well. I'm glad i became a Lil' stronger. Though now it feels like nothing's changed, I'm sure there was at least a lil' bit of difference. 

*deep breaths* 

 

Thursday, December 9, 2010

Today is Jursday

I just realized most of the names of people I texted today begin with the letter J!!!!

-Aunty Jacky ('aunty' doesn't count)
-Joel
-Jeremy
-James
-Jarren
-Jenn ming


Wednesday, December 8, 2010

This didn't get to go up this week =(

No one was there to certify it. Again, upset. Then the rain poured so bad. I didn't like the drive home. 
Oh well......
Ta-da....


Monday, December 6, 2010

"BOYS"...*sigh*....(recalls Ps Daniel Ross)


Just what I'd like to do..heh. 

THIS IS SUPER NONSENSE! SUPER NONSENSE......

GOD, I NEED A BOYFRIEND. WHY? SO THAT I CAN SHUN 'REDUNDANT' PEOPLE AWAY.

SHUUUNNNN...AWAAAAYY....(this is not due to desperation. Don't get me wrong)


NOW, WHO SHALL VOLUNTEER?? HAHAHAHAHA. Or make up a fake, believable one for me...

*exhales*




"If you have nothing good or encouraging to say, just Don't. "
(What mummy always says)

You hurt the person and people around who hear it are just disturbed. 

Saturday, December 4, 2010

4th of December

Finals start today. And today feels like an awesome day.

Feeling the cool breeze even as i had my cozy jacket on, with 'Flying' playing on my ipod was the most soothing moment this morning. mmmm.