Good day today. A lot of muscle tired-ness and sweat. Jogging in the morning was good. The cool air, the healthy people? haha. And then dance practice for this sunday. =( This sunday.
*breathes in*
I cannot seem to not be myself. I did try. But i failed. Self-consciousness and the feeling of my lacking ability kicked in.
Usually it excites me to dance. Though i can't do it well, i love it. But something about this dance scares me, makes me wanna crawl under my shell.I've never had this tidak apa attitude during a last practice before. God help me. Help me not to focus on myself and what i cannot do. It's hard but to know you're watching me helps. Besides, Jon says this song means to be synchronized with you.
YOU, and not my dance partner.
I shall not complain. Paul says to run as if to reach the goal ahead. I just hope i'll be able to do it this weekend.
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