hahaha...did you imagine my expression doing that?? ah well..i didn't do it alright? But he is THE MAN for the night!!! wooooo!!
He hit me with this sentence he told us to pray,
"GOD, give me MALAYSIA, or I DIE"
It was hard repeating those words..had a deep thought about it before i slept too. I didn't know how to react as i stood there with so many people. Even as i sat between a friend from church and his dad, i got self-conscious and scared, scared to admit my feelings. Scared to death i wouldn't be able to do what he just said. I felt the fire and passion in him, the longing for everyone he speaks to receive the fire he has. How i wish i did too, but i still have fear in me.
Jaeson is so hyped for God. His fired up talk about God using the Asian countries and showing all his experiences in the video was just, mind blowing. I didn't know there were Tons of people in Taiwan, Hong Kong, Indonesia, Singapore, Korea and other Asian countries who were Crazy about Jesus. People is Seoul are up at 4am in the morning to celebrate Easter. WHAT IS THAT WEI?!!! The crowd wasn't in cell groups but were like ants gathered together out in the open as i watched through the camera view. It was amazing. There were many times during the movie where i felt my goosebumps come up.
Throughout his closing message, i had a thought about how awesome God is to have used a youth like him. A previous gangster, rebellious child to his parents and drug abuser became this God-fearing man. I wish i could sit down with him and listen to his experiences and adventures around the world. I bet there's too many people doing that. hah. He's like another Daniel Ross. Just more, Asian. haha. I want to spend days listening to what were his experiences. Such dreams are a little unrealistic.
1040. EVERYONE HAS TO WATCH IT. EVERYONE.
Our homework given was to Pray, Go, Send and Mobilize. I thought about them. To pray is 'easy'. Then i jumped to mobilize, to bring it to CF and church and people around me. But when it came to Send and Go, that gave me fear. I would need to be equipped to 'send' and brave to 'go'. *deep breaths*. You can't read my thoughts so.. haha.
I'm glad i went. Dad's friend randomly called me up cos she heard he is an awesome youth speaker and Handsome (her husband shouts in the background). haha. I felt bad cos i canceled plans to have dance practice in church. I guess at the end of the day, thank God i didn't miss it. Bought his book. Sadly my holidays are ending...i sooo wanna read it. I might i might.
At the end of the event, he sang one of his songs called LOVE. He can rap pretty well. GREAT song. People who cant remember 1 Corinthians 13, this would definitely be of help. This song is just is about love, kau kau saturated.
Now Hollywood wants to make you think they know what love is.
But I'm a tell you what true love is.
Love is not what you see in the movies.
Its not the ecstasy, its not what you see in that scene
you know what I mean? I'm telling you right now, true love is sacrifice.
Love is thinking about others before you think about yourself
Love is selfless not selfish. Love is God and God is love.
Love is when you lay down your life for another
Whether for your brother, your mother, your father or your sister
Its even laying down your life for your enemies,
That's unthinkable, but think about that
Love is true
Think.
I'll put you in front of me
So everybody can see
My love, this is my love
I know that I'll be alright
As long as you are my guide
My love, this is my love
Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast
It is not proud. Love is not rude, it is not self-seeking
It is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs
You see love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, it always perseveres
Love never fails. Love is everlasting
Its eternal, it goes on and on, it goes beyond time
Love is the only thing that will last when you die
But ask the question why? Do you have love?
I'll put you in front of me
So everybody can see
My love, this is my love
I know that I'll be alright
As long as you are my guide
My love, this is my love
There is no greater love than this than he who lays down his life for his friends
Now are you willing to lay down your life for your friends?
You're probably willing to lay down your life for your mother
your father, or your best friends
But are you willing to lay down your life for even those that hate you?
I'm going to tell you who did that
The definition of love is Jesus Christ. He is love
The nails in his hands, the thorns in his brow
Hanging on a cross for your sin my sins
That is love he died for you and me while we still hated him
That is love
God is true love, and if you don't know this love
Now is the time to know, perfect love
I'll put you in front of me
So everybody can see
My love, this is my love
I know that I'll be alright
As long as you are my guide
My love, this is my love
Another inspiring, boosting session I've had. Thinking about what HY's husband said about the national anthem being a worship song flipped my thoughts that day. Malaysia. Malaysia. How do i start loving you sincerely?
"Don't ask God what your purpose is, but ask Him what can you do in what he has already started, in your generation". -Jaeson Ma-
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