CASH OUT TODAYYY!!!! the lady behind the counter smiled at me when mum said "Her first cheque". 

Yes, very happy. Thick thick wallet. hahaha. For now. 

CF Makan-Makan and New Toy!

Japanese food at Nihon Kai, old klang road. YUM! with lotsa green teeeaaa. 

The girls were late cos we took the wrong turn and had to make a huge u-turn. Whoops. 

But we all enjoyed a good time of fellowship and indulging. 

We shall do this again!!!!!! YES!!

After makan, some of us got caught in a bad jam and the clouds got too heavy ad had to release. Sigh.

But, we had more fun!!! 

Alvin, Victor, James, Jeremy, Kenneth gave me a very very entertaining afternoon in my home. After a first week of college, today was awesome!! (yes, i wonder where all the girls disappeared to)

Pictionary mania and monopoly deal!!!! what an unstoppable laughing session. 

Thank God for a good time at lunch and a good time with board games. So happy. 

What's more, Daddy got a new toy for the home! Finally!!!! Been asking and waiting for a DSLR (was hoping to get one by mid next year) and TA DA!!! i couldn't believe there's one in the family now! Except it's gonna go to aus for 3 weeks..THREEE man.. SOBS. I have to wait till after that...aaaahh...

Anyways, new toy with new pictures!!!

Today was a day of....

Wins,

Discouragement,

Art,

Threats,

And girly fun!

Under my name!!!

My first cheque is here!! Though it wasn't the exact amount said but it's mine!!! Wheeeee!!!! 

Shopping here i come! It's been too long, i finally Finally get stuffs I've been wanting.

*kisses the cheque repeatedly* 

*jumps around*

Thank you God for such joy this week!!!! Thank you for a convenient place to work at. I love you!!

National Day at P&J

I popped by for an hour+ and my day was brightened by cute, pretty, handsome, colourful, adorable, beautiful children in their awesome outfits! Mini cheong sams are sooo cute! Boys in their chinese traditional clothing with their hair done up made them the handsome-mest! Girls in kebaya and saree too! I wish i'd join them the whole day with the CRAZY AMOUNT OF FOOD instead of almost dozing off during computer class. I could hear the sighs and exhales of sleepiness as the lecturer goes through 30+ slides today. hahaha. What a day. 

"Miss Lynette, take me take me!"

Never seen him so cute

From the top, i like

"Smile smile??"

Handsome boiii!! *ruffles hair*

Leng lui Gangster mou??

Unfortunately, it's Nayo's last day in this kindi. The most dressed up one today. She'll pass for the youngest air hostess. I'll miss her so much. Fair little princess of K1 Violet.

Before

After

Caught on camera!!! "aiyah, this is sooo cute lah"

Thank God for a somewhat fun time during public speaking class too. 

And, i had McD alone today while reading a book. Awesome stuff by Lee Strobel. Very down to earth. 

Introvert Extrovert

Until today i struggle. I have always thought i mix well with people, thought i would be comfortable as long as people were around me. But i became unsure of that since i started college. I take pictures with friends, go out for lunches, talk about random stuff, attend birthday celebrations, get rides home but i still feel as though i don't know anything about them. Sem after sem, things change. I pretend like it's all a part of growing and time will heal this but it hasn't. I still go to college wondering who i'm gonna sit with in class, wondering who to teman me. How come my friends mix around and talk like they've seen each other every other day while i'm sitting there putting pieces of their conversations together and asking "Who? Why? When? What?". Suddenly i think, maybe i'm an introvert since i'm only Me in certain situations. I want to expressive, i want to be REAL. Yes, that's the word....but it seems like i'm going against who i am. I want to tell my friends stuff i see about them. I want to be expressive, but it's hard...i admire those who are like that, so much. I'd think, if i were to be REAL in my everyday life i would have gotten so many messages across and feelings expressed. 

I started thinking today, is it my faith? is it because i hold on to something different then them i just cannot connect. If i didn't have this faith i would probably be very liberal and carefree which is how i see many of my friends are. Except for those with boyfriends or girlfriends, they don't really seem to worry about company. Is this awkward connection due to times when i wince because of their ungodly actions? If Godly people i know can be close to unbelievers and enjoy times together, why is it so hard for me? I hide in my lil' shell like a self-defense mechanism when i'm around them. WHY why why??? i'm frustrated with myself. It's been at least 2 years!!! For goodness sakes.....what's the matter laaa? nonsense nonsense nonsense.

*exhales*

That was good. Release!!!   

Dedicated to....

Chee woh! 

The card i gave was pretty lousy and i didn't treat you like a king, sorry. So i shall dedicate a whole post to you at least, okay?

To elaborate on what i wrote, yes i wouldn't have gone to so many places to see all kinds of stuff if i didn't know you. Pretty cool outings lo..especially the one where we went to see car stuff...i never would have bothered to go see tires, air filters and all that sorta stuff. haha. Also, thank you for bringing lunch during those boring and sesat hours at the driving school. Really really appreciate that. Thank you for the funny card to wish me all the best for my first day of college. It's in my room to remind me how anxious i felt. haha. And the elephant thingy, was for the paintball incident if i'm not wrong. awwww. =)  And and and, for the tub of yummy-delicious ice cream for my birthday and an interesting theology session with Joshua. What i get for turning 19 eh? =p Awesome la both of you. See? you brought sooo many interesting events into my life. Happy anot? compliment you...hehe. Finally, congrats on meeting your goal to drive at......i forgot. hehe.   

Oh, turns out...i won't be doing bio this sem due to schedule clashes. Most probably the next one in january if it's offered. Will let you know and bombard you with questions IF i really don't get it alright? hehe.  

Hope Belfast treats you well!!! must update me on stuff you do there! And maybe, just Maybe get to drive a Porsche too?? That, i might pray for you la, not the other one...hahaha. Take super alot of pictures with your new toy alright? And will there be snow and autumn leaves? pictures pictures!! Will keep you in prayers anyways...be a goood med Student!!!!  *smiles*. 

Will miss you lah...no 'manual driver who speeds' to bring me to random places to nonsense around for a year dy....sorry i wasn't there to see you off. "Chee woh isn't coming back here so i don't have transport to the airport". Pretty reasonable statement right? haha. 

See you in a year's time!!! Take care!  =)

Sincerely,

Penguin.  (guess this is the one thing that you'll remember me for anyway...pfft)

Anxiety is what i'm feeling now. Maybe it's classes starting next week, maybe its the subjects, maybe its who i'm gonna have classes with, maybe it's cos studying seems like an ongoing thing, maybe my hols weren't very productive, maybe it's the book i just read, maybe it's the discontent of myself, maybe it's the dances i have yet to spend time choreographing, maybe it's fear of people, maybe it's the fact i don't want responsibility, maybe i'm afraid of assignments, maybe i lack support, maybe i don't want this semester, maybe God is being silent, maybe.....im just being anxious for no good reason.